Just be good to me.. Be good to me.

Yay just changed the template thingy for the blog posts. Anyway maybe soon, ima change the playlist again. Dont worry, the songs are all COMPLETELY new. So enjoy these few songs now :P.

Anyway,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WEN ZHEN! Be a good niece ok? :P

Just wishing this early as .. I wont use the comp tomorrow. Going back to normal place again.

Countdown to Singapore : 20 days.

So yeah, I wanna believe in you, just be good to me..

THE NEW PLAYLIST IS CALLED SINGLE LADIES! Just if you all are curious.. Grr.. Nothing much to type now. And my whole family is baptised :(, except me. Who is not a christian. DUH! Feel so lonely :(.

Alrights, times up.

Maiev Shadowsong

~All I wish is that you would be at my side.. Yet you stood at my opposition..~

Hiie guys,

i just changed the playlist. Here is the list :

1) Love me for me - Ashley Tisdale

2) Love me - Justin Bieber

3) Happy - Leona Lewis

4) Come Clean - Hilary Duff

5) Tim Mcgraw - Taylor Swift

6) Down - Jay Sean

7) Already Gone - Kelly Clarkson

8) All-american Girl - Carrie Underwood

Well here is the new playlist! All the songs are highlights except for the first song as they are new :) Enjoy!

~All I wish is that you would be at my side.. Yet you stood at my opposition..~



Yo guys, long time no post. Surprised that i did in HK? Well here is my first :P. hope you all enjoy it. Anyway, heres what i written for you guys to READ :



20th November



Love me, love me. Say that you need me. Fool me, Fool me, tell me that you love me. Is this crush not going away? Is it just a one sided hope that we will be couples, or is it just that you hard for people to say those three words. Or maybe accept what that means seriousness and etc? Or is it just me, who is just obsessed with love? Or am i just so alone, that i need someone to encounter all of my problems ttogether with me? I miss you every single day. You say that you are sorry, but actually you are not. You are now surrendering our love we once had, secretly yet interesting. Just remember this december. When i come back and we can spend much more time together, even if we are so far apart. Dont afraid to break your heart again and lose our love again. One second lost with you is like me suffering for a thousand years. There would be no me without you..

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Hiie guys! Im just posting this down at my laptop, not at the internet. Landed in HK.. people just keep complaining to me that the weather is EXTREMELY cold today. But actually they are all just bullshit. Things are normal in here. Back to my typical yet slacky life in HK. Just eat sleep and watch TV and of course HW. How sad right? Anyway, i dont think im going back to dota anymore. I just feel so much happier without it. I mean no dota in HK, but i still have more fun shopping and eating and etc. Wow just my first day in here and I already found out that many people already made appointments with me to stay in there house to have fun and take care of their children -,-. But its alright ; its ok. I mean that i can take care of them and etc. Just thinking of you everyday...

want it, but then there are exterior factors that are obstructing your way? Why is it always so _______________________________________________________________


21th November



I can fix up your broken heart. I will be there for you always. Will be there to listen to all of your troubles and to try to make you stand once again after you fall. I can make you shine brightly. You are like a shining star. You can fly so high, just keep your gaze upon the stars. I will be praying every step along the way. I will take and lead you in your world when you are one less lonely girl. Hope that you will be able to stay safe as your guardian angel will protect you.

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Did some shopping today and been gluing my eyes on the TV :P. Anyways, was hotter today, not like yesterday. About 15 degrees here. Well i cant have the chance to use my laptop so i wont post everyday.

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25th November

I was given two choices : to be good/evil. I chose both. But the options at different times. Good at first, but in the end, i had to turn to evil. Everything that happened seemed so right to me, as I like in the end of the situation. Was an innocent, yet foolish in terms of power and knowledge. Thanks to my primary school, I ALMOST became a christian. during recess, a friend asked to whether be that.. you know. But i answered maybe. It all seemed to be a happy ending. But not after he had betrayed me and the voice in my head that spurrs me up to resist on those decisions. Being betrayed, i felt so weak yet vulnerable. Only power can control me. No responsibility. I started to lose everything - my faith and my trust. and the only 2 people i then could now trust the most is of course, myself and Satan. He had helped me lots, lifeted up my spirits. Now im back, as always, and my revenge awaits. I dont need any money if you all want to silence me with them, i only wanted revenge. That evil in me is arising. For when i harmed any person in any way, it feels like a breath of fresh air to me. I am no longer myself. To better or to be worse? For me, its better. Even if it considers the factor of Guilty Pleasure. That stranger who i was talking about these few days, it then dawned to me that it is the evil me. And now im feeling great about it. The fear that i can strike people's heart with and etc. Not friends, prayers or even god would be able to stop me or try to convince me. He cannot do miracles. These are all just fiction.

