Friday, February 18, 2011

I'm feeling like I'm less than Fucking Perfect.

Things were in a rush today. I don't know why but my homework is really stacking up.
Sigh, common tests were okay. But the killers are really on Monday. Why? Cause there is A Maths and HCL. Both of which I am extremely nervous for.

How I wished that this controversy would end.

Long live the walls that crashed through.
All the kingdom lights shine,
For me and you.
All the magic that we did,
But I did not want to just pretend.
I want all these dreams become reality.
To fight dragons and witches.

Will I be remembered?
That should be our song with my name in there.
All the things that we held,
Please tell her I'm sorry.
I wanted to rule the world with you.

Dreams.
Ambitions.
Reality.
Some people would know the difference.
But for people like me who are delusional,
I am trapped in this emotional cage.
Locked with chains of guilt and anger,
With this thing called ' _ _ _ _ '.

Perspectives and Illusions.
I thought you would come,
But you did not.
I thought you know,
But you did not.
I thought it will come someday,
but I'm still waiting for time.
Tell me when the clouds went wild.
Tell me how to hold back time.

Although you may not remember me,
You know he won't,
And so do I.
Dear _________,
Seeing that now you're gone,
Don't you think that they were so bad now you're gone?
Maybe we are too young to be perfect at all.