This is so hard.
Cause I didn't see,
That you were the love of my life and it kills me.
I see your face in, strangers on the street.
I still say your name when I'm talking in sleep.
And in the long light, I play it all fine.
But I can't handle it when I turn off my night light.

Why must this happen?
I can't take it anymore.
Although that leadership position seems nice, I can't perform the tasks that are required.
And most importantly, there are many more people who deserve that position.
now I've caused an indirect conflict in choir.
And what happens now?
I feel isolated from my 2 closest friend in CCA also.
Sigh, maybe it was my fault.
I lied. I know you guessed so too.
I remember all the memories that we had,
but guess this is the end eh?
I want to fix this,
just that I don't have the courage to do so.
Honestly, I was expecting a bitter ending like this.
Last year, it was all a dream come true.
This year, it's the end of it.
It's just too much friendship problems that I can't settle with a tiny brain like mine.
I just wanna resign from my post,
I'm not ready for it.
I know what am I supposed to do already.
But I just can't perform it.
I'm being stranded.
And cornered at the same time.
I just wanna sleep and stay that way forever.

La lullaby, Distract me with your eyes.
La lullaby, Help me sleep tonight.
Let it just stay the way the dream was meant to be.