Tuesday, October 19, 2010

I never thought of the day that I would leave you.

Hey guys :D. I'm back. Yeah, extremely tired. Sorry for not really updating over the past few days. Holiday plans are up. And yeah, I will be very busy cuz of the choir practices and my overseas trips :O. And here's one piece of bad news for myself, open house is at 13/11/10. That's what I heard. That means ONE day after my bday AND who knows, there might be choir practice on that day because its a friday. Sigh.. So much for this year. Really FEEL like skipping and having party on that day. Maybe I'll think of an excuse letter (:. And it's just OPEN house. Why must they bring forward the date anyway?

Anyways, exams results are out. Not really that bad. Quite acceptable. Completely shocking actually. Especially Science. I keep thinking that I would fail. Because of a curve graph and some questions which i dont know how to do. AND ESP MCQ! OMG. Bio i got like 5/10? Haha. But my chemistry is strong. Thanks Ron for following the big surprise for moi :D. Okay, for once. I will post my results in my blog. Cuz its privated :D.

Maths: 75/80
Science : 85/100
English : 58/100 ( kinda horrible. Sigh. But I will definitely work harder (: )
Chinese : 66/100
Literature : 68/100
Geography : 77/100 ( Another shocking one. Cuz Mrs Kok has been telling us the answers which are not even present in my script :O. But she marked population and I got like 13/25? Sigh.. )

Now the real question is either history or geography. Sigh, geog is more stable, but I show more interest in history. 75.8/100 for SA1. Comments anyway? I think I'll be thinking history. But I'm scared its not stable. I'll have more time to consider. To think that this decision would affect my life. I kinda feel the stress after the exams. To the next year Sec 2s, don't mess up like I did before, or you'll regret it :D.

It's post-exams activities tomorrow. And there's choir. Sigh, I really don't know what to do. But my mom's gonna treat me outside for celebration for Science! As I really cried after that paper. Good thing its over and alright for me. But to those who failed, it's okay! Try harder next time, know your mistakes, and move on. :D

You've made a shell of yourself.
Thought you were a pearl.
I guess so now.
But its all in the past tense now.
Thanks for the hummingbird heartbeat that you gave me today.
And thanks for whatever you've done to me these few years.


And thanks JIE :D. For providing the encouragements and the hyper-ness today. Along with my Angel & Mortal ^^.