Reflection.

I failed once, but I will not fail again. I was granted a new year, a brand new chapter in my life. I'm not going to let this opportunity slip by again. We all had rough starts, but I know that you'll be able to climb back up. These new responsibilities aren't going to break you. They're going to make you stronger. Do your duties as a president well. The first task's already round the corner, but I know that you'll be able to do it well. Don't you ever let your surroundings take control over you. MC, let your heart control your mind no matter what happens during the next one and a half years. Life's good now, so don't do anything stupid that may ruin your life. 

Don't you ever become the monster you once were again.

Seeing is deceiving.

Urgh. It sucks when you're sick and your dearest school principal decides to treat everyone a magnum to commemorate youth day. It sucks even more when you know that you need to have a make-up session for a practical session due to this illness.

Looking at the bright side, I managed to repay my sleep debt ^^. But now, I need to complete the last few questions from my Chemistry tutorial. ):

Lifeline.

Finally found what I'm chasing after.

Motivation. That's what I really need right now. Been real down, but I know I can make it in the end. Just another barrier in my life that I need to overcome. Unbroken, but I'll become stronger. At least strong enough to bounce back up.

Focus and commitment. Those are the things that I'll need soon enough.

Feel Alive.

Sigh. The long weekend's over. Even though it passed quickly, it was well spent. Managed to catch a movie with ikhmah and rebecca on Saturday and am glad to know that they're having fun in their JCs..
Sigh. I really hope that there'll be more long weekends ahead. I'm not ready for school, at least for now. I don't think I'll be ready to embrace my results, no matter how terrifying they may be. I'm not prepared for the stress that is coming up from my different subjects. Why do all good things come to an end? I wish that time can freeze in this moment and let me relive the times when i was actually free and happy.

Results are going to be released tomorrow. All the best to all of us! I'll definitely need all the luck that I can possibly have.. :X

Metamorphosis.

JC life has been hectic, yet fun, for me. It has been an incredible journey in NYJC. Here's to the new friends that I've made, the experiences that we shared together as one and the knowledge that our teachers have passed on to us. It's been great, allowing myself to set free from my troubled social past and move on to the wonderful environment that I've been blessed with.

Maybe it's me just being more content with whatever that I have right now. Maybe it's the lessons learnt in the past that have made me reflect on my actions every single day. But no matter what, I'm glad to have met everyone in my life right now, starting with my fellow OGMs, classmates, CCA-mates and teachers. Life's been tough, with all the tests and exams. But it's encouraging to press on whenever I see my teachers taking the extra mile just to help us in anyway they possibly can. It's motivating to see peers supporting one another in whatever that they're doing. I kinda like the environment here now, free from all the dramas that used to haunt me.