I can see your halo..

Hey guys, It's like 8.42pm now and I gotta sleep soon. There's like two papers tomorrow? And they're all considered Mathematical subjects, so I need to refresh myself by having a good night sleep (:. I think I'm screwed for Emaths.. Seriously ><.

Today's Chemistry Paper was epic. Had mental block halfway through the exam and my mind went blank completely. Sigh, but guess who was there to save my day? BEYONCE! Had the thought of 'Run The World (Girls)' suddenly while doing Section A of the paper. So I guess the paper was quite alright for me, and I hope I can pass miraculously..

Hmm. I feel kinda sad nowadays, and I think the only person that knows why is Jue Ying, but she hardly reads my blog anyway. Maybe I'll find time and post it up, but there's still a Biology paper on Thursday to overcome. Oh well. Good luck to all my readers (if you're there) for your remaining papers! Nights (:

I'm thinking too much recently.

Maybe that was the honest truth, and not a lie beneath the hidden truth.

I think I'm starting to develop a strange feeling,

and this can't be happening once again. ><

Let the rain fall down and wake my dreams.
Let it wash away my sanity.
Cause I wanna feel the thunder, I wanna scream.
Let the fall down, I come in clean.
I'll come in clean.


Hilary Duff <3

Cause we are beautiful in every single way.
Words can't bring you down.

This is a true story of Mother’s Sacrifice during the Japan Earthquake.
After the Earthquake had subsided, when the rescuers reached the ruins of a young woman’s house, they saw
her dead body through the cracks. But her pose was somehow strange that she knelt on her knees like a 
person was worshiping; her body was leaning forward, and her two hands were supporting by an object. The 
collapsed house had crashed her back and her head.
With so many difficulties, the leader of the rescuer team put his hand through a narrow gap on the wall to 
reach the woman’s body. He was hoping that this woman could be still alive. However, the cold and stiff 
body told him that she had passed away for sure.


He and the rest of the team left this house and were going to search the next collapsed building. For some 
reasons, the team leader was driven by a compelling force to go back to the ruin house of the dead woman. 
Again, he knelt down and used his had through the narrow cracks to search the little space under the dead 
body. Suddenly, he screamed with excitement,” A child! There is a child! “
The whole team worked together; carefully they removed the piles of ruined objects around the dead woman. 
There was a 3 months old little boy wrapped in a flowery blanket under his mother’s dead body. Obviously, 
the woman had made an ultimate sacrifice for saving her son. When her house was falling, she used her body 
to make a cover to protect her son. The little boy was still sleeping peacefully when the team leader picked 
him up.



The medical doctor came quickly to exam the little boy. After he opened the blanket, he saw a cell phone 
inside the blanket. There was a text message on the screen. It said,” If you can survive, you must remember 
that I love you.” This cell phone was passing around from one hand to another. Every body that read the 
message wept. ” If you can survive, you must remember that I love you.” Such is the mother’s love for her 
child!!


When we figured out love is all that matters after all,
it sure makes everything else seem so small.

I don't deserve this life.


The only photo that I've found so far that can describe my feelings today:

I know it's been quite a while since I've last blogged. And it's like my sleeping time right now. This entire week had been a roller-coaster ride for me, trying to cramp all the information that I've learnt over the years back into my brain right now, and that I've became really emotional lately.

I don't know why. But I have this strong feeling that I'm not gonna do well  for this exam. My friends in my class said that they wanna be top 15, and that's my position for SA1. I feel the immense stress now, and it's not going away. I guess that's the life for being in a triple science class eh? Struggling for survival, trying to see the light once more.

Been spending time to study with Randy. I think it's really nice of him to study with me and Jue Ying! Well, I doubt he'll read this anyway. Moving on, I've just changed my blog song. I think it's really emotional - The lyrics and the melody. I guess that's the only way to express my feelings now. Sigh, it's just 23 hours away, and my doom awaits.