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Today

Nothing much to do. Ride on the 360 thingy cable car. Had transparent glass floors that made me OMG mode. Always anticipated the worst. Then had some shopping and bought this nice sovenir for someone.. Lols i dont know who :P. I feel like changing the blogskin. So keep coming to my blog and TAGG!!!!

Maiev Shadowsong

~All I wish is that you would be at my side.. Yet you stood at my opposition..~

Ok.. Ima just leave a few more posts behind before i say goodbye to SG. I dont have time to reply tags now. So i will do that tomorrow.

An advice to those who wants to quit council :

I know that i am not in a position to say this, as i might get into trouble by the other councillors , the excos and the teachers. But then, the decisions are yours. Next year might be a very important for us all, especially when we have streaming. When you say that council can teach you to have more discipline and etc. I think that the CCA that are in performing arts and uniform groups can do that VERY much. So think about it, why do you want to quit? Council can change your life, and also changed mine. Into a worse one. Well, it depends on you.. Not to say so much, but council always give you loads of jobs to do and make you have less time to study = poor results. So i think that you all need good time management and if your parents dont agree to you, just try to tell them the reasons on how important next year is. That MIGHT work.

Well then i gtg, Byes!

~All I wish is that you would be at my side.. Yet you stood at my opposition..~

Hello! As you all noticed, i changed my blogskin and my playlist! Hope you all enjoy it :). Anyway, im gonna go HK! Im SOOOOO excited. But i will be abandoning this blog. So please people dont complain that this blog is dead. BECAUSE IM IN OVERSEAS!

BYES!

~All I wish is that you would be at my side.. Yet you stood at my opposition..~

I just want me back. There's a stranger in my life, pretending to be me, and is trapped, and yet controlling my every single actions. Maybe the problem only lies in me, but not in others. Is it because i want to get used to the new environment in ZHSS? Or is it because of my weaknesses and my ignorance? Since this year, I've noticed that i have been the double-face type. But looking at this, is it for the better or the worse? To pretend to be nice to them, then take out a dagger to stab them hard on the back, or just kill them on the front? This year really changed my life, a new chapter and etc. Maybe I have become more vulgar than before, or is it because of others in the school. Maybe the seniors? I really dont know. To think that i can be able to adapt to the new choir, the new attitude they had and the way of teachers? Maybe Im just not that into choir.

To look so innocent is so easy, maybe that is the other part of me.. Forgive sounds good, but forgetting it is almost impossible. Is it because of you? When i met and we .. then you had to leave? You said you was sorry, but i can say that i wont believe you again like i did once more? People say that there is another side of me apart from school. Like sherwin, after we left SAJS, he noticed lots of change in me.. Just like esther, we met in june at HK Ocean Park. I think she is the ONLY one in ZHSS that notice the other side of me in HK. I can display my love for my family in HK, but why not in SG? Is it because of exterior reasons? Or is it because of me, that i show favorism between SG and HK?

People still liked the "ME" in term 1 better than now. That time was in competition period. But remembering the only difference is that from term 2, i changed maybe because of council. Others say, " With great power comes with great responsibility." With the council power, maybe that i did not have the sufficient responsibility. Maybe just being a maths rep is enough to be a good student in school. Not because I have some shitty council position. I am unable to take that position.

I wonder, the change in me, is it that complicated? Just trying to be cool to school but just to look like a fool? Because of that, others look at me maybe will be irritated and annoyed. As they know i might be faking it. Or is it that i am not satisfied with anything at all?! Just as much i hate to say this, but the MC that you seen in term 1 might died a long time ago. The stranger has become me, just as i become the stranger. Things change. And they might forever.

~All I wish is that you would be at my side.. Yet you stood at my opposition.~

Dont feel like posting now. MAYBE LATER! Wakakaka.

