Wow, I'm back to blog! Sorry for not blogging these past few days.. Really did not have the time to do so.. D:.

BTW, I have updated my playlist! Sorry for the long wait. Here's the list :

1) We R Who We R by Ke$ha
2) Only Girl ( In The World ) by Rihanna
3) California Girls Passion Pit Remix by Katy Perry
4) Crazy Dreams by Carrie Underwood
5) Headstrong by Ashley Tisdale
6) Halo by Beyonce
7) Brave by Leona Lewis
8) Haunted by Kelly Clarkson

Sigh, choir started. And my horrible deathwish came true. There's really open house on 13/11/10. Should I skip it for birthday? Including the one on 12/11? Maybe I should. I needa go to the polyclinic to get the MCs! But I have to like kinda report everything to Diana and Felicia, like holiday plans and the groupings for Open House. Sigh, so many stuff to do! And my voice recovered back to normal, or at least sounds like normal?

Speaking of Choir, it was DREADFUL. I mean the Altos :O. Sorry to like say this in my blog! But that day you were extremely soft! I think it's the low notes, but I clearly remember that you can sing those notes :D. So just JY~ For the Baritones, you look fine that day, Just that you're a bit inconsistent! Always hit these notes, then later, back to Square 1. Show more effort please~. And for Sopranos, the sound quality a bit airy today. So yeah (:. Guess all the sections have something to work on!

You, YES YOU. What happened to us? What did I do to make you ignore me nowadays. We used to be close friends. Discuss about people etc. But now, I see you two are talking to each other often, but me. You Lost Me. I wanna make a letter. But I guess it's no use then. I want to go there and talk to you. But I'm afraid of being THAT extra. Sigh..

And then Miss Tan went to talk about our academic life. Yesh, I know that I did exceptionally well and many of you despise me. But I know its a bit tyco. I didn't really study that hard. Unlike some other people who deserved MUCH better results than me. And now I see my Sec 3 seniors struggling. I don't really want to be like them. Struggling over their subjects. Especially when I'm attempting Triple Science. If anything major goes in its wrong direction, Im screwed :/. Anyways, I'm gonna appeal for History Elective. I really cannot handle Geog! It makes me nauseous.. Especially that bit on Map Reading. But should I confront my fears or hide from it by playing safe with History? I have few more days to consider, since I'm trying to appeal..

I feel I'm making a distance between my close friends. First, people who are related in my family tree. But I can't really do much. I asked him today, cuz I kinda read the comments on his page. He gave me an answer, not sure of whether it was honest or not. Should I place my doubts against him, like not wanting to hurt my feelings and putting up a false show like Macbeth? I don't know. Or maybe he's trying to cover up something.. The other option is to use my trust in him to believe in whatever he said. I believe in both, but as what i usually say, trust is the foundation of friendships. If I toy with these values carelessly, there goes our friendships. I'm at a loss.

But although bridges are collapsing by the minute now, I managed to build or "renovate" new ones! Like me and hottie! We talk much more right now. Which is kinda of a good thing. And Mortal too (:. You too are seriously the best (:. ESPECIALLY MY MORTAL! Hope you're reading this xD.

Just came back from Kbox. Woah, Sang MANY songs. But I guess I've already chosen what song I'm gonna sing for Teacher's Day next year! Now gotta look for people to play the instruments, or maybe a second voice. Because I might need it for extreme key registers. Sigh.. I WANNA LEARN HOW TO SING " IRREPLACEABLE " PROPERLY! Sigh, but that's not the song I'm singing for Teacher's Day =P.

I don't know whether to confess to you now.
Since I already know something that I shouldn't.
I don't want time to revert and be the old me.
Please don't give me those words anymore.
1 Week Left.
1 Week to do whatever we feel like doing.
And It's All Gone.
2 Years that We Spent Together.
All Faded In the Wind.
I'll always remember them (:.
And I'll leave your footprints in my sand.