It's too late to apologize.
And you should be the one supposed to say that.

I'm really sorry for not blogging for the entire month. I think my mind was drained for the past month. Not because of homework, but because of some personal problems. How I wished I could go back in time and make everything alright, but I know I can't.

It's the holidays now, but you're the one that I think about all day. Maybe that's the reason why I can't seem to focus and do my own thing. I've granted your wish. I've blocked you in every possible way that I could think of. It was really then or never. Well, I guess none of my readers will be able to guess who, except for Jue Ying. But still, things seemed to be alright for her. I doubt that she'll be able to sense anything wrong with me, knowing that she hardly visits my blog nowadays.

Will I let hatred or misery get the better of me? No. What doesn't kill you makes you stronger. But looking back at all the things that we did, and all the things that you said, perhaps not. You were an expert at sorry and making lines blurry, but why couldn't you do that when that occurred just now?

It seems that I was right in the end, even though I was really hoping that you'll prove me and my thoughts wrong. But what can I say? It was my fault to begin with, and yet you kept apologizing to me. I don't know whether it's considered as crying, but I kinda teared just now, with all the things that you dished out at me. I deserved it. I deserved every single thing that you've talked about me.

I feel numb- completely emotionless. I know that you'll be able to live your life without me, as you've been doing that for the past 3 months. I guess no one would ever find out what exactly happened. And no, it isn't a breakup from a relationship if some of you are reading this.

I haven't seen the best that love has to offer.
They say perfection's always round the corner, it could be true.
That's a lie.

Never thought we ever last kiss.