I love you too much to make you stay. Baby Fly away.

~All I wish is that you would be at my side.. Yet you stood at my opposition..~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! YAYYAYAYAYAYAYAY¬

~All I wish is that you would be at my side.. Yet you stood at my opposition..~

Booo! Im back :P! Anyway, nothing much to post nowadays during the holidays. Aside from that, Im starting to like Sex and the City episodes. The storyline is just FaBuLous. Heres a little joke from it :

Miranda : I can't believe that they are actually getting married within 2 weeks of date! I mean, I've been with him for 4 months and he hasn't proposed to me! And, when they met, SHE was giving me my tea table! How unacceptable!

Samantha : Oh honey, Im dipping in 5 bucks that your tea table lasts longer than their marriage.

Miranda : Cheers!

Charlotte comes in the room and everybody was there already.

Charlotte : I can't believe its another marriage. I mean, i hate marriages. When i always go there, people always say , '' Oh Charlotte, you're so beautiful! But look at the bride!! '' . This time, when i go for this marriage. I want people to notice me. ME!!! MEEEE!!!!

Well, thats 2 jokes. Anyway will be posting more of it. Can't wait for the DVD of Sex and the City 2 movie to come out. Then i can watch and enjoy the movie!

Oh yeah, countdown to my birthday : 1. Happy birthday to me! Byes!

~All I wish is that you would be at my side.. Yet you stood at my opposition..~

Hey guys, ima do a single short quiz. Only 7 questions. Searched this at the internet.

Name 20 people you can think of now :

1) Annabel

2) Gretel

3) Kelvin

4) Desmond

5) Luo Ting

6) Sherwin

7) Mun Pin

8) Caitlin

9) Wen Zhen

10) Esther

11) Clarissa

12) Arnold

13) Chun Han

14) Shazwani

15) Abel

16) Evania

17) Wei Ning

18) Diana

19) Lynda

20) Ting Hong

Q1) What would happened if No. 17 and No. 3 kissed? ( Wei Ning & Kelvin )

Ans : Well that is impossible.. I mean, they are like almost different characters.

Q2) If it was No. 14's birthday, what would you give him/her? ( Shazwani )

Ans : Well I give her something related to Luffy?

Q3) If you had to go shopping with No. 7 , what would you buy for her? ( Mun Pin )

Ans : I would buy him Frostmourne sword from WC. If they sell that.

Q4) If No. 5 and No. 19 are dating, what are your opinions of them? ( Luo Ting & Lynda )

Ans : Well, they would not date and even they did, they would not even last a single day. No offense but they dont love each other. They treat each other as besties. :)

Q5) Name 1 song that best describes No. 13. ( Chun Han )

Ans : Last Christmas

Q6) Compared with No. 15 and no. 9, who would you slap first ? ( Abel and Wen Zhen )

Ans : No. 15, cuz boys cant assault girls.

Q7) If No. 10 and 12 has a crush on each other, what would you do? ( Esther & Arnold )

Ans : Well, I would make a reservation for them at a restaurant and let them have steak and red wine.

Well thats all!

~All I wish is that you would be at my side.. Yet you stood at my opposition..~

Hi! Here to update! Im currently obsessed with 2 things :

1) Obsessed the movie

2) Obsessed the song by Mariah Carey

And now im like in love with Corrine May's Fly Away. That song is the first song in mixpod that is in my playlist. The lyrics are very sentimental. Actually, its more of a love song :P.

Anyway, here is the list of songs in my playlist (in order) :

1) Fly Away - Corrine May

2) Hero - Mariah Carey

3) Suddenly - Ashley Tisdale

4) Falling for you - Colbie Caillat

5) Because You Loved Me - Celine Dion

There! Hope that you can enjoy my songs.

Ok, time to do the ''real'' thing.

Well i would like to thank these people for cheering me up when i am like going against a ''keyboard warrior'' called Sheezman :

1) Felicia - Choir

2) Clarissa - Class 1e1

3) Sherwin - VS

4) Gretel - Choir

5) Annabel - Choir

6) Kelvin - Choir

7) Abel - Good Friend

Thanks a lot people. I feel so much better now.

There would be a hero that would lie in you :).

Well, I gotta go. BYE!

