I've totally lost the mood to blog. But since my blog's anniversary is coming. I thought it would be good if I did so. Had some of common tests results back. Was pretty fun i guess. Until I saw you ___ during _____. I was totally depressed. I wanted you to be happy, not to be in that sorry state of yours D;.

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Hey,
It's not totally over. I believe that you still would be able to achieve the results you want ;D. Just don't lose the hope and faith, and lets wish that the plan we had together would work. ;D. Cheer up, and I'll be happy. If you ever encounter a problem, I would be there for you.

Forever and Always.
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[ Three Months and I'll still be sober. ]

That quote from the sentences I gave you all the previous day is still stuck in my heart. Although I know that it is mission impossible to forget you, maybe its best to get the experience ;D. People said, " Snap out of it. " to me, but I'll believe that someday, I'll be someone in your memory forever ever after.

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'Three Months. Just Three Months.'

I'm back. But it is still sadder than before. I cant seem to control myself. Can't bear to see you ___.

Three months from now, and I'll still be sober.
When I waited for you there in the dark for hours.
Then I thought it was not gonna be over.
But you took my heart and told me over.
You're eyes were shining like opal.
I would still treat you like my pal.
I would be there when its over.
I still hope that we'll be together.
But I know that you like him like no other.
Wishing you happy forever after.
Just dream on, and you'll find your ever.
But don't come to me in tears when it's over.
As it makes me even more sober.

I hope that the flashbacks and the pictures would remind you about the times we spent together doing different things. I wished that the letters and songs that I sent you would be kept in memory forever.

Hello! Its tuesday already! Time really flies fast! Was busy studying, thus having no time for blogging. So sorry ;X.

Saturday:
- Study, swimming and comp.
- Jaz never come =C. So not much people to talk to. Had timing, and then i learned butterfly. It was terrible and my shoulders hurt a lot.

Sunday:
- LIT PROJECT!
- Went to kovan, and met with Esther, then thought of props, then went to buy them ;D. Went to yoshinoya to buy my lunch and met Jolene and Bryan. O.o.
- MP HOUSE ;D Quite nice eh ? ^.^
- Work work work ! ;D
- MACBETH ROCKS!
- But esther gtg in the middle so we redo with mp sister's voice over for lady macbeth!

Monday:
- Common Test! EL was okay, Science i got an A2! Wow, unexpected for physics. Thought i flunk it!

- CHOIR! O.o. Someone made me pissed off! ;X. Then totally blasted Ezekial, Good way of venting your anger on something ;D. NICE HIGH NOTES that makes me calm down ;D.

Tuesday:
- Common Test! Maths ;D. Did averagely well. My personal thoughts.
- Then talked with _______ through the paper. And i ________.
- Yeah, pretty shocking eh? ;D

That's all! Sorry for short post, got Geog test to revise! TTYL :D.

There is no other way. I WILL get the final say.

Sigh. Depressed is all what I could say now. Just got really insulted ;/. I feel like crying =X. This feeling is impossible to ignore. Nah, no one to talk to now. All my good friends have been ignoring me lately, except for 3 who were gone for their various CCAs today. Sigh. No point saying that now.

I should have trained home instead.
I should have listened.
I should not have asked.
I should not have said.
I should not have shouted.
I should not have told.

Now i know your impression on me is like.. =X. So nothing that I say could really change your mind. Sigh. It isn't your fault. It's mine. It's all of my fault. Reading the book today, I just found out on how I really Failed to be a friend of yours. REALLY failed. Nah, I wouldn't want to continue taking this route. I shall be, what I would be.

- Unthinkable-

Sigh, can't really blog now because my parents don't allow me to use comp at night, and I only like left 15 min to 10 on my clock? Hmm, quite normal school life. But CE was good ;D. Miss Lin totally liked our skit ;D. Sigh, Mental block of what to post ;/.

OH YEAH,

Ima be ignoring LOADS of people now because the new scheme of character change that I'm following. So yeah, =].

Gah.. Im totally losing the mood to blog today! D;. Anyways, shall not do recap but highlight the main points of the week. As I gtg soon!

- Choir Pratice: Gosh, It was horrendous! The BARITONES! Buck up! Seriously, I dont wish to say this. But if we turn SSA, we might get gold for SYF. Sorry ><. And then Miss Tan punished us for not putting effort which was like.. Zzzz?

- Tuition: I was overwhelmed with schadenfreude. From talking about Sports Centre into jumping down from the Sky-pool in Marina Sands. WOW. And its like, Go-Cart until fly out of the Racing Track in 2012! LOLS! But its damn nice ;D. Can hear more about the O level topics as I am attending the Sec 4 Class. WOW?

- HE: Damn hilarious, Mdm Liang Scold here and there! SO exciting! And the Fried Brown Rice was Delectable too ;D

- Physics Test: Gosh, Screw until cannot be screwed anymore T.T. Just hope get B3 can already :/

- MARSHMELLOWS: I desired a Craving for them. Oh gosh. My legs look fat T.T.

Okay, I just created the new playlist. First song is Alive by Leona Lewis. ;D.
Enjoy, and Bye! Gtg now!