And I know you've watched me grow up,
and only want the best for me.

I think we should be thankful to our parents for raising us up.

They might not have been the perfect parents,

but their love for us has truly remained wholesome throughout the years.

Anyway, I'm not really supposed to blog today, but I guess that picture really brought out a thousand words to each and every one of us eh?


Well, I guess that's all for today! Bye (:.

Hey Dad,I know that you may not be reading my blog anymore, or at least I hope you would. It may seem funny that I might be writing you this note right now,especially in my blog. However, I want you to know that you've been a superb friend to me! Feel free to approach me like how I do the same to you almost everyday. Please, get well soon. I want to play with you LoL you know~ I know that in this period of time,things may be rough all over for you. From your illness to your academics,but I wish all the best for you, and that you'll be able to overcome the challenges ahead of you! Rest well, and I hope to see you in school soon ^^. 

Sometimes we tend to look around,
trying to change things that were never meant to be.
I guess I've been doing that all along eh?
First, you blocked me.
And my heart was crying out to you.
Now, you've completely deleted me out of your life.
But I don't feel the same anymore.

You're the only one (:


All the things that you do,


All the things that you say.


Make me wanna stay.


I give up on SS ):. A big thank you to Syron who helped me in my SBQ and Chemistry questions! :D
Oh, and Elston too xD.


3 SBQ, 2 Essays and HCL.
I must do it before the clock strikes twelve.


Come frustrate me,
Complicate me.
Make it harder than anything it'll be.

The sun goes down,

the stars come up.

Hey, I should be studying now.. But I kinda miss blogging D:. Anyway, I've managed to finish Physics ( Light and Heat ) and SS (:. Just went to the library and borrowed several books for inspiration in aid of my English Paper this Thursday! Wish me luck!

Anyway, I'm totally in love with a boy band now. It's a UK act, and it's called The Wanted.

Here's one single from them (:

Isn't it nice :D?

Moving on, X Factor USA has officially begun! I totally love the judges! Paula Abdul is so cute ^^. And Nicole's expressions on a few auditions are simply PRICELESS! :D. Simon's as evil as ever, and L.A is really cool (:. I got a feeling that this reality show will have a bigger success than American Idol, and I hope so too :D. It's just too awesome!

Sigh, gotta have an early dinner today. Then I can study and start doing my homework! I guess that it had been a fruitful weekend for me, just that I haven't really started doing anything for Amaths!

Hmm. Note to myself :

- Meet Miss Suba for SS on Monday (:

- Ask Miss Ting for help regarding Physics Paper and some Qn for Light & Heat!

- Ask Mr Lim for help regarding the EL Picture Discussion!

Well, those are my tasks in school for now! :D Sigh, It's gonna be the end of the world for me, so I am trying to prepare for it right now.. But I think I'm failing badly.. Oh well.

That's all for today (:. Can't really spend so much time on the Computer blogging. Already wasted my time de-stressing! Bye!

Butterflies, Butterflies.

We were meant to fly.

I don't think I should expose this feeling that's inside.

I'm afraid that the cycle would repeat itself again.

It's just an infatuation,

Nothing more, nothing less.

I don't know why,

but I feel happy whenever I see/text you.

What am I thinking these days?

You'll never enjoy your life living inside a box.


Today was such a disappointment T.T. I think the highest possible mark that I can obtain from the Amaths test is like a D7? My mind blanked out throughout the 1 hour duration. Oh well, there's no point crying over spilt milk.

It's a lesson learnt.. Well, maybe that's because I was despondent for like a few hours since that test? A big thank you to those that tried to cheer me up.. People like Adeline, Randy, Jue Ying, Matthew .. (and the list carries on).

I think I'm not really myself these days. But I think that's because of the exhaustion that I have nowadays. Can't wait for tomorrow because the weekend is coming! Good news = More sleep. Bad news = One step closer to EOY. I haven't really started studying on Social Studies. But I plan to start tomorrow (:. I think I just need to come in clean and I might abandon this blog for a while.. D:.

I'll try to do the best I can, even if there're like loads of distractions that are around me, especially in my house..