~All I wish is that you would be at my side.. Yet you stood at my opposition..~

Boo! Im making my new playlist for the theme Ballet songs. Haha, isnt it cool?

So i would not be posting much nowadays. And to remind you all, MY BDAY is coming! WOOHOO!

PRESSIES! I love them. Anyway, shall update later, or maybe tomorrow!

~All I wish is that you would be at my side.. Yet you stood at my opposition..~


I feel so unappreciated. I just want to improve the damn choir and now the seniors are like scolding me :/. Looks like this choir cannot even stand a little bit of criticism. My hopes for this choir would then be shattered. Now then I know that they deserved a bronze. Even when SAJS got a silver at 2006, we worked extremely hard for it. But for this choir, they are slackening. I cannot be like them. Im sorry to those who tries to make the choir better. Now then it wonders me, why did i even joined this choir? People are now even scolding me as a place of a junior. Fine then, lets be that way. I would always be a junior. I would not even voice out my opinions about the song. Its up to the rest of the choir to find out themselves. I would not even give a single damn whether they ask me questions. Its time to NOT give in to others. I tried to be kind. And they couldnt stand a little bit of the toughness we had suffered in SAJS. Now as im busy with other things, and as my birthday approaches, i would not want to even care or EVEN think of the choir, i would celebrate myself. Looks like people just cant stand me. The day when i quitted council really taught me a lesson. From next year on, I would not even want to put a single expectation on this choir. I would just expect a C.O.P or non-participation in anything - competitions, festivals etc. I've been so afraid, but now, its time to retaliate.

If really this choir would fall, i would not even want to catch them and make them recover. This CCA, now gave me a new hope. I would only want to get my points. Thats all.

~All I wish is that you would be at my side.. Yet you stood at my opposition..~

To that Sheezman person : I know that we have quarrelled much in our taggboard. In here, in my post, i will voice out my opinions and my responses to your questions and etc.

Firstly, I feel that you dont even contain a single bit of courage to reveal your name to the taggboard and to me.

Secondly, Since you have said so much, I have a feeling that you are my senior/ from choir / student council. At the start of the quarrel, you started off with ''Hey Fatty''. This is not acceptable. Seriously, I have my doubts on you. Is it that ZHSS dont teach the excos to be more polite to start off the debate/ quarrel . ( This is continued from the inference above)

Thirdly, I am showing respect to my seniors already. If you think that this is already way off limits, you dont even have a single idea how i treat someone whom i dont have respect for. I think that you mentioned that people make mistakes in their life. But then , some people dont do that once in a while, They do it quite frequently. Thats why i had to use the word ''sin''. I am not even insulting my choir seniors. Did i mention much about my choir seniors ( apart from the excos) forgetting to bring their scores? Get your facts right first.

And about the excos, They are supposed to set good examples to the school as you will represent the body of ZHSS. If YOU ARE UNABLE to bring scores ( which is a simple thing ), I suggest that you should surrender your tie, as your leadership position would not bring you anywhere but hate from your juniors and friends.

Next, You said that I have no rights to say about the competency and ability of the choir. Did i even mention that, I only mention about them bringing scores. And mind you, This is my blog. I think we should turn the tables around. You have no rights to ask this question as i have every right to write anything that is not illegal in the LAW in my blog. I know my place as a junior. This might concern choir, but you are in my blog. If you want this quarrel to proceed, please look for me in choir next week.

Fifth, I have a gold- with honors award in my primary school. But my expectations is not turn ZHSS into one, I just wanna improve the choir. Is that a crime? Or is it too much of you, the seniors' competency to do it? Im sorry if i have to say this, even if it offenses the whole choir.

Thus i can say that i am able to accept the ZHSS new environment. I am in a brand new choir. Did you know that the ZHSS conductor and SAJS choir conductor's have different styles of teaching? I managed to adapt to ZHSS conductor's one although it was difficult for me so that i can blend into the choir and help!

Sixth, I want to voice out, but as you said, mind my position! So i think that YOU are rather CONTRADICTING! I am a junior, even though i have comments, i would sometimes or hardly tell the soprano seniors about my comments and see whether they agree to it. But the problem in this choir is not the notes, its the music. You get it? Its quite hard to give comments about the music made by the choir.

