I wonder whether you'll turn up or not.

I really missed having you around,

and telling you practically everything under the sun.

If you're asking about him,
I really wish that I can do so to him too.
But he seems uninterested in talking to me.
I feel guilty saying this,
but sometimes I really doubt whether I'm his friend or not.
Maybe I'm the one being fooled here.
So please, turn up.