Saturday, July 31, 2010

I've totally lost the mood to blog. But since my blog's anniversary is coming. I thought it would be good if I did so. Had some of common tests results back. Was pretty fun i guess. Until I saw you ___ during _____. I was totally depressed. I wanted you to be happy, not to be in that sorry state of yours D;.

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Hey,
It's not totally over. I believe that you still would be able to achieve the results you want ;D. Just don't lose the hope and faith, and lets wish that the plan we had together would work. ;D. Cheer up, and I'll be happy. If you ever encounter a problem, I would be there for you.

Forever and Always.
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[ Three Months and I'll still be sober. ]

That quote from the sentences I gave you all the previous day is still stuck in my heart. Although I know that it is mission impossible to forget you, maybe its best to get the experience ;D. People said, " Snap out of it. " to me, but I'll believe that someday, I'll be someone in your memory forever ever after.

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'Three Months. Just Three Months.'

Friday, July 30, 2010

I'm back. But it is still sadder than before. I cant seem to control myself. Can't bear to see you ___.

Thursday, July 29, 2010

Three months from now, and I'll still be sober.
When I waited for you there in the dark for hours.
Then I thought it was not gonna be over.
But you took my heart and told me over.
You're eyes were shining like opal.
I would still treat you like my pal.
I would be there when its over.
I still hope that we'll be together.
But I know that you like him like no other.
Wishing you happy forever after.
Just dream on, and you'll find your ever.
But don't come to me in tears when it's over.
As it makes me even more sober.


I hope that the flashbacks and the pictures would remind you about the times we spent together doing different things. I wished that the letters and songs that I sent you would be kept in memory forever.

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

Hello! Its tuesday already! Time really flies fast! Was busy studying, thus having no time for blogging. So sorry ;X.

Saturday:
- Study, swimming and comp.
- Jaz never come =C. So not much people to talk to. Had timing, and then i learned butterfly. It was terrible and my shoulders hurt a lot.

Sunday:
- LIT PROJECT!
- Went to kovan, and met with Esther, then thought of props, then went to buy them ;D. Went to yoshinoya to buy my lunch and met Jolene and Bryan. O.o.
- MP HOUSE ;D Quite nice eh ? ^.^
- Work work work ! ;D
- MACBETH ROCKS!
- But esther gtg in the middle so we redo with mp sister's voice over for lady macbeth!

Monday:
- Common Test! EL was okay, Science i got an A2! Wow, unexpected for physics. Thought i flunk it!

- CHOIR! O.o. Someone made me pissed off! ;X. Then totally blasted Ezekial, Good way of venting your anger on something ;D. NICE HIGH NOTES that makes me calm down ;D.

Tuesday:
- Common Test! Maths ;D. Did averagely well. My personal thoughts.
- Then talked with _______ through the paper. And i ________.
- Yeah, pretty shocking eh? ;D

That's all! Sorry for short post, got Geog test to revise! TTYL :D.

Saturday, July 24, 2010

There is no other way. I WILL get the final say.

Thursday, July 22, 2010

Sigh. Depressed is all what I could say now. Just got really insulted ;/. I feel like crying =X. This feeling is impossible to ignore. Nah, no one to talk to now. All my good friends have been ignoring me lately, except for 3 who were gone for their various CCAs today. Sigh. No point saying that now.

I should have trained home instead.
I should have listened.
I should not have asked.
I should not have said.
I should not have shouted.
I should not have told.

Now i know your impression on me is like.. =X. So nothing that I say could really change your mind. Sigh. It isn't your fault. It's mine. It's all of my fault. Reading the book today, I just found out on how I really Failed to be a friend of yours. REALLY failed. Nah, I wouldn't want to continue taking this route. I shall be, what I would be.

- Unthinkable-

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

Sigh, can't really blog now because my parents don't allow me to use comp at night, and I only like left 15 min to 10 on my clock? Hmm, quite normal school life. But CE was good ;D. Miss Lin totally liked our skit ;D. Sigh, Mental block of what to post ;/.

OH YEAH,

Ima be ignoring LOADS of people now because the new scheme of character change that I'm following. So yeah, =].

Sunday, July 18, 2010

Gah.. Im totally losing the mood to blog today! D;. Anyways, shall not do recap but highlight the main points of the week. As I gtg soon!

- Choir Pratice: Gosh, It was horrendous! The BARITONES! Buck up! Seriously, I dont wish to say this. But if we turn SSA, we might get gold for SYF. Sorry ><. And then Miss Tan punished us for not putting effort which was like.. Zzzz?

