Omg. I totally flunked it. Nothing to say now.
Anyways, A Happy Birthday to NG WEI NING!!
Today is not gonna be a long post. Maybe I've been putting up such a brave front. Though people tries to irritate me to cheer me up, im still me.
Ima put a song in here to explain my feelings..
I wake in the morning
Tired of sleeping
Get in the shower
And my make my bed alone
I put on my make up
Talk into the mirror
Ready for a new day, Without you
And i walk steady on my feet
I talk my voice obeys me
I go out at night
Sleep without the lights
And i do all of the things i have to
Keeping you on my mind
But when i think I'll be alright
I am always wrong cause
My hands
Don't wanna start again
My hands
No they don't wanna understand
My hands
They just shake it try to break whatever piece i may find
My hands
They only agree to hold
Your hands
And they don't wanna be without
Your hands
And they will not let me go
No they will not let me go
I talk about you now
And i do without crying
I go out with my friends now
I stay home all alone
And i don't see you everywhere
And i can say your name easily
I laugh bit louder
Without you
And i see diferent shades now
And i, I'm almost never afraid now
But when i think i'll be ok
I am always wrong cause
My hands
Don't wanna start again
My hands
No they don't wanna understand
My hands
They just shake it try to break whatever piece i may find
My hands
They only agree to hold
Your hands
No they don't wanna be without
Your hands
And they will not let me go
No they will not let me go
Sometimes i wait
I see them reaching out for you
Quietly break
whatever sheilds i spent so long building up
I cannot fake
Cause when they cry im almost broken ..??..
They miss holding my baby
My hands, My hands
No they don't wanna understand
They just shake it try to break whatever piece i may find
My hands
Your hands
They don't wanna be without
And they will not let me go
No they will not let me go
My hands
Don't wanna start again
My hands
No they don't wanna understand
My hands
They just shake it try to break whatever piece i may find
My hands
They only agree to hold
Your hands
No they don't wanna be without
Your hands
And they will not let me go
No they will not let me go
That song is entitled " My Hands " by Leona Lewis.
Gosh, why everything seems so wrong today?
Feeling so sad right now...
Still in the state of a dilema. Dont know what to do. Tomorrow is it. I have to do it right!
Bye.
Tagg Replies :
- Rebecca : HUH?
- Clarissa : Oh okay, thanks for the advice =D.
Monday, March 29, 2010
Closed up from love, I didnt need the pain.
Hello! Sorry for not updating. Not gonna do recaps anymore.
Im feeling so sad. Felt that I didnt do my best at all.
And now that it is coming, I am left with no regrets.
Maybe today was correct, it was not meant to be.
Im closing away. Nothing to say.
Speechless; Left me in the darkness.
Was once so strong, but now so weak.
I dont want the past to overwhelm me.
Tears are now cascading on my cheeks.
Looking at her, maybe its back,
Or its gone forever?
Some secrets were not meant to be told.
But I had just to give that rhythm to give her a hint.
I dont want the pain. Im so vulnerable.
Another thing that happened that made my week so bad.
I wouldnt want to commit it anymore.
Just thought that this was the year that took over that,
but its over.
Usually I would say : " Its Alright; Its Okay ", but thinking back all the time I wasted I would cry.
I feel that something inside me is breaking.
Tomorrow is the lit test.
Good luck to me, even though I dont want to take it.
I must do it for Miss Kaur, shes like the good teacher in Sec 2.
I wanted to take that Subject, but maybe it isnt me.
I didnt care what they say, and now I do.
Fading away.
Hello! Sorry for not updating. Not gonna do recaps anymore.
Im feeling so sad. Felt that I didnt do my best at all.
And now that it is coming, I am left with no regrets.
Maybe today was correct, it was not meant to be.
Im closing away. Nothing to say.
Speechless; Left me in the darkness.
Was once so strong, but now so weak.
I dont want the past to overwhelm me.
Tears are now cascading on my cheeks.
Looking at her, maybe its back,
Or its gone forever?
Some secrets were not meant to be told.
But I had just to give that rhythm to give her a hint.
I dont want the pain. Im so vulnerable.
Another thing that happened that made my week so bad.
I wouldnt want to commit it anymore.
Just thought that this was the year that took over that,
but its over.
Usually I would say : " Its Alright; Its Okay ", but thinking back all the time I wasted I would cry.
I feel that something inside me is breaking.
Tomorrow is the lit test.
Good luck to me, even though I dont want to take it.
I must do it for Miss Kaur, shes like the good teacher in Sec 2.
I wanted to take that Subject, but maybe it isnt me.
I didnt care what they say, and now I do.
Fading away.
Omg, so sorry for not updating the blog =X!
Lets do recap first!
Saturday:
-Played Computer for like 4 hours =X
- Swimming. Not Bad actually.
- Earth Hour! AHH MY INTERNET WAS CUT! For revenge, I turned on every single electricity consuming device at home! I also sms-ed her . =D.
Thats all. Weekends are boring. Maybe Sunday is better since its the usual family day =D?
Sunday:
- Woke up at like... 8 am ? Played Computer and homework-ed! LOAC ROCKS!
- Went to the microwave to get my breakfast. It was burger! Well, its fast food! So convenient for me! =D
- Going out of kitchen, realised that Daddy and MY were talking. And then talk talk talk. LECTURES! Then MY took out Econs notes, and Daddy gave tuition! OH GOD! Tuition sucks!
- Continued their blah blah blah xD for like the whole morning. Thought that doomsday would end already. We went for lunch at like 2pm? Today felt like eating KFC, so went there and realised that their Po-tart standard is 50% of HK which is not bad? And they continued ECONS! GRRR
- Followed Mummy to buy some stuffs, and along the way, bought a $4 milk tea which tastes GREAT =D!
- Drove home. Did assessments and studies!
- Dinner! Went to buffet as everyone felt like doing it! NICE ^.^
- Home-ed and slept. But nevertheless, watched CSI NY.
Ahh.. So thats my weekend! But, I will just say the highlights of today!
- Science : Mr Michael Low. Hes okay. Just that he sounds monotone.
- Choir Rehearsal! : Grr. Completely flunked everything. Must go through Hotaru KOI DESPERATELY! Itsumo wasnt that bad for me =D! And my two daughters were having a gossip session which totally rocked =D! Then sang sang sang. And my place is squeezy. But its okay!
Thats all folks! Gtg, might update tmr.
Lets do recap first!
Saturday:
-Played Computer for like 4 hours =X
- Swimming. Not Bad actually.
- Earth Hour! AHH MY INTERNET WAS CUT! For revenge, I turned on every single electricity consuming device at home! I also sms-ed her . =D.
Thats all. Weekends are boring. Maybe Sunday is better since its the usual family day =D?
Sunday:
- Woke up at like... 8 am ? Played Computer and homework-ed! LOAC ROCKS!
- Went to the microwave to get my breakfast. It was burger! Well, its fast food! So convenient for me! =D
- Going out of kitchen, realised that Daddy and MY were talking. And then talk talk talk. LECTURES! Then MY took out Econs notes, and Daddy gave tuition! OH GOD! Tuition sucks!
- Continued their blah blah blah xD for like the whole morning. Thought that doomsday would end already. We went for lunch at like 2pm? Today felt like eating KFC, so went there and realised that their Po-tart standard is 50% of HK which is not bad? And they continued ECONS! GRRR
- Followed Mummy to buy some stuffs, and along the way, bought a $4 milk tea which tastes GREAT =D!
- Drove home. Did assessments and studies!
- Dinner! Went to buffet as everyone felt like doing it! NICE ^.^
- Home-ed and slept. But nevertheless, watched CSI NY.
Ahh.. So thats my weekend! But, I will just say the highlights of today!
- Science : Mr Michael Low. Hes okay. Just that he sounds monotone.
- Choir Rehearsal! : Grr. Completely flunked everything. Must go through Hotaru KOI DESPERATELY! Itsumo wasnt that bad for me =D! And my two daughters were having a gossip session which totally rocked =D! Then sang sang sang. And my place is squeezy. But its okay!
