It only slips when you realised that it has been gone.
Its time to face it everybody. Things always dont go your way.
Just because you can react fast, doesnt mean that everyone else can.
Just because you can cover up stuff with lies, doesnt mean that i cant.
Just because you have no guts to tell the truth, doesnt mean im a coward.

Shut up you bitch! Stop calling me that!



Ahh.. Been busy with sleeping that i forgot about lovely homework =(. Maybe its meant to be forgotten? Maybe i cant get on with it. People say be positive, but when bad things come, 2 times impact come to them. If im negative, if bad results come, i can at least anticipate the future. You care for me, but dont worry about me. Im here now because of me. Remember giving away me is not goodbye, i hope tears of joy are in your life. I cant sing many songs now, not because i cant sing the notes, but because i dont have the feeling of the songs in me anymore. Keep Holding On by Avril Lavigne has been gone away from me since this year, and i cant bear myself to sing this song. I cant do it.

You have your obstacles, and you take time to overcome it. But I can see that you are stuck with one, and it saddens me as I cannot do anything to help you. My world has changed, I hate it. But if your world changes, you will love it forever. Maybe you can just stick with them, dont worry about me. Its just a *****, nothing more. Maybe its fading away, or im losing grip with you. I dont know the answer.

The feel is not there, as I hoped that it would stay.

~Faded Happiness~