Hey guys, it's pretty late now.. So I guess this is gonna be a short post eh? Went out with the 2e1'10 people on Monday, along with Adeline too! I guess it was pretty fun for us, even though we were chased out by the arcade. And I realised that I look VERY innocent. Louis asked me to ask the counter whether we could play at the LAN even though it wasn't an official school holiday and she allowed us in :D. Watched them play dota, and I think that they were kinda thrashed..
But before that, we were hanging out at the food court at the 6th level (I think) and stared at the Pepper Lunch television set, and Louis was tempted to buy it :D. Haha! Anyway, when we were at the LAN, the girls arrived and told us that they've been waiting us for an hour, the same amount of time that we stoned at the food court.. Feel really guilty about that though ><. But it's alright, because Adeline's here to save the day! Even though they were kinda lost in the end, but they bought Gong Cha and I was jealous ._.
Then, we went to JustAcia to eat our lunch! Adeline and I were discussing about chalet stuff. We talked about things that were quite saddening too, like about our class and what's been going on recently. This let me to ponder about the things around me, especially my friends. It's hard to help one side only because both of them are my good friends since sec 1! One had been sitting beside me for two whole years, and the other had been my 'bottle' for me to confide my secrets in. Sigh.. Really hope that they would patch up in the end.
I taught Cherie how to drink a Kimchi Soup with a ladle, like the more CIVILISED way! Haha, it's been ages since I last used that word. Guess I'll never fail to use my 2 favorite words whenever I'm with my Sec 2 class.. We were so bonded.. And now.. Sigh. ):.
Moving on, we went to watch 'Real Steel'! I bought hotdog and a drink for myself :D. It's been ages since I last ate a hotdog.. Anyway, it's a pity that I didn't sit with Gracia that day, as I wanted to tell her countless stuff as we haven't been in contact since the September holidays, and that was Smurfs, when we were talking halfway through the movie. It's alright though, I'm hoping to see her during my birthday chalet <3.
Talking about the movie, I don't think it's a good movie to recommend you all, unless you all want to have an honest moment inside the theater. Practically nearly fell asleep in the first hour of the movie. Cliche introduction, but as the story gradually builds up, it intensifies but still, I'll rate it a 5.5/10. It's just my personal preference ><, hope that those who liked the movie don't feel offended at all.
Went back home after that and watched my X Factor! I think I'm in love with a male contestant now. HAHA, But Caitlyn is still the best <3. Played a few rounds with Randy afterwards :D, and he broke my losing streak once again. I think I'm a noob at computer games, but I'm willing to learn!
Tuesday :
Argh. It's literally doomsday. Got back half of my results and I'm not really satisfied with them. Sigh..
Wouldn't want to post my results out yet because I wanna post them all in one shot, and that I did something with someone, so I hope that SOMEONE treats me my bubble tea for the entire year ^^, rather than me giving him 10 dollars T.T.
The day started with Chemistry. My results wasn't pretty bad compared to the rest, but I felt that I could've done better. When I asked Miss Ong a question about the Calcium Silicate, I could feel her disappointment in me. Sigh, I'm such a letdown. Upon checking through the script, I realised that I've thrown away 5 marks just because of not reading/analysing the question properly. 5 marks make a difference in one grade, and that's really a lot. Sighh.. I hope that I'll do well for Chemistry SPA in November.. I don't wanna disappoint Miss Ong again, even though she could be a little scary at times especially when I'm sitting at the first row in her class.
Then, it was Social Studies. I was a little surprised upon knowing that I passed.. Hmm. It was satisfactory, but my SBQs were horribly done. Sigh, I expected more from that section to save my mark. In the end, the essays saved me T.T. It's a good thing, but I kinda regretted some stuff that I've done during the duration of the paper, like not writing the conclusion for the first essay thinking that one of my factors would have a big CMI written all over it..
Next, English. I PASSED MY COMPO (:. But for my comprehension, terribly done once again. I think my grades are slipping and I really need to work on my English. Got to speak proper English from tomorrow onwards!
Moving on, my double maths. Both were a GREAT disappointment to me. I haven't exactly told my parents about any of my results yet, because I know that I might get scolded for my Emaths. It was horrendous. I didn't meet the A1 grade for the O level standard. Sigh. But at least, A maths was a bit of a saving grace to me, because I didn't expect myself to get that mark, but there were careless mistakes here and there and I should've had better time management T.T.
Last, HCL. I WAS NEARLY ON THE VERGE OF TEARS UPON RECEIVING MY PAPER. It was really.. A great disappointment. I hope the CL department doesn't kick me out of HCL because of my horrible results. So what I can do now is to hope for the best, and embrace myself for tomorrow... Sigh. I think that I've disappointed Jiang Lao Shi. She was such a good teacher, and tried her best to aid me in that subject, and all that I did was to let her down T.T.
If only time could rewind and that I could correct my mistakes once more.
I'm sure that I'd do them right.
After that, I went to tuition and fell asleep halfway due to exhaustion T.T. What's the worse part? The teacher that caught me was new and I was wearing my tie T.T. Anyway, lesson carried on as usual and I LOVE THE TEACHER THAT TEACHES ME COMPO (:. She's awesome.
Anyway, there's gonna be an abrupt ending to my post once again.. But before that, I wanna leave a message behind. Nights!
Hey Marijuana! I know that you may no longer be reading this blog anymore, but I want you to know that you can overcome this storm okay? To me, you're the best in that subject! Don't feel discouraged alright? Look at you, you've won me in almost every single subject today, including the Mathematical subjects. I'm sure that you'll win me too tomorrow. Cheer up! I don't wanna see you emo in school tomorrow, and I don't know what to do if you really do other than to give you sticky. I feel very guilty about that, because you've been comforting me every single time whenever I was really down in school.. We should buy KOI sometime okay? We'll have awesome times in my birthday chalet in less than 4 weeks away! (:.
In another life, I would make you stay.
So I don't have to say that you're the one that got away.
But I'm afraid of starting over again.
I'm scared that things would turn out the way I imagined it to be.
