Like you ever cared.

I'm glad to have someone that had went through what I'm experiencing now to talk to.
She gave me loads of advices,
and with a touch of help the other day.

It's the weekend now! Friday was normal for me. But it was tiring T.T. I think I screwed my Physics Class test. Oh well. Anyway, one sticky jar was finished by the end of the week! I need to top up but I lost like $30?! That's pretty sad right D:.

And then there's Racial Harmony Practice! Spent like 2h down there. Sarah is an AWESOME partner for it! Haha, we kept talking crap! :D

Oh, and there's choir too. Pretty stressed up for me. Taught the choir how to do some dance, and noticed that they gave their vice-president hell when I'm not around. Got pretty pissed after knowing that and I tried to control myself! Dished out punishments today too (:. Feeling so happy after giving them out!

Tomorrow's gonna be a successful KBOX outing even when some people DUMPED ME ):. There's gonna be KOI and loads of singing! I miss singing those childhood songs! Like those from Hilary Duff <3. And I'm gonna start to learn how to rap. Sounds weird right? HAHA. AND THERE'LL BE INAPPROPRIATE SONGS TOO (:. Anyway, this song is stuck on my head since I don't know when. So, enjoy (:





And that's why I smile (:

I want to adapt a new type of voice for singing!
Maybe an airier sound for myself?
It sounds pretty cool for ballads.
I don't really like too much pop.
I need to strike a balance for country and ballads too (:.

Being someone's friend and president of a CCA at the same time is not easy.
I can trust them,
but I need to tell them that they're speculating.
I hope that they understand my intentions.
I just need a jar to contain all my thoughts and feelings.
Too bad my previous one had shattered.
I hate being betrayed.
Maybe you didn't realise.
But I don't give a shit.

I haven't started on my homework, and its minutes away from Sunday. OH WELL. Good luck to me for Chinese Listening Comprehension (:.

I can't be that inconsiderate.
I need to think of others too.
Can't possibly give up now.
But I want to be a selfish jerk,
and hide from all the things I'm facing right now.
If you ever noticed anyway,
I'm not mad at you.
I've just figured it out in my head.
After whatever we're going through together as a team,
I want to not befriend you.
I know I'm a crazy bitch saying that.
But I've made up my mind.