There's always gonna be another mountain.

I'm so afraid of taking chances now.
I really appreciate that you didn't rub it in.
Thanks for being there whenever I needed you. 

My heart is a dancer - beating like a disco drum.


I guess the days in school are pretty horrendous for me nowadays.. Not the teachers or friends, but it's because of the lack of sleep that I have every night. Oh, and to pile that up, there's like tons of homework to do.

Well, what I wanna do right now is to say thank you to my Dad ^^. He accompanied me on Monday to study for our chemistry test. I think that it was quite acceptable, and we were both glad that one of the MCQs was actually lifted out from the TYS book! So it was quite lucky for us to stumble across that question, especially when I was discussing with him whether Copper reacts with Hydrogen or not..

Aha! Choir is over! (Y) But the countdown to EOYs have officially begun. I'm planning to stay back after school for like almost every single day to focus on my studying as there are many distractions in my house.. D:. However, I'll only do it if there's a friend to accompany me, because I wouldn't want to feel lonely in the library while studying because the others are studying in groups? So that doesn't really make much of a difference in studying at home or in the library!

Moving on, there's tuition today! I know that 3 hours may seem pretty hectic for me, especially on a weekday, but I guess I enjoy every single session of it! My teacher never fails to cheer me up and bring in interesting facts/opinions into the article that we're discussing. Then, we discussed too much until we ran out of time to even start our composition. Oh well, I guess that counts as homework right?

Anyway, I just received back my SS test. I FAILED IT D:. My original mark was an A1, but the marker changed it to a failing grade. It was like all my paragraphs dropped from L5 to L2. T.T. Looking at the bright side, it was just a test that is not counted inside our CA results. So I think I WILL use this as a wake up call to myself and start studying SS real hard! (:.

I can't really recall what to post now, as it's like 1am in the morning, depriving myself from sleep. Sigh. I think that's all for today, and I can't wait for tomorrow! There's gonna be another study session~ I think it's more fun studying with friends than studying alone. The best part? I still can concentrate - and can even concentrate better when studying with friends. :D


You think you know it all,
but you don't know anything at all.

It took me a lifetime to realize that things don't get lost if they don't have value - you don't miss what you don't care about.
- http://runawaytrain.tumblr.com/

I don't wanna open my eyes and start suspecting that the odds are against me once again. 

Oh gosh, ain't she pretty? This is officially my poster of her <3. Care to guess who this fine lady is?

I don't know why terrible things happen to us sometimes,
but I have to believe that something good is going to come out of this.
- Carrie Underwood, Soul Surfer





You all should catch these movies in DVD if you haven't done so yet when they're screening in theaters. They're really meaningful and touching

Is this what dreams are made off?

Tattoo your name across my heart,


So that it will remain,


Not even death can do us part.


What kind of dream is this?

Because some days stay gold forever.

You know what, I think I'm a annoying person in everyone's eyes now. My only hope was to start a conversation, and all I receive back were just one word answers. I guess that maybe I should just shut up. I know that some of you are really nice to say that I'm not disturbing you, but it doesn't really hurt saying the truth out right? At least it's better than the things that people reply me nowadays.

I guess she was right. I need to seriously mind my own business, and do what I want to do. There shouldn't be anymore distractions around me. It's time for me to focus, as this is the final lap of this year's race. (not counting the 'O' levels) I should totally buck up right now. Look at me, I've just wasted a day of my weekend, knowing that I'll be going out tomorrow.

So, for once, Ima make a promise to myself. I will wake up at 6am tomorrow and start revising through my work, and this is my first time, excluding the times that I woke up early because of other official reasons.

Anyway, I was thinking about all the friendships that I have with others. Are they really genuine? Or are they just as transparent as water, fills you up but never stays, and that it's only good to wash away today. I really hope that people start making decisions more conscientiously and quickly. There's seriously no point dragging this when I know that you're going to turn me down already.