- Tuition: I was overwhelmed with schadenfreude. From talking about Sports Centre into jumping down from the Sky-pool in Marina Sands. WOW. And its like, Go-Cart until fly out of the Racing Track in 2012! LOLS! But its damn nice ;D. Can hear more about the O level topics as I am attending the Sec 4 Class. WOW?

- HE: Damn hilarious, Mdm Liang Scold here and there! SO exciting! And the Fried Brown Rice was Delectable too ;D

- Physics Test: Gosh, Screw until cannot be screwed anymore T.T. Just hope get B3 can already :/

- MARSHMELLOWS: I desired a Craving for them. Oh gosh. My legs look fat T.T.

Okay, I just created the new playlist. First song is Alive by Leona Lewis. ;D.
Enjoy, and Bye! Gtg now!

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

Hello! Monday was fun ;D
- Debated against 2e2, And we won ;D. Although I shouted and screamed at them with my rebutts, But 2e4 and 2e5 lost =C. Oh wells... Congrats to all winning classes! But the sad thing is that there would be a sudden death in the 3 teams to proceed with the finals! Good luck ;D

Anyways, Im thinking about loads of things.
I shouldn't have called your name.
I shouldn't have sabotaged you.
Im sorry.

I shouldn't have said hi to you.
Furthermore, I shouldn't have even asked you weird Qn.
I shouldn't have asked you for homework.
If you have to reply me with sentences like,
'Ok gtg, bye.'

Gosh, I feel super pathetic!
I've been left alone, ignored. But maybe got cheered up by SAJS friends. Oh well.
SEE? I just said hi, and she didn't reply.
Well, if that's the way you all wanna play.
I won't start the conversation at all.
And I'm WILLING to sacrifice our friendship over that conversation.

Bye.
~ Pathetic Friend D;

Sunday, July 11, 2010

Hey. Sorry for the foul mood yesterday~ I was seriously Pissed. Anyways, RECAP!

Tuesday:
- Assembly was converted to Geog! WOOTS! I <3 MRS KOK! Her lessons are super interesting ;D. She teach very nice, and her handwriting improved ;D! Talked to Shaz and Ying Shun through paper messages, and we had so much fun!

- Science: Began introduction of light. Seriously, looking at it, I cant be bothered with Physics. But Miss Tan looks like a good teacher. Maybe Art is boring after all =/.
Described properties and blah blah blah. OR YEAH, LAWS OF REFLECTION <3.

- Recess: Ate Economical Rice stall, I think .. ITS BEEN SO LONG SINCE I LAST ATE THAT HOTDOG ROLL. =C.

- Maths: Started with 3.2 I think? Sorry, bad memory since its already like.. So long ago?! Wait, it was go through answers i think =D. Got all correct ;D. I just cant express my love for algebra in words.

- EL: Went through the expedition essay by which whether Professional Soccer Players are paid too much. Gotta go through the slides, MISS LING ROCKS! And then hadda do planning, but was spared because we had to do debate discussion, assignment of roles and etc!

- GG: Geog again! OH YEAH! We started it with the question to Brandon, over the rate of growth I think.. Then managed to finish more than what we did for first period!

- CE: Had to do this worksheet by which that we have to write down how do we express our feelings, like being happy or sad. Quite fun though ;D.

- CL: Went through the text. Nothing much. Had paper conversation with Shaz and YS again ;D.

- Lit: Went through more on Shakespeare ;D.

Here comes the daunting part!

- Went for chinese tuition. Hougang ._. Because I went up the escalator the wrong way, thus i had to walk through this deserted area to go to the other side. Then got this Indian guy stalking me. I tried to hasten my steps, but he caught up and he asked whether I was in Maris Stella. He say he attended my concert and etc. Wanted to tell him that I was in UG which was totally a lie, thus I decided i should not. Then, I decided to ignore me. He asked where I was going, and whats my name and stuff. I didn't want to reply but he called me a scaredy cat. BITCH! Luckily, a group of policemen decided to be my knights in shining armor as they had to do patrol. Upon looking at them, he ran away. WHOS A SCAREDY CAT NOW?! Then, went for tuition!

- I entered the centre, and my teacher was looking at me with those 'OMG! You're finally back ' type of eyes! She seemed so delihgted =]. Sounded like pure divination, but still it was heartwarming to go back to my centre =]. As i was there early, I wanted to walk around. It REALLY changed a lot. I remembered that time when I was p6, I had a room for Maths,Science and English tuition. It now turned into a classroom for kindergarden kids. I remembered that time I had chinese tuition in that room, it turned into a bigger classroom for lectures =]. Ah, good old times.

