It's just a day away from the album's official release. I'm planning to head down to HMV / Popular to get myself a copy of the Queen of Country's latest album. Replayed her exclusive stream at iTunes countless times and I still get the chills whenever I hear a few of her songs. I'm delighted to know that she's returning back to her country roots - the very voice that made her famous and crowned her the only solo female country artist with a #1 hit on the Billboard Hot 100. I absolutely LOVE the ballads in her album. And so, to celebrate the official release date, I've recently changed the blog song to one of my personal favorites in the album. It's lyrics are meaningful and can be related to me in many ways.
To be honest, I teared when I heard it for the first time. Even though I've already passed the 15th year of my life, I haven't learnt to let go of the things that are precious to me, even when they're already gone. Maybe Carrie's right, someday I'll see the reason why. But right now, I'm still stuck wondering why I'm flying on a ship that's sinking down. Yup, that quote came from 'Wheel of the World' - one of my favorite songs on 'Carnival Ride'. I guess that some things will be forever changed eh?
Another weekend had come and gone just like the others, without me doing anything meaningful to it except for having lots of sleep to pay off my sleep debt. For the past week, I was disappointed in myself. Disappointed in the ways that I handle things, handle my own time, and most importantly, my results. It was extremely demoralizing. I mean, even though it's an A1, but I'm still not satisfied. I'm below average in my class and that's unacceptable ):. I've tried to work hard for it and paid my utmost attention to my subject teachers.. But still, since it's an A1, I'll still have a valid reason to purchase 'Blown Away' on Tuesday (:.
I hope that this week will be a productive one for me, since there's Labor Day Holiday on Tuesday and Vesak Day Holiday next Monday. I plan to focus on my 3 Sciences and Languages, since my standard has been dropping tremendously..
Moving on, I'll be making a few changes to my blog this week. I'm planning to start on my Reader's list first. I've realized over time that I don't want certain people from reading my blog ( not because I despise them, but because this blog contains a lot of personal stuff. ). And I may remove the tag board because it hardly get tags anymore, so it might be a waste of space in my blog. And lastly, I might find another blog skin again (:. It's been ages since I've last done that.
To end this post, I would like to post a picture of my idol here once more <3. She'll always be remembered by the Carebears!
Alright, I've gotta go now. Bye (:.
It was bittersweet.
But I can't move on.
Maybe it's best not to get what I deserve.
