Off I Go.

"Did you say it?
'I love you. I don't ever wanna live without you. You changed my life.'
Did you say it? 

Make a plan.
Set a goal.
Work towards it.

But every now and then, look around.
Drink it in.
'Cause this is it.

It might all be gone tomorrow."

This has got to be one of the most heartbreaking scenes that I've ever seen on Grey's Anatomy. Maybe it's because it's like a reflection of my life. The things that I should've spoken, and the words that I should've said. They may not have been about love, but they could've made a difference. I set a goal and worked towards it. But I forgot about the people around me and became insensitive at some point. How I wished for this feeling to be forgotten, but some memories will live to torment and become the present once more. I couldn't just 'drink it in' and accept the imperfections of the people around me. Instead, I strived for perfection and I got lost in the endless chase to achieve the ideal. Maybe that was it, I could have paid more attention to it. I could've just accepted it and live in the moment. I could have... a lot of things. But it's too late now, because they're all gone with the wind. I had my chance, and I didn't take it or use whatever I had to the fullest potential.

Or should I stay?