I feel depressed. Our friendship would never come back again like what we had in June. Maybe its because of what I've done. I should be contented that you wanted to befriend me again. But nothing's the same anymore. We've nothing much to talk about nowadays. Maybe because we are more hesitant and that I'm trying to avoid you? In msn , I would spam your convo until it's the max. And now we only exchange Hi and don't even talk.. I guess it's really over then.

Yesterday's Streaming Talk was fun i guess. With many interesting Qns etc.

Bye.

Sometimes you get, Sometimes they take.

Sigh. Guess I really know what you think about me. I thought wrong then. A person who can be trusted, a person who I can confide into. It was all a lie. Just a temporary illusion. So be it. Don't expect me to talk to you then. I'll just finish what I'm supposed to do and that's it.

Talked to Mortal until 3am last night? It was very interesting. Talked about loads of stuff. But it was quite saddening. So glad that my mortal stood by me unlike him. Sigh, why mention him in the first place? If only time could rewind before the June Holidays. Maybe I wouldn't know you existed at all. I wouldn't even bother saying hi to you every time you on msn.

- Looking through different perspectives, that's what I was taught by him. But why I couldn't apply it to my daily life? -

Gah. My results are going down. I really needa buck up. I still can make it! I remember Miss Teresa Lin tell the class : " Two weeks before mid year, still can make it de. "

Ah, all those inspirational words.

REALLY had total fun with Joyce and Randy ;D. We went singing for the auditions. Pretty cool I guess ;D.
- Because God Blessed the Broken Road, that Led Me Straight To You. -

And now I made real good friends like today ^^. This is gonna be so memorable, even if I make it to sing for Teacher's Day.

Okay, so planned out my Study Table. To recap what to study. And that I plan to start by today, but I'm celebrating my Aunt's Bday at Central ^^.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY :D.

Then went to buy ______ for you. Sigh, sorry if I really cant do that for you. Real busy. I'll try my best though ^.^. Only like 5 people know who I ____. But still,

- I love the way you lie <3 -

Just received Joyce's sms. That was really sweet ;D.

Gosh, Just read this really HURTING POST in FB.
Firstly, please do not say that "Express" has bad mouth. Sorry to say this, what about your friends? To say this crudely, you're in Normal. And there are reasons for it. I've never trusted any of you. But of course, there are some who go in and out. And my impressions would change. And its obvious that you like him. SO WHAT? Posting on his wall nearly everyday. PLEASE. I check his wall everyday just for fun and FB-hopping.

- Will I be sober? -

Just came back from practice! Hope our hard work really pays us off! JY ;D.

Sigh, things aren't right this time. But at least I got to know people MUCH better than before. And we had fun singing and slacking all the way!

Went to Swensens and enjoyed a clam chowder soup along with a baked rice ;D. Yum. Oh yeah, my this week's all booked to the max. Choir TMR. Urgh. Have the feelings of not wanting to attend it. But yeah, its sort of compulsory though.

This post seems messy. Oh yeah, talked to Mortal for like 3 hours from 12 midnight? It was super tiring yet interesting! I knew MUCH MORE Secrets than before! Hahaha, talked about Cartoons, then people, then teachers. AND STALKERS. OMG. Lots of ghost stories to share! I sound like a gossip girl now. GOSH.

Okay, GTG. It's a school day tomorrow ;D.

Hey ;D. I think I should revert back to the ways where I posted my blog playlists. So here we go again! :

- Sometimes you Leave by Carrie Underwood <3
- Love the Way You Lie by Enimem feat Rihanna.
- Sober by Kelly Clarkson <3
- Teenage Dreams by Katy Perry
- Take Me Along by Miley Cyrus
- Delete You by Ashley Tisdale
- Stickwitu by Pussycat Dolls feat Avant.
- Stop Crying Your Heart Out by Leona Lewis.

Yeah, I totally love Sober.. Its really an emotional song. Kelly's vocals totally bombarded this song. :D.