About all the things that I've mentioned earlier in my previous posts, I've pondered about them for a while. Maybe I was wrong to have wronged you in the past. Maybe you were truthful to me all these while, just that I was blinded by some obstacles that I face, or even worse, my personal emotions. I guess I've been manipulating myself too much, trying to avoid the emotions that I don't want to face any longer. I think they're all coming back to me right now.

Sigh. how I wished that there would be things like 'Right Here, Right Now', where we would abandon the universe, know that our world will change and that things would never be the same. I think I'm going to blow up like some maniac soon. The worse part? I can't even figure out the main reasons that caused my emotions to be like that. I can only recall the bits and pieces of the past, but not the entire scenario.

As what some people know by now, I wish to have long hair, so that I can cover my eyes and refrain myself from knowing things that I don't want to see at all. I want to be an ostrich, an animal that buries its head deep into the sand in hope of avoiding the situation that it's facing now.

I run, because I can't hide from the facts.
It felt so right, but it felt so wrong at the same time.
I feel so empty inside,
and it's going to be endless.

I've been giving up on people too easily.
If they don't call, if they don't try - then I don't.
It's not fair to lay the blame on them when I don't calling either.
I'm just as much at fault.
I've got a lot of resentment for old friends - for letting me go without a fight.
I just want someone to call and say,
'I missed you. How are you?'
I just want to call someone and say,
'I missed you. I'm sorry.'
I want to be brave enough to stay in one place.
-http://runawaytrain.tumblr.com

It sucks to be me right now. 

I, who have nothing.

Don't waste your time trying to fix,

What I need to erase,

what I need to forget.

Don't waste your time on me.

Because it's all over.

I don't want you here,

because you'll only pull me down.

So save your breath, 

don't waste your song on me.

Give me something good,
Don't wanna wait I want it now.


Hey guys! It's the end of the first week at school! Got to say I'm pretty stressed out right now, as I've not started on any serious form of revision yet. Hmm. Maybe I can spend the weekend wisely by doing so!

Anyway, school was pretty awesome today! I think I managed to understand Amaths for once in a long while! And I understood Physics too! Great, at least I know that I'm catching up (:.

And there's Emaths which was normal, and recess! Had to finish my HCL homework ><

Moving on, HCL lesson. I think it was brought quite a big shock to me, because I'd realized that I'm doing EXTREMELY badly. Out of three compositions, I only passed one ><. And out of three letter writing, I failed two. And guess what? My 'O's are in like barely 2 months away from today. Guess I really need to buck up! ):. Tried to understand the teacher's explanation, but had to use the Electronic Dictionary to find out the meanings of the phrases that she had used..

Yeah, that's the saddest part. Attending a class when you do not understand your teacher sometimes..

And there's Geography too (:. I think my results for the class test was pretty unexpected, because I was supposed to fail for not studying it thoroughly. Guess paying attention in class helped me tremendously!

Anyway, had lunch with Gracia, Charlotte and Rebekah! They're awesome 1e1'09/2e1'10 people! :D. But they had to go halfway to attend their SSP ):. Then, Hirotaka came and I managed to catch up with him! It's been too long since I last chatted with a 2e1'10, excluding those that are in my class now. Glad to know that they're doing fine.. Because I'm not ><.

Next was choir. I think I kinda humiliated myself. Last practice, I didn't exactly warm the choir up. And now, I took too long to warm them up. Sigh, ain't I such a failure? ):. Can tell that Mr Ong doesn't really like the new song, but at least I tried to make something different right? But the good part about it was talking loads of crap with Joyce ^^. AND THERE'S RUMORS ABOUT US. ): It's impossible between us. And Joyce, that is not gonna happen between us. You know who I'm referring to right? :D.

After that, went Gongcha with Joyce, Yijie and Sean! Talked and joked a lot, and watched how Joyce shrieked in front of Mr Ong. That's gonna be etched in my head for a very long time~ And Milk Tea w Pearl at 30% sugar rocks.

PS. I like being fat ^^. I like it. If you don't, then if you seek you. ^^.

And I'm kinda childish these days. Forgive me if I'd offended anyone. Apparently, I'm at the other side of sanity now..

