Time seemed to pass by quickly yesterday,
But slowly today.
Gosh,
What's happening to me D:.
I'm feeling like depressed for the whole of this week.
He says that I'm obsessed.
But I'm not sure what I'm doing.
It's about 7 days away.
I don't know what to do.
And all those tests coming up.
I wanna bottle my feelings somewhere.
But I can't seem to find the right person.
And furthermore, I don't think I'm that close to anyone in my class.
Maybe I have some..
But I feel a sense of insecurity telling them stuff.
And one that is busy doing other things,
I don't want to like talk about my stuffs,
while I help that person.
Sigh.
There's so many things going on.
And I can't do anything.

Sometimes I wanna tell them,
but They seem occupied telling other details.
And I still feel that sense.
I'm really disappointed with myself.
They've been close friends,
but I think they won't understand.

I think I've really changed a lot.
It's time to stop fooling around and start to concentrate!
Even though I tried to drown myself with homework,
It doesn't work.

Anyway, I bought a white pen today (:.
Hopes it manages to help me note down my feelings on notes and stuff.
And that people can't see it :D.
I bought an album yesterday too,
glad to say that it managed to cheer me up for a day.
But as I listened to some songs in my playlist,
I nearly broke down to tears.

This isn't logical, yet there's no explanation for it.
I feel jealous, and sad.
7 days more.
And that's all I have to plan.