Thats all folks! Gtg, might update tmr.
Friday, March 26, 2010
~No Happy Endings, just a sad sad story. Nothing in life could be a fairytale.~
Hmm, lets do recap for Thursday!
- Started the brand new day with History! =PP. Hmm, we did more on the new chapter. More on the political system, and how Singapore gained independance.
- Art: Omg, it was boring. The dying period of the day. Can you feel me rotting away in my seat? But we still managed to scribble some stuff~!
- Chinese : Hmm, nothing much. Just Textbooks.
- Maths : Did spheres. Wow, all the formulaes are just squeezed inside my brain! But we did Ex 8.3 =P. That is fun!!
- EL : Magazine Article. Haha, went through research with my group members. We went really off.
- Science : WAHH! I wanna cry =*(. Its the end of Mr Lawrence Tang teaching us Science. I want either him or Mr Ong Kai Kun to teach! I dont want Mr Low. He seemed strict, and his the HOD somemore. But we did some worksheets and Mr tang did the normal caring method =D
- ESP : Hmm, just did some basic talks and its the end of the day.
- Hom-ed. Did all my homework in like 5 hours? And realised that I left Lit Homework underneath my table -,-.
Well, thats Thursday!
Now for Friday!
- Started the day with cohort run. For once in my life, I'm not that tired after running that 1.2 km. YAY! Means my training in the holidays really worked =D.
- Lit : Oh, present present present. Miss Kaur was like rushing me to tell the answer. No time! AND THERES EARTH HOUR! Had to present with no lights and fans. It was VERY HOOTT.
- PW : Earth hour continued. I then took out my fan and blew it against me. WAH. Nice feeeling. Then discussed about the outings and stuff! And then realised we needed to do brochures -,-. But Its Alright ; Its Okay!
- Maths : Wow, Went through homework and did some Algebra GRAPH Questions. Suddenly things looks so complex to me.
- EL : DARIA! OMG ITS NICEEE! Then newspaper article! It was quite funny!
- CE : Wow, Miss Lin was pissed about our slack-ness. So she rushed things up and TADA, its the end of the day!
- Talk with Miss Lin : Wow, needed to discuss a lot on goodie bag and stuff.. Almost was late for choir =X.
- Choir : Started it with run! YAY! Not that tired! Quite fast! Then we rested for 5 minutes, and we did warm-ups! Then knew the sequence of the songs! Overall, it was the best choir practice I ever had in my life!
OMG! This is so official!
I have become Rowena's and Joyce's parent. And they CALL ME MOM!
Well, Interesting and cool eh? I cant believe im a parent! Now talking to ____.
So anyways, Talked about Section leaders thing with my children xD. And they say if i be president or Section Leader, I would be very strict. And that is absolutely true! =D .
Stop. Thinking. About. Good. Stuff.
So sad, my senior is not there today =(. Cant confide. But its alright.
~ Let the rain fall down and wake my dreams. Let it wash away my sanity.~
Bye!
Hmm, lets do recap for Thursday!
- Started the brand new day with History! =PP. Hmm, we did more on the new chapter. More on the political system, and how Singapore gained independance.
- Art: Omg, it was boring. The dying period of the day. Can you feel me rotting away in my seat? But we still managed to scribble some stuff~!
- Chinese : Hmm, nothing much. Just Textbooks.
- Maths : Did spheres. Wow, all the formulaes are just squeezed inside my brain! But we did Ex 8.3 =P. That is fun!!
- EL : Magazine Article. Haha, went through research with my group members. We went really off.
- Science : WAHH! I wanna cry =*(. Its the end of Mr Lawrence Tang teaching us Science. I want either him or Mr Ong Kai Kun to teach! I dont want Mr Low. He seemed strict, and his the HOD somemore. But we did some worksheets and Mr tang did the normal caring method =D
- ESP : Hmm, just did some basic talks and its the end of the day.
- Hom-ed. Did all my homework in like 5 hours? And realised that I left Lit Homework underneath my table -,-.
Well, thats Thursday!
Now for Friday!
- Started the day with cohort run. For once in my life, I'm not that tired after running that 1.2 km. YAY! Means my training in the holidays really worked =D.
- Lit : Oh, present present present. Miss Kaur was like rushing me to tell the answer. No time! AND THERES EARTH HOUR! Had to present with no lights and fans. It was VERY HOOTT.
- PW : Earth hour continued. I then took out my fan and blew it against me. WAH. Nice feeeling. Then discussed about the outings and stuff! And then realised we needed to do brochures -,-. But Its Alright ; Its Okay!
- Maths : Wow, Went through homework and did some Algebra GRAPH Questions. Suddenly things looks so complex to me.
- EL : DARIA! OMG ITS NICEEE! Then newspaper article! It was quite funny!
- CE : Wow, Miss Lin was pissed about our slack-ness. So she rushed things up and TADA, its the end of the day!
- Talk with Miss Lin : Wow, needed to discuss a lot on goodie bag and stuff.. Almost was late for choir =X.
- Choir : Started it with run! YAY! Not that tired! Quite fast! Then we rested for 5 minutes, and we did warm-ups! Then knew the sequence of the songs! Overall, it was the best choir practice I ever had in my life!
OMG! This is so official!
I have become Rowena's and Joyce's parent. And they CALL ME MOM!
Well, Interesting and cool eh? I cant believe im a parent! Now talking to ____.
So anyways, Talked about Section leaders thing with my children xD. And they say if i be president or Section Leader, I would be very strict. And that is absolutely true! =D .
Stop. Thinking. About. Good. Stuff.
So sad, my senior is not there today =(. Cant confide. But its alright.
~ Let the rain fall down and wake my dreams. Let it wash away my sanity.~
Bye!
Thursday, March 25, 2010
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
Hello!
Today was HORRENDOUS!
Im just like a child who misses his blanket =*(.
Well, before the part.. Lets do a recap!
- Started the day with D and T! OMG! Horrendous is the word for it! Seriously, Teacher asked me to redraw like 5 times? Grr.. Super pissed. But at least he helped me to drill the hole! When I was doing drawing, had a hearty conversation with Rebekah! Was talking about songs and stuff.. And then we were dismissed late! OMG! I was like rushing to change! And not only that, I had no time to eat =(.
- Maths! OMG, Shazwani totally ruined my DAYY. She was choosing the people for the Groupings! And because of that, I didnt listen to class =*(. It was very important on spheres. Now gotta catch up on what i missed =(.
- CL : Talked about test, and did some Text-booking. Quite boring.
- Lit : Go computer lab =D. We had some group work and we SLACKED! Then, we rushed the whole thing and didnt have time to do the design =X. But we still managed to do it on time! =D. And the answers for everyone's ppt slides were good! Miss Kaur ROCKS! OMG! Shes like the best teacher in Sec 2!
- History : Started with cheers =D! We missed out a lot because of mondays. But nevermind , so as long his back! =D. WE started to open Chapter 7. Talked about the political systems and watched some COOL AND INTERESTING VIDEOS about the Members of Parliaments debating.
- English : Just watched Human Tetris all the way!
- Korea Interview : Was very nervous! Mr Low asked me like why did you go korea and etc! And Mr Ong was GOOD! His chemistry teaching ROCKS! <3. I WANT HIM! I DONT WANT MR MICHAEL LOW! Grr.. Too bad some things just dont go your way.
- Conversation with Ms Lin : At first it was all CE, Then becoming class spirit, then become discipline! See how things wonder around! Talk until almost late for Choir! If Rowena never pass by, I would be soooo DEAD!
- Choir : Natural Disaster that couldnt be prevented! Memorisation! ITSUMO NANDO DEMO! I HATE YOU! Havent memorise that song. And got solo singing. Many people cried!
Heres a message for you :
Its alright! You can do better next time okay? Just treat this experience as a lesson and come out of the darkness! There would always be something good at the end of the rainbow. <3.
Then AMERICAN IDOL! YAY!
NO GLEE TODAY! =(((.
Anyways, Homework-ed, Revised.
And now blogging =D.
Okay now the part of sadness.