I don't know why but,
I smile whenever I see your face.
The words that I say,
are filled with irony.
I can't speak now for once,
Because I'm starting to see sparks fly whenever you smile.
This shouldn't develop at all.

All those crazy things we did.


Hello! It's been a long time since I've last posted. Hmm, as you all might have noticed, I just changed my blog song! An emotional song that touches the heart once one hear the lyrics (:. Actually, I had 4 songs to select from, and they're :


1) What you want - Evanessence (below)
2) In the Dark - Dev
3) S&M - Rihanna feat. Britney Spears
4) Wish You Were Here - Avril Lavigne


Anyway, back to my post. Schooling life's been busy for me. There're like mountains of homework to overcome, along with the almighty touch of the End of Year Examinations.. Speaking of which, I just completed only an Amaths paper today, and I'm lacking behind my study plan D; . I got to buck up, like seriously! Got countless things to catch up~

Hmm, and school was normal these few days. The only exception was that I hanged out with Jue Ying after Bio SSP today! We tried the new bubble tea store in Nex ( it can be located at Toa Payoh too )! I think that the standard of the milk tea kinda crashed compared to the one in Toa Payoh.. Sigh, quite disappointing! But the fun part of today was that we managed to buy loads of chocolates (:. I think I'll need them to survive my study sessions!

Today's gonna be a short post.. I'm sorry, as it's quite late in the night already. Oh yeah, I received the most shocking news I've ever heard in months after Bio SSP. Maybe you all will find out tomorrow? This can't be happening to me T.T.

To compensate slightly, I'ma post a song! It's been ages since I last did that.

First and foremost, the mighty rock band a.k.a Evanessence is back with a sizzling new single :D.



Okay, nights everyone! :D.


I remember all the crazy things we did,
and it's just my wild imagination fooling me.
This can't be happening.

Even if I did cry you a river, you'd just pollute it anyway.


Hey guys! It's like midnight now, and I'm not really sure why I'm posting in such a late hour. Just completed most of my homework, except for HCL, and I'll save that bit for tomorrow morning! :D. I'll go through the poems and try to memorize the authors as soon as I can! Anyway, about the previous post, Joy was correct! The unknown iconic woman was actually Christina Aguilera, a female artist that has one of the best vocals in the world, and that she's one of the 4 judges for 'The Voice'!

Anyway, school officially re-opened today.. Was quite happy to see my friends once again, after a well-deserved break! But was kinda reluctant to get off my bed, but still, things worked out right in the end eh? Lessons were alright, and I'd made an extra effort not to fall asleep during physics, even though I failed terribly and got teased by Kah Wai... And Miss Ong's not here today for SSP because of her course! So Mr Ong took over (:. I think Chemistry SSP today was more of a recap than a new lesson, and maybe that's because we've learnt the information covered in 'The Periodic Table' earlier in the year already.

Oh, you've seen what happened in 3e4 during recess time. It was awesomely memorable ^^. Thanks Dad for it! :D. I knew that you could do it! (:. AND HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAR DAUGHTER <3.

And there's choir today. Tried to teach choir a new song, but i only had like 10 minutes to do so? And Mr Ong was like saying straight in my face, ' You're not warmed up yet. '. ARGH. Super sad about that! D:. Was quite sharp, and Valerene was like telling me to be cautious. Oh well, I think that's because it's been ages since I last sang properly.

One good/bad news : CCA's suspended from next week onwards. Good news is, I can study hard for my EOYs, but the bad news is, I doubt we can even finish preparing for the concert. 6 songs to learn plus one combined song ><. Oh well.

Was feeling exhausted when I went back home! Rested for like 30 min before completing Biology! Managed to finish it at 10.45pm. The reason why I took so long is because I read through and tried to understand 'Excretion'. Afterwards, I was talking to Dad, and CHEER UP, even though you don't really read my blog. D:

Managed to compose a study plan for myself this week! Hope that I'll be able to stick to it and focus my time and energy onto my studies, as well as maintaining the balance between work and play! All the best to everyone in their preparations for EOYs! :D.


Time to me to go now, feeling awfully tired now. My eyelids are disappointing me T.T. Nights!


