Saturday, July 9, 2011

Lightning don't strike the same place twice.

It's the weekend! :D. Just bought M&Ms and ate them all up! Anyway, there's like so much stuff to settle and to reflect on. All I know is that I'm done with some of them (:.
Oh yeah, did I mention that I'm currently in love with saxophones and trumpets now? Gosh, their sounds are just PLAIN AWESOME!

Moving on, been spending the entire day on some stuff :X. And I've just realised that I've lost some of my style already. Gosh, I totally need to buck up!

There's like common tests and oral examinations coming up. But I'm just looking forward to a kbox session after that! I'm like totally not in the mood for studying or even doing homework right now.. Sigh, got.to.focus!

Anyway, I'm like totally in love with a version of Teenage Dream right now! It's like totally nice and genuine! I Love their arrangement for the song!

Been watching Grey's Anatomy nowadays. It's quite a cool drama! And it's been like SO LONG since I last watched their season finale. After watching, I kinda reflected on many things. It's kinda sad, when the good people are shot.

Feelings.
They're not meant for you to toy with them.
Whenever we feel happy, sad, angry etc,
we express it differently.
That's why I love hypocrisy.

Sometimes we just feel like burying our memories in a place that will never be found.
And we may do it sometimes.
But what happens if someone finds that place,
and recalls those memories back to you?
All the fights.
All the quarrels.
All those tears.
I don't really want people to see my true self.
That's why I fake a smile everyday.
People are like onions.
You need to peel them layer by layer.
But wouldn't it be better if you had just left them alone?

I asked people about myself.
I'm not that fierce after all.
I'm not gullible,
but can be manipulated easily.
Maybe what I'm facing right now are just illusions?
They're never what they seem to be.
I take every single word you say seriously.
I might not know you,
but I think you know me more than I know myself.

I don't care with the games you play with me anymore.
I don't really care about what you say any longer.
I will love you tonight.
I'll give you everything tonight.
For all we know, we might not have tomorrow.

Nothing is ever enough.