Thought that she would come today. Confide to her. But she wasnt there =*(. Needed to tell her something really personal!
Maybe I would tell her soon.
Oh yeah, I changed the playlist! Its more of Country ( pop ). Hope you all enjoy! It consists of songs from well-known singers!
Thats all,
Bye!
Today was HORRENDOUS!
Im just like a child who misses his blanket =*(.
Well, before the part.. Lets do a recap!
- Started the day with D and T! OMG! Horrendous is the word for it! Seriously, Teacher asked me to redraw like 5 times? Grr.. Super pissed. But at least he helped me to drill the hole! When I was doing drawing, had a hearty conversation with Rebekah! Was talking about songs and stuff.. And then we were dismissed late! OMG! I was like rushing to change! And not only that, I had no time to eat =(.
- Maths! OMG, Shazwani totally ruined my DAYY. She was choosing the people for the Groupings! And because of that, I didnt listen to class =*(. It was very important on spheres. Now gotta catch up on what i missed =(.
- CL : Talked about test, and did some Text-booking. Quite boring.
- Lit : Go computer lab =D. We had some group work and we SLACKED! Then, we rushed the whole thing and didnt have time to do the design =X. But we still managed to do it on time! =D. And the answers for everyone's ppt slides were good! Miss Kaur ROCKS! OMG! Shes like the best teacher in Sec 2!
- History : Started with cheers =D! We missed out a lot because of mondays. But nevermind , so as long his back! =D. WE started to open Chapter 7. Talked about the political systems and watched some COOL AND INTERESTING VIDEOS about the Members of Parliaments debating.
- English : Just watched Human Tetris all the way!
- Korea Interview : Was very nervous! Mr Low asked me like why did you go korea and etc! And Mr Ong was GOOD! His chemistry teaching ROCKS! <3. I WANT HIM! I DONT WANT MR MICHAEL LOW! Grr.. Too bad some things just dont go your way.
- Conversation with Ms Lin : At first it was all CE, Then becoming class spirit, then become discipline! See how things wonder around! Talk until almost late for Choir! If Rowena never pass by, I would be soooo DEAD!
- Choir : Natural Disaster that couldnt be prevented! Memorisation! ITSUMO NANDO DEMO! I HATE YOU! Havent memorise that song. And got solo singing. Many people cried!
Heres a message for you :
Its alright! You can do better next time okay? Just treat this experience as a lesson and come out of the darkness! There would always be something good at the end of the rainbow. <3.
Then AMERICAN IDOL! YAY!
NO GLEE TODAY! =(((.
Anyways, Homework-ed, Revised.
And now blogging =D.
Okay now the part of sadness.
Thought that she would come today. Confide to her. But she wasnt there =*(. Needed to tell her something really personal!
Maybe I would tell her soon.
Oh yeah, I changed the playlist! Its more of Country ( pop ). Hope you all enjoy! It consists of songs from well-known singers!
Thats all,
Bye!
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
Well, as promised! Heres my goals for march!
the Goals
March Holidays
Mondays
[x] Think of 6 impossible things.
[x] Pass the Swimming Test.
[x] Revise Test Papers!
[] History Techniques Practice!
[] Run for at least 2 rounds around the park!
[x] Able to sleep for at least 8 hours.
[x] Check more on Ashley Tisdale.
[x] To find out one new song! =D
Tuesdays
[x] Think of 6 impossible things.
[x] Run 2 rounds at the park.
[x] Literature Quotes!
[x] Chinese Revision on Words!
[x] Check more on Carrie Underwood!
[x] Prepare playlist for blog!
[x] Maths and Science Homework!
[x] Play Computer!
[x] Blogging!
[x] Find out 1 new song!
[x] Sleep for at least 8 hours.
Wednesday
[x] Think of 6 impossible things.
[x] Target Settings for CT2!
[x] Sms Her.
[x] English and Chinese Homework!
[x] Maths Algebra!
[x] Run 2 rounds around the park!
[x] Billboard Charts =D!
[x] Find out 1 new song!
[x] Make a wish before sleeping!
[x] Sleep for at least 8 hours.
Thursday
[x] Fulfilling the Impossible Stuffs!
[x] Mindmaps!
[x] Play! =D
[x] Sms her.
[x] Humanities Homework!
[x] Start Revision on Chemistry!
[x] Find out 1 new song =D
[x] 10 Friends to Dedicate!
[x] Self Survey on Teachers!
[x] Run 3 rounds around the park!
[x] Appease Myself!
[x] Sleep for at least 8 hours!
Friday
[x] 6 targets to fulfil.
[x] Reality Checks.
[x] Find out 1 new song!
[x] Run 3 rounds around the park!
[x] Revision on English and Maths!
[x] Sms Her!
[x] Blogging!
[x] Memorised at least 5 songs for Choir!
[x] Start Writing about the dedications!
[x] Sleep for at least 8 hours!
Saturday
[x] Think about 6 possible Things!
[x] Touch-up on Work in Holidays!
[x] Final Self Revision!
[x] Preparing for Mid Year Exams!
[x] Swimming with effort!
[x] Running 1 round around the park!
[x] Prepare for school life!
[x] Sleep for at least 9 hours!
Sunday
[x] Wake up early to do morning jog!
[x] Sms her!
[x] Discover 2 new songs!
[x] Think positive events!
[x] Regain Confidence!
[x] Freedom! =D
Well, Thats for the goals! AND MY PLAYLIST DIED! GRR! I cant play any songs in Mixpod now! Hmm, will try to find ways. And ITS OVER!
Bye!
the Goals
March Holidays
Mondays
[x] Think of 6 impossible things.
[x] Pass the Swimming Test.
[x] Revise Test Papers!
[] Run for at least 2 rounds around the park!
[x] Able to sleep for at least 8 hours.
[x] Check more on Ashley Tisdale.
[x] To find out one new song! =D
Tuesdays
[x] Think of 6 impossible things.
[x] Run 2 rounds at the park.
[x] Literature Quotes!
[x] Chinese Revision on Words!
[x] Check more on Carrie Underwood!
[x] Prepare playlist for blog!
[x] Maths and Science Homework!
[x] Play Computer!
[x] Blogging!
[x] Find out 1 new song!
[x] Sleep for at least 8 hours.
Wednesday
[x] Think of 6 impossible things.
[x] Target Settings for CT2!
[x] Sms Her.
[x] English and Chinese Homework!
[x] Maths Algebra!
[x] Run 2 rounds around the park!
[x] Billboard Charts =D!
[x] Find out 1 new song!
[x] Make a wish before sleeping!
[x] Sleep for at least 8 hours.
Thursday
[x] Fulfilling the Impossible Stuffs!
[x] Mindmaps!
[x] Play! =D
[x] Sms her.
[x] Humanities Homework!
[x] Start Revision on Chemistry!
[x] Find out 1 new song =D
[x] 10 Friends to Dedicate!
[x] Self Survey on Teachers!
[x] Run 3 rounds around the park!
[x] Appease Myself!
[x] Sleep for at least 8 hours!
Friday
[x] 6 targets to fulfil.
[x] Reality Checks.
[x] Find out 1 new song!
[x] Run 3 rounds around the park!
[x] Revision on English and Maths!
[x] Sms Her!
[x] Blogging!
[x] Memorised at least 5 songs for Choir!
[x] Start Writing about the dedications!
[x] Sleep for at least 8 hours!
Saturday
[x] Think about 6 possible Things!
[x] Touch-up on Work in Holidays!
[x] Final Self Revision!
[x] Preparing for Mid Year Exams!
[x] Swimming with effort!
[x] Running 1 round around the park!
[x] Prepare for school life!
[x] Sleep for at least 9 hours!
Sunday
[x] Wake up early to do morning jog!
[x] Sms her!
[x] Discover 2 new songs!
[x] Think positive events!
[x] Regain Confidence!
[x] Freedom! =D
Well, Thats for the goals! AND MY PLAYLIST DIED! GRR! I cant play any songs in Mixpod now! Hmm, will try to find ways. And ITS OVER!
Bye!
Monday, March 22, 2010
Hello Everyone! Its been long since I last posted isnt it!