It was quite obvious today.
Hoped that I managed to help, 
even though I made things worse for you.
And no,
This can't be happening.
I guess it's just my wild imagination/hearing that leads me into thinking this way.

Don't forget about us.

Ahh. Schools starting in just a matter of hours and I'm still awake blogging. Nothing much occured recently ):. So sad right? Anyway, just finished writing a card for my daughter! Hope she likes it (:.

It's gonna be a short post today, gotta catch my slumber~ Bye :D

Going to post some pictures for a while to compensate~

Isn't she pretty with bangs? Leona Lewis FTW! :D

Can you guess who this iconic woman is? Hint : She's below the age of 30! :D.


I'm particularly happy today,
and only mortal knows why (:.
Thanks for giving me a second chance!

It's been a first time in a long time.

Woke up at 7am to prepare myself for the briefing at newton.. Took quite some time to arrive there because we were halfway lost upon reaching there.. Anyway, it's really absurd. The briefing only lasted for 20 min while we took 1h30min to reach there. It's seriously a waste of time ><. Quite irritated to the max now.

However, that's not exactly the main post for today. After that, went out to have a gathering with 2E1'10 people! I'm glad that I'll be able to relive the moments that I had 9 months ago, facing the hyper-ness and craziness that my class offered in their everyday lives. I think I ate a lot, but I managed to take a few photographs to remember the memories spent together as a class. And I think that Brandon's nerf guns are really cool! :D.

Managed to catch up with my classmates that I'd lost touch with ever since I stepped into Triple Science. Glad that they're still whoever I knew they were. But, I don't think I am whoever they know anymore. I guess life's really a manipulator right? I think it may be because of the stress that's been unleashed to me recently, and that I'm the only one in my class to take up HCL, but I wish to remain what I was before and not change into some freaking asshole right now.

I've always had many faces. I think my lower secondary classes know that extremely well.. But I've been trying to bury something deep within my soul. Something that I wouldn't want to unleash/reveal again this year.
It's great being a hypocrite, hiding your true feelings and being strong on the outside. Sometimes it's the best that people don't understand your feelings etc, because they can see right through you, and who knows what happens next. Sometimes it's also the best to suffer from Short-Term Memory (STM). I know that this may seem as a disadvantage to most of us, but we can forget whatever we do not wish to remember easily, and will not care what happened in the past, as it has already been vanished from your mind since a long time ago.

I understand your condition right now.
That's why I'm not holding it against you.
Just realized that I'm stuck in my own dimension of loneliness once more.

Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life.

- Bob Marley. 

That's why there's something called once in a blue moon.


If we knew things would happen then, would we be able to see/prevent it? They may only come once in a while, starts to knock on your door and throws you a smile. Even though it may take every breath, and leave every scar behind, but we'll all miss it if we don't realize the small and minute incidents that occur around us. It's good dreaming to soar high, but don't forget that little platform that others have made to support you whenever you fall. No matter what we do, speak from your heart, and sing from your soul. I don't want to have something for eternity, even if I survive as an immortal. I just want to have that moment. That moment of honesty, the time when everything comes and goes, and allows you to feel it happening.

We may have been clueless about how many chances that we've took or the number of apologies that we've said. But if another opportunity comes by, I'll be glad to take it, even if I know that I will leave in disappointment. Because I won't live in a world of regret, tormenting myself over something that I didn't even try. We may not get back our chances, or redeem ourselves with forgiveness, but at least cherish whatever that we have right now, especially those around us.

Make every opportunity last long, and seek to find more in the present/future. Take them for granted, and you'll find them disappearing sooner than what you can imagine, like in just a blink of an eye. We were young, and we were restless. Just like clueless kids, thinking that days would pass by happily, without noticing anything else that's happening at the same time. But if I knew then, will I know now?

My apologies for that emotional post just now. Watched Smurfs with Dad, Mortal, JY and Faithful Neighbor just a few days ago. Although it was a cute and hilarious movie, I feel that there're countless messages implemented into it. I think I should treasure every single person I have in my life, especially my friends. I know that most of them will be there guiding me, as well as me guiding them, whenever we need it..

