Even Simplicity brings Complexity.
I always underestimated this sentence. In this entire year, I have exactly made a few misunderstandings, although they were just that straightforward, that simple. But I just can't make myself turn around and solve them now. It was already too late. No point crying over what is spilled and would never be resolved. I wanted to speak up, make a stand for myself. I guess I was too cowardice, or maybe too vulnerable, too weak? I had to make things so complex that even nowadays people don't even recognize me anymore. My emotions, are like randomized. I guess it would be the song that pops out inside my mind that really influences me on my day. Or maybe just that I was lovesick, didn't know how to react. Things were that simple, that easy. But it really turned out to have many complications. If I didn't take that step that day, perhaps we might be better friends? And I shall be hiding at one corner just admiring you? I'm in a puzzled state now. People always say,
" They lived Happily Ever After. "
That was the ending of a simple storyline. Eg. A Fairytale. But what if things get real complicated until there would be absolutely no way out. Do I count on my instincts now, or just follow what the facts tell me. Reason VS. Emotion. I guess I had none at all. Just stuck at my spot, don't even know what to do next. Should I complicate things further, trying to catch that glimpse of hope that I may have the Happy Ending? Or just conclude it right now. Simple Ending, yet sophisticated meaning?
But the main question still lies on : Do I have the Control of the Situation Now?
My Answer is No.
One Great Wish
Can Change Your Entire Life.
Just Hoping It Comes From You.