I haven't seen the best that love has to offer.
They say perfection's always around the corner.
Could Be True.
I cried and broke down today.
Maybe it was because of you.
I keep telling myself that the exams are here and I should forget you.
But I guess that was wrong then.
I watched that movie.
The more I laughed, the more my heart sank.
I just can't live now.
Just called you.
To ask that question,
But I guess it'll never be true anymore.
My shame, My self control has suffered enough.
Everyone just wants to be loved.
I guess that its a want, but never a need.
Tried to avoid you,
Tried to hate you.
But those methods never worked out right.
It went worse actually.
Now I have to suffer in silence because of you.
How I wish that this would reverse.
I've thought about the damage that is done.
And also with the love that I'm losing.