Anyway, been studying/doing homework and playing computer at the same time these days. It's like extremely sad knowing that the September holidays is coming to a halt soon. But looking at the bright side, at least I managed to discover something that's priceless over this season and serve myself a wake up call in whatever that I'm currently doing.

There's 2E1'10 gathering tomorrow. And I am indeed joyful being able to attend it. It's been too long - 8 months since I've last seen us together as a class, making witty jokes and having countless memorable times with one another. They were right, we were bonded. Not talking bad about my class this year, but I feel that there's something amiss. Something that's lacking as compared with 2E1'10. They may not have been that smart, but they weren't exactly conservative, and definitely not way over conservative. That's the difference between the two years.. She was right, we were being selfish with one another. Focusing only on ourselves and not on the environment around us. That's the main reason why we're falling like dominoes recently.

I think there's nothing in my mind now. I feel confused, and tired at the same time. Maybe I should just take a nap, and prepare myself for an enjoyable day later.

It feels like tonight.
But I can't believe that I'm broken inside.
Thinking that what you did to me,
and what I did to you.
I'm ready to feel again,
without the fear of falling down.
There's nothing I can do though,
even if I wanna make it up to you.


If I were a little bit stronger, 
my world would be crashing at my feet now.

So we burst into colors and carousels.

Woke up at like 5.45am today? And I was tired to the extreme max. Had to wake up and arrive at Clementi by 7.10am. That place is like super far away from my house, but I can't really complain, because it's more inconvenient to get there for some of my schoolmates!

So I took the bus to the MRT station and nearly lost my way, because it's been too long sitting on a bus and alighting at a Kallang Station.. Anyway, I was carrying my blazer and my bag that is filled with physics notes and books for the SSP lesson afterwards.

In the train compartment, was busy sms-ing Jia Hui and listening to Britney Spears <3. Oh gosh Joy, you've made me crazy over those pictures in your blog ><. And it's all your fault! Well, my estimated arrival time was supposed to be 6.50am ( Don't know why it's earlier than expected ), but arrived at 7.00am instead! And the best part? I didn't wait for the train to arrive at all. Moving on, waited at Clementi MRT station and realised that I was the only one holding a blazer in my hand while the students of other schools were merely just wearing their school uniforms.. So it was really awkward ><.

Then, everyone was on time.. Except.. DAD. IC somemore.. Tsk tsk. Exposing his mistakes now. Late for like 15 minutes? Moving on, we went to the bus stop, and watched the bus zoom past us as we thought that everyone else was alighting that bus. Oh well, luckily, the next bus came in about 7 minutes (:. Alighted after 2 stops and started to follow the students from other schools to Nan Hua. However, they took the longer route and we had to rely on Siong Hang's printed map to navigate us to our destination!

Arrived quite punctually, almost at the last minute! Then walked up the stairs to the Auditorium! And their school is extremely BIG. And we had to register, before finding ourselves a place to sit for the forum! The GOH arrived and we started the forum. Well, what I can say is that it is filled with propaganda, and there's loads of self contradictions made by the GOH. However, he managed to intrigue me into thinking how I'm managing my leadership position. Do I tend to be unreasonable at times? Am I really doing the right thing? And am I leading the choir to the right yet common destination? I'm not sure anymore..

Was trying to take down notes from the forum, but failed terribly as I was on the verge to fall asleep. Anyway, was looking through Dad's notes until he wrote on his paper, 'Stop looking at me notes, you sly boy (:. ' . That's so mean right? It's just a joke anyway!

AND FINALLY! The forum was over and they had more speeches! And the best part of the forum, tea break! Spent like 15 minutes doing nothing and pondering about some random stuff~. Went back to the auditorium and we went to our own separate groups based on the colors that we had on our name cards. So we went to our different venues and started to brainstorm about leadership qualities etc. 

Was quite interactive and engaging in a sense! And the ice-breakers were truly enjoyable. Imagine the person holding to the whacko whacking himself because his name was called out. Yeah, it was THAT epic. Consolidated all our points and I was selected to do the presentation ><.