So lets start with Saturday :
- Play. Homeworking! Study! Swimming :
-> Heres what happened :
- Swam 100m = 2min32s which is my record =D
- Swam 500m free Style - 13min which beat my record =D
- 100m Freestyle - 2min28s. Woots! That totally broke my record!
Well, the rest of the time is just normal stuff, like freestyle and etc.!
Now lets go on with Saturday :
- Played comp.
- Signed Report Books
- Pack Bags!
- Went out for some Bak Kut Teh!
- Played even more!
- Went to Balestier Road to eat delicacies!
- Chicken Rice =X!
- OMG IM NEVER GONNA GO BACK THERE! ITS SO DISGUSTING!
- Then fetched Daddy and Brother home.
- Went Taka to buy stationary and SHOP =O!
- Spent like $350 ++.
- Walked home with a happy face with Strawberry Juice with Banana ( Orange Julius ) and Prata with Sausage ( GOGO ).
- Happy Face =D!
- Tidied Pencil Case!
- And off to sleep!
This is the declaration of the end of the holidays =*( Even if i hoped for more!
Proceed on with Today :
- School totally rocked! Started the day with 2 free periods!
- Maths : Went through homework and collected people's homework.
- Recess : GAH! Need change pants.. But mine was dirty =(. So need to wear that and ate nothing.
- Chinese : Called home to deliver another pants. Went through one topic, and got our compo back!
- English : Talked about Streaming Stuffs and needed to do a homework : And that is a magazine reports on delicacies in a Foreign country! =X.
- Science : Looks Like Mr Low is back from his LONG-TERM MC! And that Mr Tang is teaching us the last time for the year =(! Did Atomic Structure!
- History : FREE PERIOD!
- Library Talk : Wow, it was a drama! You know JOLENE ZHANG QIAN HUI TOTALLY SABOTAGED ME INTO THAT DRAMA! Yeah, but people say I was okay. And I was Shawn, a handicapped boy whose body is destroyed, and could not control emotions and muscles. I cried while acting. Im good rights? ^^.
- Choir : Oh gosh. It was like living hell. Wrong notes, havent memorise! AND SPLENDID IS NO LONGER SPLENDID ANYMORES! =(. Must BUCK UP! And theres an assembly performance. We always ruin it!
- Home : Did homework and stuff and now blogging =X.
~ I hate you. To think that I trusted in you, and wanted to help you. But you dont want it. I shall end this once and for all. Good Luck, and I hope Councillor would lead you well..~
Tagg Replies :
Rebecca.P : Oh lols! But it was nice to meet you! ^^.
Cherie : Cherie just lost her sanity =X. Shes now uncivillised!
Rebecca : Lols! HAHS! AND THANKS!
Cherie : OMG THATS CHEATING! GRR!~~~
Thats all guys, and I think im changing the playlist soon! And once i do it, I will finalise my goals in March Holidays then remove it and post it in a post!
Good Bye!
So lets start with Saturday :
- Play. Homeworking! Study! Swimming :
-> Heres what happened :
- Swam 100m = 2min32s which is my record =D
- Swam 500m free Style - 13min which beat my record =D
- 100m Freestyle - 2min28s. Woots! That totally broke my record!
Well, the rest of the time is just normal stuff, like freestyle and etc.!
Now lets go on with Saturday :
- Played comp.
- Signed Report Books
- Pack Bags!
- Went out for some Bak Kut Teh!
- Played even more!
- Went to Balestier Road to eat delicacies!
- Chicken Rice =X!
- OMG IM NEVER GONNA GO BACK THERE! ITS SO DISGUSTING!
- Then fetched Daddy and Brother home.
- Went Taka to buy stationary and SHOP =O!
- Spent like $350 ++.
- Walked home with a happy face with Strawberry Juice with Banana ( Orange Julius ) and Prata with Sausage ( GOGO ).
- Happy Face =D!
- Tidied Pencil Case!
- And off to sleep!
This is the declaration of the end of the holidays =*( Even if i hoped for more!
Proceed on with Today :
- School totally rocked! Started the day with 2 free periods!
- Maths : Went through homework and collected people's homework.
- Recess : GAH! Need change pants.. But mine was dirty =(. So need to wear that and ate nothing.
- Chinese : Called home to deliver another pants. Went through one topic, and got our compo back!
- English : Talked about Streaming Stuffs and needed to do a homework : And that is a magazine reports on delicacies in a Foreign country! =X.
- Science : Looks Like Mr Low is back from his LONG-TERM MC! And that Mr Tang is teaching us the last time for the year =(! Did Atomic Structure!
- History : FREE PERIOD!
- Library Talk : Wow, it was a drama! You know JOLENE ZHANG QIAN HUI TOTALLY SABOTAGED ME INTO THAT DRAMA! Yeah, but people say I was okay. And I was Shawn, a handicapped boy whose body is destroyed, and could not control emotions and muscles. I cried while acting. Im good rights? ^^.
- Choir : Oh gosh. It was like living hell. Wrong notes, havent memorise! AND SPLENDID IS NO LONGER SPLENDID ANYMORES! =(. Must BUCK UP! And theres an assembly performance. We always ruin it!
- Home : Did homework and stuff and now blogging =X.
~ I hate you. To think that I trusted in you, and wanted to help you. But you dont want it. I shall end this once and for all. Good Luck, and I hope Councillor would lead you well..~
Tagg Replies :
Rebecca.P : Oh lols! But it was nice to meet you! ^^.
Cherie : Cherie just lost her sanity =X. Shes now uncivillised!
Rebecca : Lols! HAHS! AND THANKS!
Cherie : OMG THATS CHEATING! GRR!~~~
Thats all guys, and I think im changing the playlist soon! And once i do it, I will finalise my goals in March Holidays then remove it and post it in a post!
Good Bye!
Friday, March 19, 2010
Hello! Here is my well promised long post!
Hmm, havent been studying much lately. Will catch up tomorrow. But no worries, my dedications are ready =D! Soo.. Many people tagged huh =P?
Here's something to start the post :
I hate her crooked teeth. I hate her 1960s haircut. I hate her knobby knees. I hate her cockroach-shaped splotch on her neck. I hate the way she smacks her lips before she talks. I hate the way she sounds when she laughs.
Taken from : 500 days of Summer.
Theres nothing much to post now in the holidays! All I know is that Ive been playing and doing homework! But.. The holidays seem to travel faster than I thought! =O. But anyways, tomorrow is the day that I will finish them! =D.
Speaking of Which, Ke$ha sang Blah Blah Blah in American Idol! It totally rocked!
So sad =(, I need to memorise all the choir scores before Monday's rehearsal! But the good thing is that, I can skip history =D! Isnt that a good thing?? Anyways, Im leaving at 12.50 for lunch! Its gonna be a full concert, but not a full-dress concert. I must do well in order to get good results for CCA POINTS! Must do well!
Hmm, Speaking of which, the time of me being someone in choir is coming soon, but its coming, not yet!
Oh yeah, I hate you. I hate your stupid GC and etc. Go play your fucked up game somewhere else!
Tagg Replies :
- Esther : Lols! My post are weird because I have nothing much to post during the holidays =X
- Johnson : Thanks! Omg, I thought my this playlist is gonna be a disaster =C.
- Rebecca : Thanks! Same thing as Johnson!
- Javier : Thank you!
- Cherie : Tagged Already! We're gonna make this a game =P.
Oh gosh, I screwed up the order! And Im gonna put tagg replies in the blog! So if i dont answer, means I havent post yeT! Do continue to tagg! =D
Signing Off,
~ Halo ~
Hmm, havent been studying much lately. Will catch up tomorrow. But no worries, my dedications are ready =D! Soo.. Many people tagged huh =P?
Here's something to start the post :
I hate her crooked teeth. I hate her 1960s haircut. I hate her knobby knees. I hate her cockroach-shaped splotch on her neck. I hate the way she smacks her lips before she talks. I hate the way she sounds when she laughs.
Taken from : 500 days of Summer.
