Closed up from love, I didnt need the pain.

Hello! Sorry for not updating. Not gonna do recaps anymore.

Im feeling so sad. Felt that I didnt do my best at all.

And now that it is coming, I am left with no regrets.

Maybe today was correct, it was not meant to be.

Im closing away. Nothing to say.

Speechless; Left me in the darkness.

Was once so strong, but now so weak.

I dont want the past to overwhelm me.

Tears are now cascading on my cheeks.

Looking at her, maybe its back,

Or its gone forever?

Some secrets were not meant to be told.

But I had just to give that rhythm to give her a hint.

I dont want the pain. Im so vulnerable.

Another thing that happened that made my week so bad.

I wouldnt want to commit it anymore.

Just thought that this was the year that took over that,

but its over.

Usually I would say : " Its Alright; Its Okay ", but thinking back all the time I wasted I would cry.

I feel that something inside me is breaking.

Tomorrow is the lit test.

Good luck to me, even though I dont want to take it.

I must do it for Miss Kaur, shes like the good teacher in Sec 2.

I wanted to take that Subject, but maybe it isnt me.

I didnt care what they say, and now I do.

Fading away.