The only photo that I've found so far that can describe my feelings today:
I know it's been quite a while since I've last blogged. And it's like my sleeping time right now. This entire week had been a roller-coaster ride for me, trying to cramp all the information that I've learnt over the years back into my brain right now, and that I've became really emotional lately.
I don't know why. But I have this strong feeling that I'm not gonna do well for this exam. My friends in my class said that they wanna be top 15, and that's my position for SA1. I feel the immense stress now, and it's not going away. I guess that's the life for being in a triple science class eh? Struggling for survival, trying to see the light once more.
Been spending time to study with Randy. I think it's really nice of him to study with me and Jue Ying! Well, I doubt he'll read this anyway. Moving on, I've just changed my blog song. I think it's really emotional - The lyrics and the melody. I guess that's the only way to express my feelings now. Sigh, it's just 23 hours away, and my doom awaits.
Cleanse your mind, and be true to yourself. That's what I need to do. Enter that examination hall, and trust my instincts. I don't want to let any emotions to get the better of me and start thinking too much over a simple question. It's time to be really focused on the paper itself, and look out for clues and keywords that the setters give in the paper itself. I hope that whatever I've revised over the days would come back to me tomorrow, while I'm sitting for the two main papers.
The only thing's on my mind now is commitment. There're loads of things that I've taken for granted this year, and it seems like time passes by really quickly eh? If only I could make time rewind and make it all alright again. I'm standing there feeling a little crazy. And it's not that type of crazy anymore. What you've said to me on the other day, I think I've taken it too seriously.
Anyway, all the best to the people who're about to have their main examinations! And of course, to my seniors that are busy preparing themselves for the O levels! Miss you guys loads T.T. Nights!
What's the point of saying 'no offense' when I'm already offended.