Went back to the Auditorium and presented ><. I think I failed big time, but I was somehow shivering and stuff. Anyway, I managed to get their attention by singing a small little sneek peek of Beyonce's ' Irreplaceable'  :D. BUT AT THE END OF THE DAY, WE'RE THE 5TH GENERATION LEADERS RIGHT? :D

After that, went back with Jia Hui to school, and at first, I was supposed to eat lunch with Dad and Sliced Ham. But since the forum dragged too much, I had to return for my SSP lesson with Miss Ting ^^. I think she's an awesome physics teacher even though I was late for it! It was a one-to-one session. Went through the chapter of thermal energy, and I guess I understood it better than most of the other physics chapters that was taught to me this year. The seniors were right, she rocks at teaching in smaller scales! She understands my concerns and she even gave me cookies to eat knowing that I rushed back from the forum without having my lunch. THANKS MISS TING! I <3 you!

Started with the formula, and I had troubles manipulating it. Oh well, there goes my maths. I guess I'm slow in algebra for that matter. And she taught me how to phrase my answers and I WROTE LOADS OF NOTES! Managed to complete two worksheets and got homework to do ^^. Okay, I guess I'm extremely enthusiastic for Physics now! Gotta strive for my best in that subject! Must get my A1! :D.

Then, rushed to choir and we practised some songs. It was quite horrible for me, except for my dear Sop 1s as they managed to get most of their notes right (:. But there's something sad that happened today ):. Even though Sop 2s had more people, the 5 Sop 1s had to split into different notes because they had difficulty learning that part D:. Oh well. 

After that, tried to talk to the choir for a little while? And I went with Sean and Yijie to Popular to buy the Geog Workbook. But before that, went to the cinema to get my tickets! I'm afraid that it might sell out tomorrow! So it's good to play safe ^^.

Then, bought GONG CHA! Toffee Milk Tea with Pearl at 30% sugar ^^. But I don't really like the taste of it.. Reminds me of butterscotch, but Oh well. Afterwards, we crapped a lot and walked in Nex for quite some time before going home.. :D.

Anyway, I've just discovered that it had been AGES since I last posted a song for you guys right? Well, here's one of my most favorite ballads :D. And it's done by... The Magnificent, indescribable.. MARIAH CAREY :D.

And I keep on telling myself that you'll come back around.

And I try to front like 'Oh Well' each time you let me down.

I just <3 Mariah Carey high notes especially in her chorus. After so many years, I still stay in love with her <3.

And today, I plan to study Chemistry before I sleep! So wish me luck! Nights everyone (:. And it's time for a bit of Smurf-some tomorrow!

Please send me an angel,

and enlighten me in this life.

I know that I've done mistakes in the past,

but is it really too late to erase and rewind to the times we had?

You look at me.

It's like you've hit me with lightning.

Went out today to celebrate cousin's birthday! Happy Birthday :D. Thanks for being there to play with me Xbox and teaching me how to play Warcraft~. Good luck with your ambitions in being a teacher! I wanna be a teacher too, but my parents are somehow rejecting the idea :/, and I have little patience to start with. So I gotta spend some time to do some thought process before coming up with a decision.

Anyway, I've been loads recently. And today marks the last day for myself to let loose and relax myself. It's gonna be me and the textbooks/notes and assessments for the rest of the week! It's time for some official mugging eh? But I will still play once in a while to destress! I hope that I will manage to buck up after Term 3's fiasco. So best of luck to myself!

There's Nan Hua Leadership talk tomorrow! Gotta wake up super early for it! Maybe 5.45am? And then there's Physics SSP! Good personal time with Miss Ting :D. Can't wait for it! Will be able to address my issues regarding Physics with her! Hope that the time spent would be fruitful!

And it's Queen B's birthday today! Happy Birthday to the one and only spotlight Diva... BEYONCE! :D. 

That's all for today people! Gotta go catch some rest now. Nights (:.

I'm utterly shocked for what I've just heard from you.

Even though how much I disapprove,

I still wish you all the best as a good friend.

