Just be good to me.. Be good to me.

I remember last year, when something bad happened to Charlotte. And now the song i recommended to her to cheer her up just keeps stirring up in my mind. Just keep holding on. But i doubt i would be able to make it through. I cant stay strong. 4 days, no replies. Common Test results for Maths are out. Flunk it again. It all just disappears. When the doors close, it feels like the end. I made myself a promise, the starting of march = more concentration. Its time to talk less, and do more work.

Many stuff have been occuring around the school lately. Maybe things had changed the way they used to be. No other way when it comes to the truth. Change, for the good or for the worse? That is the most common question that i ask myself now. For this class, the spirit is actually very low. Why did the principal had to seperate us? What good will we have? Nothing right. Too many things in my mind that i cant concentrate on my work. Especially chinese. I will say that the Chinese teacher sucks, but its all our responsibility. Look at the Letter Writing I did today. It was such a failure. I need to look back on these stuff. If i cant do informal, maybe i would be able to do formal. But who knows? The truth is inevitable. I cant hide from it.

I dont think that i would be saved. Maybe i would just crumble and fall one day. Mentally breakdown totally. Its like, Im alone. Maybe i should be more quiet, less social. Yes, i think that is the way. No point sociallizing when it gets worse.

For the new councillors :

- Congrats.
- Dont bother me befriending or respecting you.

Bye.