But you can't hold on to water.
It fills you up but never stays.

Hello people! It's been a long time since I last had a decent post eh? First and foremost, I'm officially hooked into playing League of Legends. Trying desperately for myself to kick the habit, but failing terribly at it!

Anyway, a belated Happy Teacher's Day to all teachers out there, even though they can't exactly read my blog! Thanks for being there to guide us in whatever that we do! We may annoy/disappoint you all at times, but you never fail to ignite that passion to teach us and lead us to the right direction! Thank you all so much!

There's no me without you <3

 Moving on, I've just mentioned something about direction. This doesn't really apply to teachers, but is leading someone to the right direction the right thing to do? I'm afraid that if I do so, he'll lose his personal integrity, and maybe lose more of himself than what that person is supposed to gain..

 Been watching loads of shows recently. And I miss Hell's Kitchen! Great that I managed to catch up with some of the episodes today. It's awesome watching the head chef scolding the contestants as the screw up their challenge/dinner-service and start to blame one another! Ahh. Awesome times. Oh yeah, forgot to mention that it's the September Holidays now! One well-deserved break for me to buck up with my subjects. I gravely fear for my Chemistry/A-Maths. I need to start devoting some of my precious time revising through the topics that had been covered by my teachers..

 And, Clare watched Smurfs without me D:. So.. I'm planning to watch it this week! Anyone wanna come along? Katy Perry <3. OH YEAH. Speaking of which, I'm supposed to collect my posters tomorrow! But shall give them a call to see whether they're ready or not! Can't wait for it! Choir's about to start soon, and guess what? I'm not even looking forward to it. I'm supposed to attend Physics SSP on Monday morning, but because of the leadership talk, my session would be at 2, and it clashes with my choir timeslot. Oh well, studies more important right? And mentioning about the leadership talk, I honestly believe that it is absolutely unnecessary to wear blazers to the talk! It's not like some meeting or whatsoever right? Tie with School Uniform seems acceptable to me, but that..? No Way.

 I'm like currently rotting myself at home right now. But the good thing is, I talked to Mortal for about 2.5h until about 2.30am in the morning. It feels good to confide in someone :D. Well, I think that's all for today! And guess the song title in my blog's playlist! I bet you know it ^^.

 I'm afraid to let you in too deep this time round.
Even though this problem has been resolved,
but I can't bear to confide in you anymore.
I can treat you as a friend, or even a good friend,
but I can no longer treat you as my best friend like last year.
There's this piece of me that's holding me back to renew this friendship with you.
I wanna isolate myself for just one instance,
and take a good look at myself and reflect upon what I have done so far.
Because of you,
I learn to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt.
I don't want to be attached to this anymore,
fearing that something might happen between us.
Betrayals, Miscommunications and worst, misunderstandings.
I hope that I will be able to move on,
and let you inside my life once more.
But it's just so hard.