Sigh. I privated my blog because of one reason. You. Glad that we straightened things out. I guess I really know what's your perspective on me. Freaking Gay, Stalker and etc. Yeah, I cried just now. In the afternoon. While studying. I admitted to you that I was that. A jerk, retard, gay, stalker. I now know why you are giving me the cold shoulder. But the feeling is still within me.

As for you who told her, don't ask me to forgive you. Guess I was wrong- to give second chances, for my heart to melt and to let you off. But I was knocked hard at the back. That seriously hurts.

Both of you, I had the thought of the difference if I'm dead or alive. No one cares anymore. I'm back as lonely. Well, although there were pages turned, some bridges burned, but there were lessons learned. I just realized that I can only trust one person: And that is myself. No more secrets. Its time to forget the past and look at the present. I cant confide to you all anymore. I'm sorry Angel, Mortal and all my other friends that I trusted in. I just can't do it anymore.

Sorry.