Theres nothing much to post now in the holidays! All I know is that Ive been playing and doing homework! But.. The holidays seem to travel faster than I thought! =O. But anyways, tomorrow is the day that I will finish them! =D.
Speaking of Which, Ke$ha sang Blah Blah Blah in American Idol! It totally rocked!
So sad =(, I need to memorise all the choir scores before Monday's rehearsal! But the good thing is that, I can skip history =D! Isnt that a good thing?? Anyways, Im leaving at 12.50 for lunch! Its gonna be a full concert, but not a full-dress concert. I must do well in order to get good results for CCA POINTS! Must do well!
Hmm, Speaking of which, the time of me being someone in choir is coming soon, but its coming, not yet!
Oh yeah, I hate you. I hate your stupid GC and etc. Go play your fucked up game somewhere else!
Tagg Replies :
- Esther : Lols! My post are weird because I have nothing much to post during the holidays =X
- Johnson : Thanks! Omg, I thought my this playlist is gonna be a disaster =C.
- Rebecca : Thanks! Same thing as Johnson!
- Javier : Thank you!
- Cherie : Tagged Already! We're gonna make this a game =P.
Oh gosh, I screwed up the order! And Im gonna put tagg replies in the blog! So if i dont answer, means I havent post yeT! Do continue to tagg! =D
Signing Off,
~ Halo ~
Thursday, March 18, 2010
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
My Gosh. Feeling so sad now.
Thought that things would change. It came through. And it changed for the worst. Its time to return to the old me. You're gone already. I cant bear to say " So Be It ". Nothing to say. Totally Speechless. I didnt want to continue that conversation, but I had to get my facts right.
I cant even bear to sing " I Got You ". I cant be social anymore, gotta be emotional. I seemed to get everything wrong. This year seemed chaotic.
Choir = Cant handle well for time.
Friends = Lots of problems
Results = Even worse.
I wouldnt know what to do now. This holiday is given to me to reflect. Even though I completed my goals for today, but it wasnt a holiday for me anyways.
I think I would post the lyrics of " Holiday " by Hilary Duff here to express my emotions.
I remember summers, you & me lasting forever
Holidays come & we'd never, never ever be apart
I remember spending, all of my time, every minute
The two of us we had our own rhythm, intune with the beat of my heart
Now in the summer (I miss you)
& in the winter (I miss you)
It don't matter (what I do)
Since you went away, since you went away
Now in the summer (I miss you)
& in the winter (I miss you)
It don't matter what I do
It don't matter what I say
You left it
You took a holiday from us
Took a trip & left your love
If your heart went down forever
You should have told me where it was
You took a holiday from me
I guess you needed to be free
Would have loved you with no measure
& now you got me asking
Where (where did you go huh?, where did you go huh?)
Where (where did you go huh?, where did you go huh?) did you go?
(where did you go huh?) Where did my heart go?
You took a holiday
Where (where did you go huh?, where did you go huh?)
Where (where did you go huh?, where did you go huh?) did you go?
Why did you leave?
This ain't no holiday for me
Walkin', watching you leave there's no talking
Back on my own it's so shocking, guess forever was just a dream
I think we could have made it, but our history now is fading
My image of the future is changing & baby damn that thing called destiny, got the best of me
Now in the summer (I miss you)
& in the winter (I miss you)
It don't matter what I do
It don't matter what I say
You left it
You took a holiday from us
Took a trip & left your love
If your heart went down forever
You should have told me where it was
You took a holiday from me
I guess you needed to be free
Would have loved you with no measure
& now you got me asking
Where (where did you go huh?, where did you go huh?)
Where (where did you go huh?, where did you go huh?) did you go?
(where did you go huh?) Where did my heart go?
You took a holiday
Where (where did you go huh?, where did you go huh?)
Where (where did you go huh?, where did you go huh?) did you go?
Why did you leave?
This ain't no holiday for me
If I could take a step back, make it turn out different
I would hide those bags, and Id tear that ticket
Never thought you and me would be done in a minute
Now Im making new plans and youre just not in it
If I could take a step back, make it turn out different
I would hide those bags, and Id tear that ticket
Never thought you and me would be done in a minute
Now Im making new plans and youre just not in it
(Where did you go?)
You took a Holiday from us
Took a trip and left your love
If your heart went down forever
Shouldve told me where it was
You took a Holiday from me
I guess you needed to be free
Would have loved you with no measure
And now you got me asking
Where did you go? (Where?) Where did you go? (Where?)
Where did you go? (Where?) Where did you go? (Where?)
Where did you go? (Where?) Where did my heart go?
You take a Holiday
Where did you go? (Where?) Where did you go? (Where?)
Where did you go? (Where?) Where did you go? (Where?)
Where did you go? (Where?) Why do you live?
This aint a Holiday for me
I should have known. I shouldnt be staying here. Its over. The feelings are gone. Cant bear to say it anymore.
I was so stupid. So foolish. Now Im full of regrets, but I know i must cling on, no matter what passes us by.
Maybe to make us bond together, I should start watching anime? Maybe not. I remember I made that vow. I wouldnt watch anymore anime anymore. It just happened. Its all over.
Its Already Gone.
Wanna put another lyrics here : Entitled Already Gone. ( They are all in my playlist )
Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even with our fists held high
It never would've worked out right
We were never meant for do or die
I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hold you
Now I can't stop
I want you to know that it doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone
Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another that doesn't always make you want to cry
Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so I love you enough to let you go
I want you to know that it doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone
I'm already gone
Already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone
Already gone
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone
Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
I want you to know that it doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone.
I think we really were meant to say goodbye. We werent meant to be. Gosh.. Im in a serious confusion now. I think someone's gotta go. I want you to move on. Good Luck for you =D. Hope you manage to find the right one. But I do hope that we will be good friends.
Thought that things would change. It came through. And it changed for the worst. Its time to return to the old me. You're gone already. I cant bear to say " So Be It ". Nothing to say. Totally Speechless. I didnt want to continue that conversation, but I had to get my facts right.
I cant even bear to sing " I Got You ". I cant be social anymore, gotta be emotional. I seemed to get everything wrong. This year seemed chaotic.
Choir = Cant handle well for time.
Friends = Lots of problems
Results = Even worse.
I wouldnt know what to do now. This holiday is given to me to reflect. Even though I completed my goals for today, but it wasnt a holiday for me anyways.
I think I would post the lyrics of " Holiday " by Hilary Duff here to express my emotions.
I remember summers, you & me lasting forever
Holidays come & we'd never, never ever be apart
I remember spending, all of my time, every minute
The two of us we had our own rhythm, intune with the beat of my heart
Now in the summer (I miss you)
& in the winter (I miss you)
It don't matter (what I do)
Since you went away, since you went away
Now in the summer (I miss you)
& in the winter (I miss you)
It don't matter what I do
It don't matter what I say
You left it
You took a holiday from us
Took a trip & left your love
If your heart went down forever
You should have told me where it was
You took a holiday from me
I guess you needed to be free
Would have loved you with no measure
& now you got me asking
Where (where did you go huh?, where did you go huh?)
Where (where did you go huh?, where did you go huh?) did you go?
(where did you go huh?) Where did my heart go?
You took a holiday
Where (where did you go huh?, where did you go huh?)
Where (where did you go huh?, where did you go huh?) did you go?
Why did you leave?
This ain't no holiday for me
Walkin', watching you leave there's no talking
Back on my own it's so shocking, guess forever was just a dream
I think we could have made it, but our history now is fading
My image of the future is changing & baby damn that thing called destiny, got the best of me
Now in the summer (I miss you)
& in the winter (I miss you)
It don't matter what I do
It don't matter what I say
You left it
You took a holiday from us
Took a trip & left your love
If your heart went down forever
You should have told me where it was
You took a holiday from me
I guess you needed to be free
Would have loved you with no measure
& now you got me asking
Where (where did you go huh?, where did you go huh?)
Where (where did you go huh?, where did you go huh?) did you go?
(where did you go huh?) Where did my heart go?
You took a holiday
Where (where did you go huh?, where did you go huh?)
Where (where did you go huh?, where did you go huh?) did you go?