Cleanse your mind, and be true to yourself. That's what I need to do. Enter that examination hall, and trust my instincts. I don't want to let any emotions to get the better of me and start thinking too much over a simple question. It's time to be really focused on the paper itself, and look out for clues and keywords that the setters  give in the paper itself. I hope that whatever I've revised over the days would come back to me tomorrow, while I'm sitting for the two main papers.

The only thing's on my mind now is commitment. There're loads of things that I've taken for granted this year, and it seems like time passes by really quickly eh? If only I could make time rewind and make it all alright again. I'm standing there feeling a little crazy. And it's not that type of crazy anymore. What you've said to me on the other day, I think I've taken it too seriously.

Anyway, all the best to the people who're about to have their main examinations! And of course, to my seniors that are busy preparing themselves for the O levels! Miss you guys loads T.T. Nights!

What's the point of saying 'no offense' when I'm already offended.

Call me when it's 4am.

Nothing beats the original.





You should have known.
And now I'm dying to have belief in you.
I'm following the voice that you think you gave to me.

Take what you want,
and steal my pride.


As you all have noticed, I've changed my song for my playlist (:. I think that's the only decent song inside 'Unbroken', apart from the hit single 'Skyscraper'. I hope you all like it (:.

Anyway, Carrie Underwood's half-way done with her 4th studio album, and it's going for a release at 2012! Can't wait for the year to come, even though it's gonna be my 'O' levels, but oh well!

Spent my entire weekend away playing computer~ Gosh, I keep procrastinating on stuff ><. I'm gonna strive for my best this week and do well for my main papers next week (hopefully). But I gotta find that inspiration that I've been lacking. Sigh, and I've been sweating abnormally nowadays. And that's bad, it always means something's bad gonna happen soon. Hmm, maybe I'm just manipulating myself in thinking so, or it will come true again..

I can't wait for later~ Gonna meet all my awesome friends once again, even though it's like the revision week! :D.

Argh, I'm lacking the inspiration to post nowadays! ):.

I guess it's best for us to move on now.
I can't take back what I've never had in the first place.
I don't want to be manipulated once more.
Not when those three words start to become a pack of lies.
It's starting to sound hopeless now.
How I wished I could put the bottle down,
and leave you alone.
But there's this affection that's killing me inside.
That trip on friday,
it reminded me of something special.
I miss those awesome times we had.


How could you throw me out of your world,
when I did not do anything at all.
You and your gang,
are starting to make me feel uncomfortable.
That night, when I stumbled on your account in twitter.
My heart skipped a beat,
and I wanted to add you.
But I'm afraid that things would go all over again.


Milk tea with 30% sugar, less pearls please :D.

Here am I again talking to myself,

Sitting on a red light.

I know it's been ages since I've last blogged. Well, that's because of my Advanced Papers, and I believe that I've screwed all of them up ):. I think time management is really an issue for me, because I don't seem to have enough time to check through my work. I think I might fail my English though, and the thought of it intrigues me deeply.

And there's Social Studies. I'm not really sure what was wrong with me, or what was I doing in that 1h30min. I don't have any recollection about what I wrote, or what I'd experienced during that period in time. Sigh. But guess what? It's already over. There's no point dwelling something that could never rewind even if you try your best to do so. 

Looking at the bright side of this week, I went to see Dad ^^. Glad to know that he's doing fine now, just that his voice sounds a little bit higher in terms of pitching. But still, ITS GREAT THAT HE'S RECOVERED (:. He kinda destroyed my plans for him though.. Oh well. Managed to catch up with him by playing some matches with him ^^.

There's nothing much to post nowadays.. But there's X factor! I adore the expressions on Nicole's face, as well as the gestures that Paula makes at almost audition! They're just simply irresistible! I think that's all for today, and I've gotta catch up with CSI Miami on Sunday as I've missed the original timeslot on Wednesday due to Exams ):. Bye!

I guess when we're working hard and trying to strive for our dreams and goals,

it turns out that the closer we are towards them,

the more discouragements we'll receive upon every step we take.

I think I've really given up hope on myself.

I've been thinking too much,

pondering on things that I should'nt have thought in the first place.

Now, as these tears escape my eyelids,

I'm still not sure why I'm crying.

But I just feel.. Sad.