You didn't have to know anything.
I'm trying to push you away from me,
but you're stuck like glue.
I keep thinking about the problems between us.
Will we ever solve them?
Or is it just my evil/wishful thinking?

Sorry,
but there's just too many distractions this year.
I don't wanna ignore you.
But I have to.
I don't wanna think too much because of issues that are linked to you.
I won't be starting the conversation nowadays.
But if you do,
I may reply (:.
Just like ordinary friends.