Why did you leave?
This ain't no holiday for me
If I could take a step back, make it turn out different
I would hide those bags, and Id tear that ticket
Never thought you and me would be done in a minute
Now Im making new plans and youre just not in it
If I could take a step back, make it turn out different
I would hide those bags, and Id tear that ticket
Never thought you and me would be done in a minute
Now Im making new plans and youre just not in it
(Where did you go?)
You took a Holiday from us
Took a trip and left your love
If your heart went down forever
Shouldve told me where it was
You took a Holiday from me
I guess you needed to be free
Would have loved you with no measure
And now you got me asking
Where did you go? (Where?) Where did you go? (Where?)
Where did you go? (Where?) Where did you go? (Where?)
Where did you go? (Where?) Where did my heart go?
You take a Holiday
Where did you go? (Where?) Where did you go? (Where?)
Where did you go? (Where?) Where did you go? (Where?)
Where did you go? (Where?) Why do you live?
This aint a Holiday for me
I should have known. I shouldnt be staying here. Its over. The feelings are gone. Cant bear to say it anymore.
I was so stupid. So foolish. Now Im full of regrets, but I know i must cling on, no matter what passes us by.
Maybe to make us bond together, I should start watching anime? Maybe not. I remember I made that vow. I wouldnt watch anymore anime anymore. It just happened. Its all over.
Its Already Gone.
Wanna put another lyrics here : Entitled Already Gone. ( They are all in my playlist )
Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even with our fists held high
It never would've worked out right
We were never meant for do or die
I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hold you
Now I can't stop
I want you to know that it doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone
Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another that doesn't always make you want to cry
Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so I love you enough to let you go
I want you to know that it doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone
I'm already gone
Already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone
Already gone
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone
Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
I want you to know that it doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone.
I think we really were meant to say goodbye. We werent meant to be. Gosh.. Im in a serious confusion now. I think someone's gotta go. I want you to move on. Good Luck for you =D. Hope you manage to find the right one. But I do hope that we will be good friends.
Monday, March 15, 2010
I don't want us to be the enemy. But this love is taking all of my energy.
Hello! Its now officially stated that ME has PASSED A GOLD TEST FOR SWIMMING =D! Yups, thats a cross in my wishlist later~..
Heres what happened :
- Skipped choir camp because of this -,-
- The other were idiots -,-. They go YAY can we take a picture?
- Timing : 2min39s for 100m!! And my arms were having cramps =(.
- 4 people failed. Tester was a kinded old man, so he did retest.
- 2 out of 4 passed the retest =D.
- Go to middle of pool
- Strate jump. OMG! It was a complete failure. No words can explain it! Your head was not supposed to sink into the water! And only my hair was seen above it. So considered pass =D
- Did drownproofing. OMG, my swimming instructor never teach me that for like... 2 years? So i did my typical mushroom! But i had no breath =O. Gasped for air and did the dead man laying in the water technique. PASSED =D
- Trackwater. Simple as pie.
- 1 km Back, Side and Freestyle/Frog-Style. Timing was 28 min! WOOTS! New high score =D! Well, its 6 back, 6 side and 8 Free-style/ Frog-Style.
- Yups =D! Then did surface dive.. Omg. It was a okay thingy. So... I passed! YAY!
Well, even though i passed, i felt that I could still do better for my 100m! =(. My frog-style completely let me down. If i didnt swim freestyle for the last 50m, I would be doomed! But still, 2min39s is not bad for me! =D
The end.
Now for the 6 impossible things that i could think of today :
1 ) A1 for English
2 ) Not to scold people unacceptable for one week
3 ) To not be left out alone in games =(
4 ) To finish my homeworks in just 2 days.
5 ) To be Happy in the whole March Holidays
6 ) To be able to make new friends over the holidays =(.
Yups, some are sooo sad!
Tomorrow got about 6 hours of choir? OMG! I cant last that long and i havent even Touched my homework! Gonna do maths and English tomorrow!
Blah blah blah. Woots i <3 that song.
Well, BYE!
I cant breathe first the chemistry.
Maiev Shadowsong.
Oh yeah, and if you are reading this, I just wanna say I still <3 you even though i had another crush for that 3 days. Im sorry for what I've done. Please Forgive me.
Hello! Its now officially stated that ME has PASSED A GOLD TEST FOR SWIMMING =D! Yups, thats a cross in my wishlist later~..
Heres what happened :
- Skipped choir camp because of this -,-
- The other were idiots -,-. They go YAY can we take a picture?
- Timing : 2min39s for 100m!! And my arms were having cramps =(.
- 4 people failed. Tester was a kinded old man, so he did retest.
- 2 out of 4 passed the retest =D.
- Go to middle of pool
- Strate jump. OMG! It was a complete failure. No words can explain it! Your head was not supposed to sink into the water! And only my hair was seen above it. So considered pass =D
- Did drownproofing. OMG, my swimming instructor never teach me that for like... 2 years? So i did my typical mushroom! But i had no breath =O. Gasped for air and did the dead man laying in the water technique. PASSED =D
- Trackwater. Simple as pie.
- 1 km Back, Side and Freestyle/Frog-Style. Timing was 28 min! WOOTS! New high score =D! Well, its 6 back, 6 side and 8 Free-style/ Frog-Style.
- Yups =D! Then did surface dive.. Omg. It was a okay thingy. So... I passed! YAY!
Well, even though i passed, i felt that I could still do better for my 100m! =(. My frog-style completely let me down. If i didnt swim freestyle for the last 50m, I would be doomed! But still, 2min39s is not bad for me! =D
The end.
Now for the 6 impossible things that i could think of today :
1 ) A1 for English
2 ) Not to scold people unacceptable for one week
3 ) To not be left out alone in games =(
4 ) To finish my homeworks in just 2 days.
5 ) To be Happy in the whole March Holidays
6 ) To be able to make new friends over the holidays =(.
Yups, some are sooo sad!
Tomorrow got about 6 hours of choir? OMG! I cant last that long and i havent even Touched my homework! Gonna do maths and English tomorrow!
Blah blah blah. Woots i <3 that song.
Well, BYE!
I cant breathe first the chemistry.
Maiev Shadowsong.
Oh yeah, and if you are reading this, I just wanna say I still <3 you even though i had another crush for that 3 days. Im sorry for what I've done. Please Forgive me.
Sunday, March 14, 2010
Omg!
Now checking the movies for the holidays =D. But most of them are all chinese! GRRR!
I want my :
- Western Movies BACK!
- LoL BACK!
- Wishlist to be fulfilled!
GRR! Anyways, the playlist is kinda long. I just realised. So dont ask me for the songs as i dont remember all of them =P.
Oh yeah, its been long since i had a PROPER post. So i would do that soon.
Now checking the movies for the holidays =D. But most of them are all chinese! GRRR!
I want my :
- Western Movies BACK!
- LoL BACK!
- Wishlist to be fulfilled!
GRR! Anyways, the playlist is kinda long. I just realised. So dont ask me for the songs as i dont remember all of them =P.
Oh yeah, its been long since i had a PROPER post. So i would do that soon.
Friday, March 12, 2010
Drained.
Even though I came back from the camp, i felt that i had made better friendships =).
Anyawys, I wanna thank you for being with me throughout the whole camp, and giving me advice and jokes on many things. I didnt know you good enough last year, but this camp certainly brought us together ( dont think sick ). I wanna thank you for following me throughout the whole camp too! We did a lot of work together , like asking people to clean their stuffs properly. Too bad i had to go home early =(.
Nevermind, since we are better friends now, we should talk to one another more frequently even though streaming brought us apart. We would share our worries together, and would be comfort pillows for one another. Thats what good friends do right?
I also want to devote Miss Tan Chye I for talking to me when waiting for my parents. Thank you for accepting my advice and for asking me about the teachers and stuff. Even though it was short, it was worth the while =D.
Even though I came back from the camp, i felt that i had made better friendships =).