Next, Those comments that i have made in my blog is not IMMATURE and WEIGHTLESS! If people continue to forget to bring the scores, We can FORGET to participate in the SYF 2011.

No. 8 , I know im no better than the excos,Yes that is the truth. But i have quitted council for the sake of myself being proud. And you said that i was jealous of the council of them being confident? I am not jealous, My life completely changed when i quitted council, into a better one. As said in my taggboard, they have more confidence than me. But remember, there is something about OVER-CONFIDENCE. So i think that you should watch your mouth.

No.9, You said that i should say the name, because its quite obvious that i have mentioned the excos. I am showing respect to that person. I give them some ''space'' for them. They would know there own mistake than for me to reveal it to them? Its better for them to find it out themselves.

No.10, By writing in my blog, I am not trying to improve about the choir, because i know some of them dont read my blogs due to reasons. My post was just saying that some people never bring scores, thats all.And as i can remember, I did not compare a single thing from ZHSS to SAJS through my blog. And yet again, get your facts right.

No.11, just knowing jana for 4 months, she did not even do a mistake like never bring scores. She only got late once. Why? She got her reasons. She was caught up with something, thats why she was late.

No. 12, I am VERY SURE that the person im pointing to joined choir for at least 2 years. If you dont know who i am pointing at, get your facts right again.

No.13, Everyone has their long and shorts, but then repeating the same mistake over and over again in terms of forgetfulness is not acceptable.

And seriously, I am disappointed in you. I think that you are just self-defensing your self and just trying to point out my mistakes. And please, As a senior, Get your facts right before you start to argue. That would save a lot of precious time.

~All I wish is that you would be at my side.. Yet you stood at my opposition..~

Woots so long i never post!!!! Anyway please go to my blog via internet explorer. Because chrome messes up my BLOGSKIN!! Unacceptable.

Well yesterday got choir, sing sing sing. And then became a sin, because a lot of people never bring scores. INCLUDING 2 EXCOS! What a bad example! I wonder how can they be excos when they cant even handle simple things like bringing scores to choir. This is ridiculous.

Ok gtg! Gonna sms someone. BYE!

~All I wish is that you would be at my side.. Yet you stood at my opposition..~

Hi Guys! Im gonna cont my part 2/3 of my gratitude for 1e1'o9! LOVE YA GUYS!

12) Qi Qing : Well, Although we dont know much of each other, as we dont really communicate much, but at least our birthday's the same! Well.. See ya next year!

13) Gracia : Hello unacceptable! You are a babarian! Must remember this quote from me! ANIME FREAK! I love the times when we like talked during the mid years time. We liked to talk talk, gossip gossip and etc. Sorry about the IPW on june! See ya!

14) Janessa : Hi! Remember my cookies :)

15) Rachel: Thanks for calling me bitch and a man with no guts. It encourages me alot. And thanks for like giving good ideas to me and playing with me Truth Or Dare!

16) Rebecca : Thanks for recommend me songs of different songs. And thanks for singing alot of times with me. Remember the slack in BEACH CLEANING! And remember all the D&T stuff i said. AND!!!!! REMEMBER '' Goodbye Peanut Butter, and Hello Lobster dipped in Butter!''. SEE YA!

17) Rebekah : Thanks for like letting me destress by arguing with you Unacceptable and etc. And we argued lots of things. AND you are a GOOD VICE CHAIRMAN AND EX TREASURER! See ya next year!

18) Seah Wen Zhen : HI EDITOR! D-ing all the way! Must remember me - Your UNCLE! Aww.. Will miss you sitting beside me and charlotte insulting Elijiah! Love Ya! Dont think further! SHARE LOCKER AGAIN NEXT YEAR! EVEN IF WE IN DIFF CLASS!

19) Shazwani : Hi Faithful Neighbour A.K.A AUNTIE! Love ya always and lets seat beside each other for NEXT YEAR AGAIN! Even if we keep arguing and i will love ya as my auntie!