Looking at the _____ you gave me. Thought about what happened yesterday. Sweet memories. Maybe that was the time by which that there was a blessing in disguise? Thought about last night. Sorry about what I did to you. Maybe I was really possessed. I was being hypocritical. Maybe severing with you is better for both of us? We aren't really good friends. But I don't know why I get the feeling of sucking up to you. Sigh. It should end here for now.
Another one, lets call that person X. X is really a good friend, but I doubt this would continue. I don't know what I did yesterday. X was really upset. I know he was really scared, but I kept pushing further. X hates me now. =C

Oh yeah, my blog skin is BEST viewed in Firefox. It is like a havoc in Chrome or IE. So Firefox is the best :D

A brand new chapter with the blog :D.
Totally changed blogskin and playlist.
AND OF COURSE, the URL.

Thanks for letting me help you <3.

Anyways, RECAP:

- Started the day with Lit! Macbeth. Was OMG-ness. At least we have finished Act 1 Scene 7! :D. My group is there to perform the skit next week o.o.

- EL : Really cool. FORMAL LETTER :D. And we had visitors. ;D.

- Recess: DRY NOODLES WITH CJ Rocks :D. Cause like we talk talk talk ;D.

- GG: Was scolded :X. Lost my Chapter 3 Notes :C. But we went through the tests. Looked at you, but I doubt you ever noticed it at all. Sigh. It really hurts not talking to you. But I have to heed the advice D;.

- Maths: TOTALLY LOST MY VENN DIAGRAMS WS D;. Im so clumsy nowadays. Losing so many stuffs =X. Or is there a notes stealer in class?! You talked to me :D

- ICT : MISS TANG IS BACK ;D. Totally love her and the lessons. So interesting! Modify the old woman's face to make it dimple-free and younger. But kinda failed with Black Spots and was laughing like crazy :D

THANKS MISS WONG FOR THE CHOCOLATES AND SWEETS :D.

- Choir: Sang Ring Ring Dong song. Was quite horrible. WE CANT SEEM TO COUNT =C. Maybe I should ask Diana to start the self-counting warm-ups ASAP? ;D. Sigh, did some sighs that were different from before. But that isnt exactly what I mean. =X.
Sorry, but Sop 2s were kinda soft :X. We sop 1s depended on them but couldnt hear them. Oh well, was reprimanded to count.

Note to self : The song must continue no matter how hard it breaks down.

Totally blasted. Don't know why. Maybe cause I ____ you? And making that "Ng" sound is soo fun :D. Kinda reminds me of my primary school days :D. Sigh, this is for the better.

Seasons of Love: Horrible. My voice always hurts when I sing that song. Gosh. Wonder what's happening to me =C. Hmm, all I need is for you not to be here~. And the piano was kinda irritating. Keep making me lose count!

I Dreamed A Dream : The rhythm seems wrong, but we patched it up! Go SOPS :D.

Solo-Singing: 5 people solo-ed sing today. Some were really good like Desmond :D. But some were really terrible. Sorry to insult you, but its the harsh reality. It was TREMENDOUSLY HORRIBLE and its the worst vocals I have EVER heard in my life. My ears are bleeding now. Try to tune up okay :D?

Went home, and stared at the _____ you gave me. It makes my day cheerful :D. <3 you.

It's blog anniversary today :D.

I love you my blog.
I've always put my emotions here like everytime.
And that I wish that you would be someone and reply me sometimes :D.

I <3 YOU BLOG ;D

Guess my favorite song in this playlist NOW and I will give you something ;D

Long time no post. And O.O. GETAWAY :D.
Happy because of two things:
1) Undo It hits number 1 in Hot Country Songs for Billboard ;D.
2) Mama's Song is gonna be the next single (:.

Leg Cramp is killing me. But nothing can be compared to what you said to me the other day.
Sigh..

I wanna do the warm-ups ;D.
I wanna you to ____ me.
I want to pass the Teacher's Day Auditions. But I'm singing way off tune =X.

GO COWBOY CASANOVA :D. Totally love that song still.

Bye.

Sigh. My heart is broken,
Scattered into little different pieces.
Love goes out.
Out like a light.
I once believed in that phrase.
What you give,
Might not make you receive.
The route you take,
Might not take you back.
I'm intoxicated.
I can't do anything now.
But to sit at the dark corner,
Alone and to wait.

Hey, I'm creating a blog playlist, like one song from the start of this blogskin to this one. Hope you guys enjoy it! Will do so by 5th August.