The echoes fill your soul.
They won't say which way to go.
Just trust your heart.
To find you're here for,
Open Another Door.
But I'm not sure anymore.
It's just so hard.
Been reading through some blogs recently.
And I would say that Rebekah's post definitely caught my attention.
People who are like parallel lines would not have the chance or the opportunity to see/do something they like.
But people who meet once would never meet again.
Isn't that sad too?
If you meet this person who seemed to be an essential part of your life,
and before it really hits you,
Things start to tumble down like dominoes.
Some people say that I should trust and believe in myself, as well as my own decisions.
But has anyone of you experienced a situation when your heart tells you both sides of the story?
Which path do you take then?
Would you try to fly, even when you couldn't find wings?
Or would you continue to journey in this ship that's crashing down?
How I wished my heart didn't have a septum in times like this.
Then I would be one-sided in my decision making.
To choose and live my life without any regrets or disappointment.
There's no point clinging to high hopes when you know that they'll all fall down eventually.
Things started to get a little bit complicated for me.
First it was CCA problems.
Second, it was Friendship problems.
Now, they're affecting my studies.
I have to set my priorities straight.
Maybe what they've said is true.
Perhaps I have changed quite a bit over these last few months searching for something that could never be found in the first place.
And in the process, I think I've lost my old self.
Now, I'm struggling to find that remaining piece of myself and put it back to where it belonged.
I'm sorry for what I did to you this morning.
I didn't know how to react to this incident.
Maybe it was because I was emotional or angry when you told me about that.
Anyway, when I unblocked you for a while,
You talked to me.
Does that mean something?
I've never heard silence quite this loud.
Maybe this silence isn't working at all.
It's just straining this friendship.
I'm not really sure about it anymore.
