Stop thinking about what you can't change and worrying about what you can't do.

It's time to really buck up on my studies.
This was just the common test.
I need to work harder.

I guess that the teacher's day auditions would be my last for the year? But I hope for the best definitely! Today was the practice, and was quite glad that we managed to wrap it up in 3 hours, as compared to last year of course.

Anyway, yesterday had choir. I think I'm running out of means to help them. Tried to bring in an innovative idea to help them, but was greeted with such negative feedback. And guess what? I keep saying that I would wash my hands off my CCA, but I just can't.

Being a chairperson and a president is not a joke. I somehow feel more connected to my class than CCA.. Maybe it's because of the number of close friends that I have? Or that they'll at least co-operate with me? And I just realised, I don't really have close friends in choir. Good, but not close.

And that idea just distorted a friendship with one of my good friends. Oh well. It really sucks.

Hmm. On the bright side, managed to complete my long-overdue physics homework and submit it to Miss Ting. Well, she looked through them and keep pointing out my mistakes. Kinda understood the chapter better after she explained the chapter to me, and Matthew joined in too! :D. But I still have loads of doubts about Light T.T. Hmm. Maybe I should have a personal session with her, since I've heard that she teaches quite well in smaller numbers.

And then, went to buy bubble tea with Matthew! But had to wait for him for like AGES. T.T. He said it was 10 minutes, but it kept dragging ><. Anyway, tried to start on my HCL homework, and I at least managed to write the hanyu pinyin for those phrases. After that, I bought watermelon ice blend! And it reminds me of someone.. You know, I kinda miss her. She's like my niece, and we shared lockers for like 2 years. Hope that she's doing well now. After that, we went home and I facebook-ed a while before going to sleep. Just a song to recommend you all. One of my favorite band's latest singles. :D That's one typical example why I <3 country over the rest. It's because of their tunes and lyrics :D.



I try to smile, and live it up.
But I fail everytime.

And today, it was just the practice and I slept like a log. Well, that's all! I gotta wake up early tomorrow to do my homework! Bye!

I guess it's how hard it is to make it look easy.
I don't wanna express my true emotions everyday,
cause I know that they'll be weaknesses to your eyes.

The truth is,
I was jealous over this past week.
How did he managed to click with you so well?
I know you two may seem like classmates,
But I am too.
Just that you're blocking me out of your life.