You make me feel safe.
You make me feel like I could live another day.
I wished that I could deliver these sentences to a particular person. It's a shame that I'm unable to gather my courage and overcome my shyness. Anyway, I've been busy with work ( more like playing xD ) over the entire month.
Stepped down from Choir on the second week of April. I felt numb. Completely numb. My initial excitement of stepping down was soon siphoned out upon delivering my final speech as the President. Well, I can't believe that time has already passed us so quickly! I still can vividly recall the very day when I auditioned for the choir. I was slightly nervous about the pitching part, and Mr Ong was definitely trying to know more about my range. Anyway, I sang " For the Beauty Of The Earth " for the song part ( as it was one of the songs that I've covered when I was in the Singing Saints ). And I still remember Charlotte was cheering once I've finished my song. And then I went for the CO auditions. I was successful in it as well. Out of the two CCAs, I've picked choir. Maybe that was because I had this glimpse of hope, hoping that I would be able to make a difference in choir from the very first day I've stepped into it. It's hard to tell whether I was successful in my mission, but I had an enjoyable time in choir.
And then we were flooded with all the common tests and stuff. I am glad to say that I've managed to improve in most of my subjects, including Geography - despite the fact that I still failed it terribly. But I felt accomplished, and it was then when I decided that I should reward myself with Nicki Minaj's new album. And I must say, it's an awesome album. There's hardly any obscenity suggested in the lyrics, except for a couple of vulgarities used as a casual slang.
I'm starting to feel the pressure of the 'O' levels now. However, I do not regret the time that I've wasted over the past few weeks. Screwed up my first study plan as I was behind time for about a week? So I made another one and submitted it to Ms Noraini! It's relieving to know that I've managed to follow it.
Moving on, NAPFA test. It was no surprise failing Pull Ups, but I managed to pass the rest, including Shuttle Run! Went out with Adeline and Clare afterwards to watch 'The Vow". Are you reading this, Randy? This is the 3rd time that you've rejected my offer to hang out xD. Oh, and I had to treat Adeline to a meal because I said that I was going to fail Biology but I received an A2 surprisingly (:. It's a pity that I was just half a mark away from my one-pointer ):.
Well, I guess that's the end of my post today. Sorry for the abrupt ending.
Maybe Adeline was right.
I'm just thinking too much.
