but you turned out to be the best thing I never had.
This holiday was never meant for me to take a break, but I did so anyway! Well, got myself a new pair of spectacles! Awesome black plastic frame! It's like a miracle to have one due to some issues before T.T. But anyway, glad to have them back! Hmm.. Oh, and I bought contact lens too! But I can't really wear them at night due to the major difference in estig and I might not even see clearly in the day because of the same reason too!
Concert is on this Sunday! I'm so totally (not) looking forward to it! So many things happening, and all for the wrong reasons. But there's a piece of good news! My grandparents came to SG :D. So I can totally spend more time with them!
Nothing much to post today :X. I gotta go do my homework! Bye (:.
Should I just sacrifice it for friendship?
I've been a failed one anyways.
To my dear daughter, maybe Cherry was right.
I don't have that commitment to do whatever that is given to me.
I don't really have the responsibility to do something right.
And maybe we should just add on the fact that I can't sing.
Why did they pick me?
She's like so much better with that position than I am.
I just wanna be content, but this is dragging me down.
I don't wanna see a bitch whenever I face the mirror.
I keep thinking this for my own sake, but I've never thought about the others.
What happens if I sacrifice that position?
Will it be too late for them to accept it?
Will they even respect her?
Many things are happening nowadays.
And I don't think I should procrastinate any further.
It's time to make a decision,
although I wish not to.
Thanks CJ and Mortal for hearing me out these days~.
Really appreciate that!
You're like my bestest of friends in this entire secondary school life!
Wish you all the best! :D
Why do you always keep invading my mind?
Sometimes I really wanna hug you so bad.
But it's heartbreaking to know that you'll never be there.
Maybe my mind is conjuring up fake images.
I know you like him.
Although I'm jealous,
I wish you all the best (:
It's time to let go,
As you will be happy if I do so.
