We're happy, free, confused and lonely at the same time.
Not saying that I don't, because there are true friends out there which have already seen these sides of me. I'm really glad for their accompany in going through thick and thin with me throughout the past few years. The path that led me here was not easy, but it was all worth it. I don't know whether you guys realize it or not, but if I say that you've been a good friend, you've been really a good friend to me. To be honest, I'm not sure where I'll end up if it weren't for you guys.
8 months passed by way too fast. Maybe it's the responsibilities/workload that started to pile up on me, or maybe time has started to throw a tantrum and be a dick this year. But no matter what, I want you readers to know that most of you have played a significant part in my life and even if I don't have the time to blog due to the commitments I have, I'll still remember all the things that you guys have done for me, no matter how small they are.
Putting aside all the sentimental stuff, I wanna rage and complain about the music that we have in our world today. Yes, they may be entertaining and catchy. They may be able to describe our heartaches/feelings perfectly. But what about the meaning they bring now? It just faded away .. somehow. I admit that there are songs that still bring meaning, but are they as popular as before? The last song I heard that had actual meaning in it and achieved commercial success was 'Who You Are' by Jessie J, and that was like 2 years ago. As much as I hate to say it, the music world that I like has become more shallow over the years.
Anyway, I've been trying to deal with a conflict in my PW group. Miss Teng was right. I was merely adding fuel to the fire. I need to learn to control my emotions and just shut the hell up. Should've handled the situation in a better manner. Regardless, PW meeting on Thursday was kinda fun. Managed to achieve everything that we were supposed to do. I think it made us become more bonded, even if there were only the three of us present during the meeting.
Then, I had a meeting/date with JY on Friday. It's kinda motivating to see her once in a while, because she represent some sort of a getaway-from-reality for me. It's awesome seeing her as blur as ever and knowing that we're still supporting each other even though we're like in different classes now.. She's like a 'lil sis to me xD. Anyway, putting aside that note, we still watched a horrible movie. LOL.
And then Saturday was spent with baking cookies with my 1320-mates! Played Big 2 with them also! ^^. Just realized that Alvin kinda acts like Twisted Fate in LoL whenever he plays card games. That is because whenever he throws a card, there will always be a 'Pick A Card' sound effect. Was sad that I had to leave early because I had to study Econs. But it was still a day well-spent with them ^^.
There was nothing special about Sunday, apart from catching up with my never-ending pile of homework. Fell asleep while doing Physics. LOL. That's a first for me, apart from HCL in secondary school. Anyway, just remembered that there'll be Physics SPA this week. All the best for all Physics students! Let's ACE the examinations together!
Moving on, I think that there is like only 40+ days left for promos? Gotta start trying hard and giving it my all for this examination. I've set several goals for myself in preparation for it, which includes sleeping at 2330 LATEST everyday. But it kinda sucks knowing that I've already broken that rule I've set for myself on the first day.
Anyway, gotta go now. Needa catch some sleep!
You make me happy whenever I see you.