Anyawys, I wanna thank you for being with me throughout the whole camp, and giving me advice and jokes on many things. I didnt know you good enough last year, but this camp certainly brought us together ( dont think sick ). I wanna thank you for following me throughout the whole camp too! We did a lot of work together , like asking people to clean their stuffs properly. Too bad i had to go home early =(.
Nevermind, since we are better friends now, we should talk to one another more frequently even though streaming brought us apart. We would share our worries together, and would be comfort pillows for one another. Thats what good friends do right?
I also want to devote Miss Tan Chye I for talking to me when waiting for my parents. Thank you for accepting my advice and for asking me about the teachers and stuff. Even though it was short, it was worth the while =D.
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
I made up my mind. I should not stay there anymore. No matter on how hard the decision is, I must respect it as it is mine. Trying not to break it, maybe i just had to _______.
Woots. Now the storm has just passed by and the Sunshine is BACK! =D!
Anyways, Tomorrow got choir :X! Cant memorise the freaking Jap Song! OMG! You know its like i mumbled my way through? Gonna tell Gretel i memorised the first part! =D!
Hmm, thinking of it, The holidays are COMING!
More goals are set. Well, they are in the blog! I will update them!
( By x-ing them, means i completed it. By striking them, means it has not been fulfilled =d! )
OMG! I must really thank lots of people on helping pass through this barrier =D.
Remember,
FAITHFUL NEIGHBOURS FTW!
Love,
Maiev Shadowsong.
Woots. Now the storm has just passed by and the Sunshine is BACK! =D!
Anyways, Tomorrow got choir :X! Cant memorise the freaking Jap Song! OMG! You know its like i mumbled my way through? Gonna tell Gretel i memorised the first part! =D!
Hmm, thinking of it, The holidays are COMING!
More goals are set. Well, they are in the blog! I will update them!
( By x-ing them, means i completed it. By striking them, means it has not been fulfilled =d! )
OMG! I must really thank lots of people on helping pass through this barrier =D.
Remember,
FAITHFUL NEIGHBOURS FTW!
Love,
Maiev Shadowsong.
Monday, March 8, 2010
I cant do anything.
The world is crashing at my feet. I wouldnt say that its a good thing. I am hopeless. Was fearless, and now so emotional. Nothing to say, nothing that i could do would have this decision changed. I'm useless. Perfectly unusable. I can be dispensed within like 20 seconds?
Just have to go through this, but i doubt so.
The world is crashing at my feet. I wouldnt say that its a good thing. I am hopeless. Was fearless, and now so emotional. Nothing to say, nothing that i could do would have this decision changed. I'm useless. Perfectly unusable. I can be dispensed within like 20 seconds?
Just have to go through this, but i doubt so.
Hopeless me.
I cant forgive myself. Should I start the conversation? 5 days past. But its ok.
Nothing cheers me up. And its a monday, the start of a week. It means that something bad is gonna happen soon.
I seem forgetful. Gonna lose weight and do some maths stuff. I need to do it!
Even with those will, hope is all lost, whats that point?
Im no longer me. I feel like a bitch.
I cant forgive myself. Should I start the conversation? 5 days past. But its ok.
Nothing cheers me up. And its a monday, the start of a week. It means that something bad is gonna happen soon.
I seem forgetful. Gonna lose weight and do some maths stuff. I need to do it!
Even with those will, hope is all lost, whats that point?
Im no longer me. I feel like a bitch.
Sunday, March 7, 2010
Name Prediction xD!
You Are Powerful and Determined
You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.
You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.
You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!
You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.
You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.
You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.
You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.
A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.
You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.
You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.
And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.
You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.
You look at those characteristics, i dont think i can be me anymore. I have changed. =(. Been forgetful and not happy. Not strong as I can break down any moment from now. Luck is also not in my way :X. My ideas sux. True that im a chameleon, but i want to stay at one spot, not at the other. Maybe i should change once again? That was then, this is now. I am no longer open, I cant communicate with people easily. True that im confident and etc, but im like Dally. My breaking point has been exposed. I cant do anything now.
~Breaking Down Now~
You Are Powerful and Determined
You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.
You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.
You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!
You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.
You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.
You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.
You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.
A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.
You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.
You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.
And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.
You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.
You look at those characteristics, i dont think i can be me anymore. I have changed. =(. Been forgetful and not happy. Not strong as I can break down any moment from now. Luck is also not in my way :X. My ideas sux. True that im a chameleon, but i want to stay at one spot, not at the other. Maybe i should change once again? That was then, this is now. I am no longer open, I cant communicate with people easily. True that im confident and etc, but im like Dally. My breaking point has been exposed. I cant do anything now.
~Breaking Down Now~
Saturday, March 6, 2010
It only slips when you realised that it has been gone.
Its time to face it everybody. Things always dont go your way.
Just because you can react fast, doesnt mean that everyone else can.
Just because you can cover up stuff with lies, doesnt mean that i cant.
Just because you have no guts to tell the truth, doesnt mean im a coward.
Shut up you bitch! Stop calling me that!
Ahh.. Been busy with sleeping that i forgot about lovely homework =(. Maybe its meant to be forgotten? Maybe i cant get on with it. People say be positive, but when bad things come, 2 times impact come to them. If im negative, if bad results come, i can at least anticipate the future. You care for me, but dont worry about me. Im here now because of me. Remember giving away me is not goodbye, i hope tears of joy are in your life. I cant sing many songs now, not because i cant sing the notes, but because i dont have the feeling of the songs in me anymore. Keep Holding On by Avril Lavigne has been gone away from me since this year, and i cant bear myself to sing this song. I cant do it.
You have your obstacles, and you take time to overcome it. But I can see that you are stuck with one, and it saddens me as I cannot do anything to help you. My world has changed, I hate it. But if your world changes, you will love it forever. Maybe you can just stick with them, dont worry about me. Its just a *****, nothing more. Maybe its fading away, or im losing grip with you. I dont know the answer.
The feel is not there, as I hoped that it would stay.
~Faded Happiness~
Its time to face it everybody. Things always dont go your way.
Just because you can react fast, doesnt mean that everyone else can.
Just because you can cover up stuff with lies, doesnt mean that i cant.
Just because you have no guts to tell the truth, doesnt mean im a coward.
Shut up you bitch! Stop calling me that!
Ahh.. Been busy with sleeping that i forgot about lovely homework =(. Maybe its meant to be forgotten? Maybe i cant get on with it. People say be positive, but when bad things come, 2 times impact come to them. If im negative, if bad results come, i can at least anticipate the future. You care for me, but dont worry about me. Im here now because of me. Remember giving away me is not goodbye, i hope tears of joy are in your life. I cant sing many songs now, not because i cant sing the notes, but because i dont have the feeling of the songs in me anymore. Keep Holding On by Avril Lavigne has been gone away from me since this year, and i cant bear myself to sing this song. I cant do it.
You have your obstacles, and you take time to overcome it. But I can see that you are stuck with one, and it saddens me as I cannot do anything to help you. My world has changed, I hate it. But if your world changes, you will love it forever. Maybe you can just stick with them, dont worry about me. Its just a *****, nothing more. Maybe its fading away, or im losing grip with you. I dont know the answer.
The feel is not there, as I hoped that it would stay.
~Faded Happiness~
Forgive, sounds good.
I changed this blogskin and a new playlist.
Just crumbling into pain, no time to figure it out.
I know you wouldnt meet me there, and this love would not last.
But why Im still thinking of you?
Its just something that is inevitable.
It turned my whole world around.
Just emotional, nothing else.
No Happy Endings, Just a Sad Story.
I changed this blogskin and a new playlist.
Just crumbling into pain, no time to figure it out.
I know you wouldnt meet me there, and this love would not last.
But why Im still thinking of you?
Its just something that is inevitable.
It turned my whole world around.
Just emotional, nothing else.
No Happy Endings, Just a Sad Story.
Thursday, March 4, 2010
Just be good to me.. Be good to me.
Firstly, i would like to start this post with a song :
Barriers by David Archuleta.
Well , that song is very meaningful for me this year. Too many tears, too many lies. This year, everything just keep falling down. And that incident has just happened, i dont think i could trust this class anymore, i cant even trust what am i hearing. Just me, and nothing else. People say that I needed to help him, but is it even possible?
