Just be good to me.. Be good to me.

Ahh. 150 posts. But today is just not the day. Received back my common test results. Literally flunk it. Not only that, shes starting to ignore me :(. Thats the worst part. Thought that I could confide, but only land up with failure. Left with 1/2 of the CE script.

Shared secrets with friends. Mutual trusts. Thats all. People who joined council, I think I would trust them no more. People change. Attitudes change. They become more strict. Just mere playcards by the teacher. The Element of Freedom. Without it, will leave you stronger with each tear, but yet still falling.

Ahh, think i am a bitch in my class. Cant think right. Im such a hypocrite. Thought things would go right. Im starting to feel delusional. But what can i do? Sitting there and waiting for things to happen. What if i just dont care? What if i care? I still get affected.

Tomorrow is gonna be a mass seating shuffle. Dont know who I would land up with, dont know if they could be trusted. If not, im just all alone. Just stuck up in my room and feeling so lonely. No feelings to confide, no gossips to hear. What life of teenagers would get any worse?

Sorry, Im going to die soon.

Bye.