You make me feel like a hummingbird.

Hello guys! Gosh, its been a tiring week! After common tests and now choir stuff has arrived at the top priority of my list! Choir camp! What can I say? Extremely tiring?

Sigh, many of us are breaking down now. Some for the right reasons, and some for things that can be avoided, but we could not do so. There has been too much stress. And that we three couldn't handle it. I just hope that we would be able to survive these tides of darkness, and help out each other as much as we can. But sometimes its just so hard, seeing that other people won't listen to you. Yet you know that you must do your part.

Showed Miss Tan the proposal for camp. It was quite okay I guess? Though she rejected a couple of ideas, but I think it can be a great success! Sigh. I think I would do the groupings sometime this week! :D. Anyway, Mr Ong said that Sops are having effective sectionals and are improving by leaps and bounds! :D. I feel extremely delighted, but I know I should not be over confident!

Gotta invent some new ways to guide my section this Wednesday! Wish me luck xD.

It seemed like just yesterday that I've just met you.
I missed the blur look in your face.
I missed everything.
Guess it's all gone now.

Looks like I've really done it this time.
You won't even talk to me.
Sometimes i wanna start a conversation,
but you would just answer back in a simple manner.
Why is it so hard to tell the truth?
Sometimes I wouldn't want to regret about what I've done.
But it's never that easy.
I want to tell you the truth,
But you've been avoiding me.
Including the times that we should be together doing stuff.

It's never gonna turn out alright.
It's not gonna be that easy.
Was it a bad decision that I've made?
To make myself suffer and face this?
I didn't want to,
but I guess Love was Blind.
I keep telling myself its just a crush.
But it's just not going away.

Everytime I think of you,
I would feel like everything is drained from me.
I suddenly become emotional,
no matter where I am or what am I doing.
Some have realised this problem in me.
I want to tell the truth,
but it still hurts whether its right or wrong.
I don't wanna be double-faced in school,
but I guess all the activities are forcing me to.
Please talk to me.
It may be one word, one sentence or a text message.
But it will brighten up my day.
I miss you.