So what if it hurts me? So what if i breakdown?
Just realised that i shouldnt be doing that. Maybe i should be respecting her. But who knows? Its our final goodbye. Its just 1 year. I would be able to survive. Just hoping that the class would have some bonding, the school seperated us all. Now people talk to their classes from last year more often. And with the given situation, i cant even concentrate in class. I need her. I need her to guide me through my life. Even though it may seem so stupid or is that i am mentally strong, nobody in this school saw me breakdown before. Tried to control myself, and now im losing it. Nothing is left in me. Just plain sorrow. If it wouldnt be the teachers, i would already fall to my knees this year. Just couldnt stand it.
Learning purposes, but the truth is, what is the purpose in life? I doubt that she would meet me there. This is already starting to become a detour. I have no mood to care for others, or even participate in singing. Just me, stuck at home and doing nothing. So what if i had sailed the seven seas? It still doesnt make a difference. The school had just want to spoil the fun, spoil almost everything. And for that incident, i am speechless. I got you no more.
No place to crash ;
Cant get on as before.
Btw, maybe i should change my blogskin. Maybe something nicer. I dont bother linking the class blog anymore. I would do the other links later.
Not only that, you called me a loser. Of all people, why would you call me that? Just because you won me in history test for just a couple of marks, doesnt mean that you are able to call me those words. Youre now nothing to me. Just a presence in the air. Dont bother calling me, as i wont reply a single word.
You can say all your blah blah blah, but i just dont care who you are.
Firstly, i would like to start this post with a song :
Barriers by David Archuleta.
Well , that song is very meaningful for me this year. Too many tears, too many lies. This year, everything just keep falling down. And that incident has just happened, i dont think i could trust this class anymore, i cant even trust what am i hearing. Just me, and nothing else. People say that I needed to help him, but is it even possible?
So what if it hurts me? So what if i breakdown?
Just realised that i shouldnt be doing that. Maybe i should be respecting her. But who knows? Its our final goodbye. Its just 1 year. I would be able to survive. Just hoping that the class would have some bonding, the school seperated us all. Now people talk to their classes from last year more often. And with the given situation, i cant even concentrate in class. I need her. I need her to guide me through my life. Even though it may seem so stupid or is that i am mentally strong, nobody in this school saw me breakdown before. Tried to control myself, and now im losing it. Nothing is left in me. Just plain sorrow. If it wouldnt be the teachers, i would already fall to my knees this year. Just couldnt stand it.
Learning purposes, but the truth is, what is the purpose in life? I doubt that she would meet me there. This is already starting to become a detour. I have no mood to care for others, or even participate in singing. Just me, stuck at home and doing nothing. So what if i had sailed the seven seas? It still doesnt make a difference. The school had just want to spoil the fun, spoil almost everything. And for that incident, i am speechless. I got you no more.
No place to crash ;
Cant get on as before.
Btw, maybe i should change my blogskin. Maybe something nicer. I dont bother linking the class blog anymore. I would do the other links later.
Not only that, you called me a loser. Of all people, why would you call me that? Just because you won me in history test for just a couple of marks, doesnt mean that you are able to call me those words. Youre now nothing to me. Just a presence in the air. Dont bother calling me, as i wont reply a single word.
You can say all your blah blah blah, but i just dont care who you are.
Tuesday, March 2, 2010
Just be good to me.. Be good to me.
I remember last year, when something bad happened to Charlotte. And now the song i recommended to her to cheer her up just keeps stirring up in my mind. Just keep holding on. But i doubt i would be able to make it through. I cant stay strong. 4 days, no replies. Common Test results for Maths are out. Flunk it again. It all just disappears. When the doors close, it feels like the end. I made myself a promise, the starting of march = more concentration. Its time to talk less, and do more work.
Many stuff have been occuring around the school lately. Maybe things had changed the way they used to be. No other way when it comes to the truth. Change, for the good or for the worse? That is the most common question that i ask myself now. For this class, the spirit is actually very low. Why did the principal had to seperate us? What good will we have? Nothing right. Too many things in my mind that i cant concentrate on my work. Especially chinese. I will say that the Chinese teacher sucks, but its all our responsibility. Look at the Letter Writing I did today. It was such a failure. I need to look back on these stuff. If i cant do informal, maybe i would be able to do formal. But who knows? The truth is inevitable. I cant hide from it.
I dont think that i would be saved. Maybe i would just crumble and fall one day. Mentally breakdown totally. Its like, Im alone. Maybe i should be more quiet, less social. Yes, i think that is the way. No point sociallizing when it gets worse.
For the new councillors :
- Congrats.
- Dont bother me befriending or respecting you.
Bye.
I remember last year, when something bad happened to Charlotte. And now the song i recommended to her to cheer her up just keeps stirring up in my mind. Just keep holding on. But i doubt i would be able to make it through. I cant stay strong. 4 days, no replies. Common Test results for Maths are out. Flunk it again. It all just disappears. When the doors close, it feels like the end. I made myself a promise, the starting of march = more concentration. Its time to talk less, and do more work.
Many stuff have been occuring around the school lately. Maybe things had changed the way they used to be. No other way when it comes to the truth. Change, for the good or for the worse? That is the most common question that i ask myself now. For this class, the spirit is actually very low. Why did the principal had to seperate us? What good will we have? Nothing right. Too many things in my mind that i cant concentrate on my work. Especially chinese. I will say that the Chinese teacher sucks, but its all our responsibility. Look at the Letter Writing I did today. It was such a failure. I need to look back on these stuff. If i cant do informal, maybe i would be able to do formal. But who knows? The truth is inevitable. I cant hide from it.
I dont think that i would be saved. Maybe i would just crumble and fall one day. Mentally breakdown totally. Its like, Im alone. Maybe i should be more quiet, less social. Yes, i think that is the way. No point sociallizing when it gets worse.
For the new councillors :
- Congrats.
- Dont bother me befriending or respecting you.
Bye.
Monday, March 1, 2010
Just be good to me.. Be good to me.
Ahh. 150 posts. But today is just not the day. Received back my common test results. Literally flunk it. Not only that, shes starting to ignore me :(. Thats the worst part. Thought that I could confide, but only land up with failure. Left with 1/2 of the CE script.
Shared secrets with friends. Mutual trusts. Thats all. People who joined council, I think I would trust them no more. People change. Attitudes change. They become more strict. Just mere playcards by the teacher. The Element of Freedom. Without it, will leave you stronger with each tear, but yet still falling.
Ahh, think i am a bitch in my class. Cant think right. Im such a hypocrite. Thought things would go right. Im starting to feel delusional. But what can i do? Sitting there and waiting for things to happen. What if i just dont care? What if i care? I still get affected.
Tomorrow is gonna be a mass seating shuffle. Dont know who I would land up with, dont know if they could be trusted. If not, im just all alone. Just stuck up in my room and feeling so lonely. No feelings to confide, no gossips to hear. What life of teenagers would get any worse?
Sorry, Im going to die soon.
Bye.
Ahh. 150 posts. But today is just not the day. Received back my common test results. Literally flunk it. Not only that, shes starting to ignore me :(. Thats the worst part. Thought that I could confide, but only land up with failure. Left with 1/2 of the CE script.
Shared secrets with friends. Mutual trusts. Thats all. People who joined council, I think I would trust them no more. People change. Attitudes change. They become more strict. Just mere playcards by the teacher. The Element of Freedom. Without it, will leave you stronger with each tear, but yet still falling.
Ahh, think i am a bitch in my class. Cant think right. Im such a hypocrite. Thought things would go right. Im starting to feel delusional. But what can i do? Sitting there and waiting for things to happen. What if i just dont care? What if i care? I still get affected.
Tomorrow is gonna be a mass seating shuffle. Dont know who I would land up with, dont know if they could be trusted. If not, im just all alone. Just stuck up in my room and feeling so lonely. No feelings to confide, no gossips to hear. What life of teenagers would get any worse?
Sorry, Im going to die soon.
Bye.
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