Fuck him he's a DJ.
All night long he's got the beat.
Fuck him he's a DJ
Keeps playing that song,
It works for me.

But you can't hold on to water.
It fills you up but never stays.

Hello people! It's been a long time since I last had a decent post eh? First and foremost, I'm officially hooked into playing League of Legends. Trying desperately for myself to kick the habit, but failing terribly at it!

Anyway, a belated Happy Teacher's Day to all teachers out there, even though they can't exactly read my blog! Thanks for being there to guide us in whatever that we do! We may annoy/disappoint you all at times, but you never fail to ignite that passion to teach us and lead us to the right direction! Thank you all so much!

There's no me without you <3

 Moving on, I've just mentioned something about direction. This doesn't really apply to teachers, but is leading someone to the right direction the right thing to do? I'm afraid that if I do so, he'll lose his personal integrity, and maybe lose more of himself than what that person is supposed to gain..

 Been watching loads of shows recently. And I miss Hell's Kitchen! Great that I managed to catch up with some of the episodes today. It's awesome watching the head chef scolding the contestants as the screw up their challenge/dinner-service and start to blame one another! Ahh. Awesome times. Oh yeah, forgot to mention that it's the September Holidays now! One well-deserved break for me to buck up with my subjects. I gravely fear for my Chemistry/A-Maths. I need to start devoting some of my precious time revising through the topics that had been covered by my teachers..

 And, Clare watched Smurfs without me D:. So.. I'm planning to watch it this week! Anyone wanna come along? Katy Perry <3. OH YEAH. Speaking of which, I'm supposed to collect my posters tomorrow! But shall give them a call to see whether they're ready or not! Can't wait for it! Choir's about to start soon, and guess what? I'm not even looking forward to it. I'm supposed to attend Physics SSP on Monday morning, but because of the leadership talk, my session would be at 2, and it clashes with my choir timeslot. Oh well, studies more important right? And mentioning about the leadership talk, I honestly believe that it is absolutely unnecessary to wear blazers to the talk! It's not like some meeting or whatsoever right? Tie with School Uniform seems acceptable to me, but that..? No Way.

 I'm like currently rotting myself at home right now. But the good thing is, I talked to Mortal for about 2.5h until about 2.30am in the morning. It feels good to confide in someone :D. Well, I think that's all for today! And guess the song title in my blog's playlist! I bet you know it ^^.

 I'm afraid to let you in too deep this time round.
Even though this problem has been resolved,
but I can't bear to confide in you anymore.
I can treat you as a friend, or even a good friend,
but I can no longer treat you as my best friend like last year.
There's this piece of me that's holding me back to renew this friendship with you.
I wanna isolate myself for just one instance,
and take a good look at myself and reflect upon what I have done so far.
Because of you,
I learn to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt.
I don't want to be attached to this anymore,
fearing that something might happen between us.
Betrayals, Miscommunications and worst, misunderstandings.
I hope that I will be able to move on,
and let you inside my life once more.
But it's just so hard.

有人曾经告诉我， 应该争取机会。
万一失去了， 就永远不会再碰到它。
我很想当你心目中想象的男人，
但我做不到。
因为我知道你喜欢上了一个人，
也不会改变你对我的印象。
不论我如何提升自己，
你也不会感到满足。

你知道吗？
你是我心目中里的小乌龟。
当我想照顾你时，
你会把自己藏在一个角落上，
不让我找到你。

有人说，爱的感觉比樱桃更甜，
但那句话是错的。
喜欢上一个人并不代表他对你有任何的感觉。
我很想放弃我自己。
因为了一时的糊涂，
就把事情搞到了这样的地步。

朋友们劝我要坚持到底，
总有一天会收到收获的。
但我不可以继续下去了，
因为在这个过程当中，
我不但不能实现期望，
也要忍住自己的难受。

我想，如果没有我的存在，
你就会过的一个更美好的生活。
不用担心我在跟踪你，
也不必藏着自己的笑容。

When they point to the pictures,
Please tell them my name.
Tell them how the crowds went wild.
Tell them how I hoped they shine.