Despondent.

Hello people! I'm back to blog! It's been a week or so ehh ^^. It's March already! Can't believe it. Time really flies so fast~. Sigh, been busy with the usual stuff like Choir Camp and my studies. And I'm still behind my homework by loads!! Sigh.

Choir Practice. How would I phrase it. Last week Sectionals was not even successful. Hope I can change things this Wednesday! Anyway, I realised that I was too late in some stuff, and I have to catch up in my homework and my Friendship with some people ^^.

Anyway, if you're viewing this :

MORTAL! I MISS YOU SO BADLY D:. I wanna catch up with you and write letters once more xD!

Loads of things have been going around. And all that I have to say is that I'm shocked. Like Literally Shocked. Can't people see that I disliked being called that name? Stop irritating me :/. Things are really turning for the worst. How I wished that I can tell people like whatever I want to tell them. My true words. But I just can't. The people I trust the most aren't exactly in the same class. And that I've been really relying alot on Edmund, and he never fails to cheer me up.

Someday I will write down everything on a piece of paper.

Avril's album is already out! But I guess I shan't buy it until Britney's one come out too! HMV haven't called me D:. And I don't want to go back and forth collecting a CD each journey. It's quite inconvenient. D:.

Well, just finished my Bio journal. And have to reach school early to discuss HCL poems! Nighty Nights everyone :D.

Lately nothing I do ever seems to please you.
And maybe turning my head would be much easier.
Cause hurtful words are that all we exchange,
but I couldn't bear for you to walk away.

I can't live to learn without,
And I can't give up on us now.
Get Well Soon (:

You,
I thought that you can be trusted.
But I guess you have to tell somebody right?
Who knows what will happen next.
Stop with your gl-ness please.
I don't want to suddenly explode.
Sometimes I ponder whether it was a good thing to have met you in the first place.

P.S I'm showing signs of depression.