It's been a packed week! Loads of homework, and hanging out with friends!
Went out with Matthew and Esmonde after committee meeting, and they had to wait for me for a long period of time. My apologies! Anyway, managed to decide what card for Matthew! Haha!
And then we stocked up our sweets supply! All ready to be used effectively on Friday! Crapped loads of stuff on that day, and we've bought milk tea in Nex too! Mango Milk Tea!
I think I've been hanging out with Matthew for the past 4 days! It's been great having a friend like you (:. And thanks for the post that you've made recently, it totally cheered me up after seeing what's happening nowadays. Hoped your mum liked the poem I made for you :D.
Bought Aunt's present on Tuesday!
And went out with Jue Ying on Wednesday. We had Magnum, Milk Tea and Riceballs! Haha (:. I think we walked around the entire Nex like 3-4 times? And then we sat on a bench to talk! Was quite surprised about some stuff though. JY, if you ever read this, must learn how to destress okay? Don't aim higher, you're giving both of us unnecessary peer pressure :X. BUT ITS COOL TO HANG OUT WITH HER!
Today, we had HCL excursion. Was quite average for me, and I managed to catch some points of what the exhibitor was talking about. Well, for the video screening, which was apparently 30 minutes, I kinda fell asleep. AND GUESS WHAT? I'm sick. Down with Flu and Sore Throat. Oh well.
And people saw me nodding my head away throughout the entire video! Thanks Shermaine and Yan Yeng for picking up that worksheet that I had dropped while dozing off! And I just realised that there are only about 5 guys in 3e6 that takes HCL. That's kinda scary..
Well, to round up the lessons :
- Chemistry : Miss Ong was a bit rushy nowadays.. She's like emphasizing that we need to complete until the chapter on Periodic Table, which is quite scary. Especially after she booked every single SSP Slot which is going to be available for the next two weeks.. But still, I don't know why I'm sleeping in her classes nowadays. 3 times in a single hour! I don't even think that I'm even paying attention! Gotta do my own self revision!
- Physics : I think Miss Ting really improved her method on teaching especially on the chapter of Light! I can understand some parts now.. I guess! And my physics mark was horrible, as expected! But glad that my Alternative Assessment marks pulled me up! I think I still have some misconceptions here and there and I DONT UNDERSTAND LENS AT ALL D:. Maybe that's because I'm not quite settled with Refraction, hence causing this problem. Heard that she's really good in teaching smaller groups. Maybe should ask her for help!
- E Maths : One of the most enjoyable lessons in my entire Sec 3 life! Mrs Ng is like a 3rd form teacher to us <3. Anyway, she showed us the video of our class dance that she recorded down on that day. And it was quite... NICE YET HUMILIATING! But still, we managed to get 2nd place and I know that the dance team had tried their best! :D. All those hours of practice totally paid off! She managed to complete one chapter this week, and the quiz was quite challenging, but I don't know why I still managed to get the questions correct even after copying some answers for homework from Matthew :X. But at least I understand better!
- A Maths : Thanks goodness for Trigo! BUT WE WERE BACK AT GRAPHS D:. I hate that the most! Anyway, Mr Lee was quite nice to us.. And i think I've been paying attention in his class, as well as picnic-ing at the same time too! I don't understand Linear Law though, and I owe him excessive amounts of homework :X.
- English : The trainee teacher was quite okay.. Went through comprehension with us. Managed to bond better with Clare! And I think my EL mark was totally unexpected. Was expecting a C5 or 6, but I got an A2.. I think it's the language part that pulled me up, as I was thinking more of vocabulary instead of content this time round.. And we got BBC knowledge! I love their vocabulary questions, but despise their comprehension ones..
- Combined Humanities : I think both were quite okay, especially for Geography. FOOD! I think Mr Teo teaches better for Human Geog as compared to physical Geog. Oh well, but Miss Suba lessons are getting more interesting as there are more hands-on activities for us to do! Totally reminds me of Miss Rajinder Kaur, my Literature teacher last year <3. Anyway, I think I can decently understand the context of both chapters.. But the tests will be on Monday! And I haven't started studying!!
- Biology : Miss Rozi was quite fun and entertaining this week! Respiration! And all those diagrams! I think that's a strong point of her. Always manages to deliver extra information and summarizes the entire part in one diagram! Anyway, some says that she is teaching way too fast, but on the other hand, I think she's teaching with extreme detail and I find it quite slow, yet effective! But bad news is.. I got second last in my bio band. And my grade was an A2 T.T. Totally disappointed in myself. But I hope this won't diminish the interest I have for Biology!
- Higher Chinese : Managed to get high marks for phrases test! :D. That's a good sign.. But I don't really understand the textbook chapters that Jiang Lao Shi teaches nowadays.. It reminds me of Literature, as she teaches the different methods of Lit Devices. But it's in chinese.. And the words are like quite complicated! Anyway, I think Higher Chinese really boosted my standard and interest in Chinese. And she was like super nice to her Sec 4 class, yet fierce to us.. Oh well! But at least she manages to teach well! :D.
Well, that's all for this week's recap! It's like 1am now and I should be sleeping. Nights!
you and your friends can say i am cruel, what break your heart. But how about yourself? did you even think of why ppl do this? its because of YOUR ACTIONS. you are the one who didnt respect others, you are the one who snatched away ppl's privacy, and you still can say that i broke your heart. seriously, whats wrong with protecting myself from being stalked by someone like you in school and on facebook? dont you think that you have done enough damage to my life and my mental?
I think that was directed straight at my face. I know I've done many mistakes in the past, but I'm just hoping for your forgiveness. I've never done most of what you accused me of. Yes, I know that I've done a significant damage to your life, but I've never stalked you. Whenever I wanted to clarify with you, you'll just walk away and avoid me. I didn't even snatch your privacy, unless you consider attempting to give you a birthday present as one. And you rejected it. I still have it lying on my table, with the present and the card wrapped in wrapping paper. In fact, in the letter, I wanted to offer my apologies. I know that I shouldn't have liked you in the first place. I know that I've landed myself into this fiasco. I know that you may not even offer me a second chance. Many of my friends have already told me to forget you, but I just can't. I can't get myself out of this mess. That is because whenever I try to do so, things get rough all over once again.
Guess what? I wished that I didn't have a heart at all.
And sometimes I wished that I wouldn't be alive in the first place.
I long ago knew that you were a back stabber.
But what I didn't know was that you didn't change a single bit since that incident.
At all.
Thank you to those who tried to cheer me up whenever I needed you all..