20) Tan Xiao Wei : Hello Boy-Bullier! Always say my fringe, my hair so long! so evil! And i keep saying you bullier. Just because i surrounded by you all doesnt mean you can bully me k? AND CONGRATS FOR HCL! I will strive for it in Sec 3! Hope we can end up in the same banding Chinese class! :P

21) Charlotte : Hello BIG SIS! Thanks for like entertaining me these few months and i keep singing and you taught me the lyrics of LAST CHRISTMAS! Thanks a lot! And keep your blog alive! ^.^

22) Jolene : Hello CJ Bullier! Dont bully him next YEAR! Or else I WILL TELL MS ONG! And i will strip your FREAKING TIE! You used handphone even though you on DOS com! So evil! And thanks for singing and talking with me and being such a good neighbour TO ME! THANKS FOR LOVING ME! You stupid cousin!

23) Javier : Thanks for like sitting in front of me during assembly, AND talking about dota! and you are my good friend where i always talk to you on the phone! Dota rocks! :)

24) Chang Jie : Hello! Must keep on protecting yourself! CANNOT LET JO JO Bully you! And i might treat you CJ next time! Thanks for the advice and fun that we spent through together!

25) Ding Yuan : Another Dota player! Ok you are quite friendly but you must quit D-ing and start DOTA-ING!

26) Elijiah : Shut up you bitch.

27) Ting Hong : Hello! Thanks for like guiding me in dota pub games and like making lots of jokes and entertaining em on msn. Really spurs me up! See ya!

28) Jerald : Thanks for like guiding me through your phrases in your blog and keep making jokes to make me brighten up my day!

29) Jia Wei : Monitor! IM SO SAD THAT YOU ARE GONE! You are such a good monitor you know? I hope that you like the maths and science class next year. AND sorry for like mnaking you angry nowadays! gonna miss ya!

30) Sheng Rong : DOTA PLAYERS! Thanks for guiding me through pub and being such a good neighbour to me before exams :). We have lots of fun at the back of class. see ya next year!

31) Luo Meng : Thanks for your shooting jokes and guides of Halo : ODST! REally thanks alot. And no offense, it would be better to change your attitude, or else no one would love you for you.

32) Zong You : Thanks for playing with Wen Zhen by throwing paper balls ( no offense ) and making the class to become more spiritual. Thanks a lot! And you are good in Chinese Chess!

33) Siong Hang : Hello GOOD FRIEND! Sorry about slacking in June project. Hope that you can forgive me :). Anyway, we had lots of fun when we were in 1e1. Too bad you are leaving. IM SO SAD! But its time to let go, but i will remember the memories!

34) Ron : Hello! Thanks for like accompanying me during FAC and talking about lots of craps, stuff and etc. ANd playing with you Truth Or Dare is always fun. You would go into the deepest question and force people to answer as it was truth. Well see ya next year!

35) Mun Pin : Hello Papa! You always be a good father to me. In all ways. And must focus more on studying! Dont play comp that much already!!!

36) Arnold : Thanks for giving me advices and making me laugh with your jokes and entertaining the class. Well im gonna miss you next year. As we need you in 2e1! COME BACK!!!

37) Bryan : Well you're couples, and you are together next year. So good job! Good luck with her and be more romantic!

38) Xun Wei : 5 o's no.1!!! Come on! Dont leave the class. You have taught us much in dota and making the class more alive with the pranks and jokes you did with the 5 o's . you are the only one going, but must remember us!

Well there's my dedications for the class! Goodbyes!

~All I wish is that you would be at my side.. Yet you stood at my opposition..~

我知道我们大家都不要跟一起 say goodbye.

但是我们还要面对事实，

不然的话，我们就不会长大

这一年对我来说的话，跟你们1E1是一个很快乐的事情,

我们有了那么多好朋友,

一起都面对和克服很多困难.

但是快乐的事都会有一个结果,

我们还要跟一起告别,

我们一直都是爱着我们班,

我们会永远爱对方,

虽然我们不在一起了.

你们在那里会遇到你喜欢的东西.

我们的爱会在我们的中一班不会消失.

我们会一起存在.

我也很不像跟你们 Say goodbye.

但是时间到了,

我们要分开了.

我们一定要回忆着我们有这个班,

我们也会一起去玩.

所以你们不必伤心.

我会永远记住你.

~All I wish is that you would be at my side.. Yet you stood at my opposition..~

Hi Guys! Im still emo-ing about the class. WE ALL GOT SPLIT UP! But nevermind, Its time to learn how to let go. Like last time...

So yeah, Gonna leave a song behind. Hope you all like it!

BYE!