I don't know whether I should feel sad or angry.

Just when you think that you trust the person whole-heartedly, it hits you hard in the head. Being curious or poking your nose around might help to shed some light in the truth. But is it really all worth it? Worth destroying the friendship you had with the person for 2 years. And now you know that he treats you like that. I don't really know what to say. I've treated you well over the last few years. Yes, I admit I was way intolerable sometimes. But I always regarded you as a good friend - one to seek advice from, one to give and take encouragements, one to vent our angers and to comfort each other. But now then I realised, as the truth started to dawn to me. I was that in your eyes. Just that. The truth always hurt. Now I really don't know how to face you anymore. Treat you as a good friend, and live with a lie? Treat you as an arch enemy, and know that it might be a wrong decision? Or to treat like you and I never met each other, BECAUSE THAT'S IMPOSSIBLE.

And YOU! To have thought by letting you in for my project after you 'kicked' me out fashionably from the chinese group just because of letting someone else in. I will not refer names here. To have thought that you've always hated him in your life. And now what, you hug him and take a profile picture in facebook? It's downright obscene. You've made use of me. And I hate it. I hate it you filthy bitches. And alright, let's not talk about it. Writing behind my back, oh please. I THOUGHT YOU HAD THE FREAKING GUTS TO EVEN SAY IT IN FRONT OF ME. DOWN RIGHT YEAH, I'm not irreplaceable, or indispensable. Just because you can switch people faster than me switching handphones ( I'm getting a fifth one soon this year ), doesn't mean you can toy with people like me right? I thought you regretted, but guess I was wrong. And it's now in my position, to REGRET, AND TO HAVE DISAPPOINTMENT OVER SUCH ABOMINATIONS LIKE YOU.

I'm not even finished yet. YOU! Another one. Thought you were the kind and passionate one. Well, guess I was terribly wrong again! HOW MANY PEOPLE DO YOU WANT TO FOOL? You are a councillor, a good role model. And even if you have stripped your own tie, you still think that you're better than me. You worthless piece of scumbag!

To have thought of spending my great Sec 2 life with you three. But I guess it was just lies eh?

FAITHFUL NEIGHBOURS. LIES. SISTERS. LIES. COUSINS. LIES.

And to the last one. Thought we finally patched up at the end. NO WAY. I have found this piece of news, that you were trying to dispose me. All of you eh? FINE SO BE IT! I'm not going to end up in the same class as you guys anyway. YOU CAN CHOOSE WHATEVER YOU WANT TO DO. You're just an arrogant bastard without no sense of integrity, or even dignity. Dating her, then calling her EX. Then what, SLUT? More like you, who manipulates others!

Hatred.
Regret.
Disappointment.
Sorrow.
Even if I'd to pick two,
I'll pick all of the above.
I rather have all four than to meet you guys,
Who just entered into my life,
And just hit-and-run me like that.
Just you wait people,
I'm no longer Miss Little Pretty Please.
I'll settle it when I get back.
And I'll guarantee you,
Things are gonna be evil now.