Stop trying to make it all okay.
The holidays are sadly coming to an end. I've practically wasted my first term away. Well, instead of holding on to the past, I'm gonna come out stronger and become more focused in whatever that I'll do this year. I have to promise myself that once I step down from Choir, I'll spare myself more time to sleep, so that I'll feel rejuvenated and refreshed the next day. Looks like playtime's over eh? I'll not switch on my computer that often anymore. Maybe I should ask my parents to cancel my data-plan for my phone. Yes, it was my reward for getting 14 points ( raw score ) for my L1R5, but I gotta aim higher if I wanna enter SAJC with Louis and Clare (:. I can't imagine going to school with them everyday for the next two days, and have recess/lunch together too! It's going to be tough on me, but it'll be alright for me.
8 points. I need a little bit of faith. I shouldn't let others influence my thinking in any way. Maybe it's a little late to start my seriousness, considering the fact that most of my class have been already in the appropriate mode since the December Holidays.. But Miss Ong says that there's still hope in me, and it's never too late if I start now, as it's only Term 2! So I'm gonna work hard for my teachers, my parents and most importantly, myself.
Moving on, I guess I'm falling in love with Ballads all over again after listening to Kelly Clarkson's EP on Youtube. I can't get them though, as they are only available in Itunes ):. By the way, the Blog song is in her iTunes Session EP, and it was originally a break-up/get-back song. I'm also getting intoxicated by guitars and pianos too! Oh, and the harmonica as well! It's a pity that I've never learnt how to play any of them properly. Maybe next time when I have the time to do so? :)
Anyway, I'm gonna end my post now. Gotta go to Yishun to have lunch with my brother ^^. But before that, I'ma post Carrie Underwood's potential album covers for her upcoming 'Blown Away' <3!
I'm amazed by the shots! It's much better than her album covers in her previous 3 albums! Ahh. Can't wait for the album to be released! I'll be waiting patiently for 1st May 2012 to arrive (:
Does it hurt to know I'll never be there?
That it sucks to see my face everywhere?
It was you,
you chose to end it like you did.