- Went to look through the articles, and my analysis skills didnt deteriorate much! The teacher was surprised though o.o. But she smiled at me =D.

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Wednesday:
- Started the day with ECKERT! Oh gosh, the Art lessons are totally getting more and more boring, although we had a bit of hands-on work!

- Science: Went through answers for homework, went through a bit of slides, and more homework =.=. BUT MR TANG ROCKS ;D

- Recess: Talked with Sean about some stuff.

- EL : Miss Wong started to teach! She is SOO soft! But still, she is reading through the slides which I thought was quite boring! But since we are so determined to help her! WE all paid attention ;D. She actually is quite engaging! Asked around for people's names and stuff, to answer questions or for introduction ;D

- CL : Went through chinese text.

- Geog: WOOTS, Double Period! The perfect time to slack and etc. Finished Chapter 2 at last! I didnt really have any problems as Mrs Kok always saved the day! She gave a bit of hint to our SA2 paper so fast alr ;D. And people had to leave halfway for a dance competition, and people were complaining about the fact that they want to stay to learn more from Mrs Kok's class! (Y)

- CE: Continued with the expression thing, went through the levels of friendship ( which i would post my feelings for it ).

- Cohort Learning: It was more of Cohort Experience! and Miss Yeo gave a really heartwarming speech of which that she understood our cohort the most because we all came at the same time! In my opinion, shes the best amongst the vice principals! And then Miss Tan asked us to write something good about everyone in the class. It was quite a good experience. Definitely memorable ;D.
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Thurs:
- Started with HE! Mdm Liang was complaining our class to be slow, dont know how to cut the chicken and etc. But still, a wonderful first time experience because the chicken was quite nice~. Although i didnt ate it, cant bear to eat the food i eat!

- Recess: Talked to sean again.

- LSS: Went to Science Lab to experiment on the Law of Reflection. Quite interesting. But Mr tang said we dont know how read, which is quite weird. But nevermind ;D.

- Maths: WOOTS! Maths like finally! It was one of the periods i cant wait for everyday! Started on 3.3! Its so fun !!

- CL: Was commended! I finished my compo in the time limit of class period, and that she said that I was the person who improved the most for compo =D. But still, people STILL CANT FREAKING KNOW MY CHINESE NAME >=C.

- ESP: Went through some stuff like videos, and more VOCAB!

New phrase: Modus Operandi.

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Friday:
- Literature! Gotta prepare a drama or a presentation for the scenes. Went to rehearse and the scene we chose sounds SOO wrong.

- English : Went through of comprehension. And OMG, Miss Wong possesses such a good memory! She remembered 3/4 of class names now!!

-Recess: Burger ! =D

- GG: I just love Geog! Went through homework!

- Maths: Went through homework, and then been given mini quiz =D. And then, got a whole stack of homework. Oh me gosh.

- ICT: Was really damn joker. Went facebook, a bit of photoshop and you know.. Slack!

Then choir, games day ;D. Went to jog around the field and then played captains ball!
GIRL-POWER!
Then played Badminton!
DIANA MANAGED TO HIT THE SHUTTLECOCK 3 TIMES

There, bold and italised for diana!
But rowena was injured, so yeah.

Weekends: Nothing much but homework-ing so not much to post.

Oh yeah, changed playlist. Enjoy =].

BYE!

Friday, July 9, 2010

Damn pissed off now. I totally lost the passion of blogging!

Sigh. Damned pissed with many things.
Rumors.
Ignorance.
Favoritism.
Bitches.
People who whine.
Idiots.

Yeah, thats all. Nights.

Monday, July 5, 2010

Today is Youth Day ;DD. Went out for Kbox!

- Went out of my house SUPER LATE! Ron was already like 9 min to Dhoby Ghaut to meet me!
- Rushed To Potong Pasir and took the TRAIN!
- ARrived there. And then we talked talked talked.
- And guess what we talked about? DADDY xD
- Then we went on to Circle Line! And then we were mimicking the sounds made for Bras Basah Station. LOLS!
- And then we reached there 5 min late off the meeting time.
- Met Ying Shun, Esther, Wei Jie, Bryan, Mp, CJ, Jolene!
- Then we walked to Kallang Leisure Park!
- Went to Kbox, but they say its more expensive as its not Happy Hour. So we split. Me bryan and YS went to arcade while they go ice-skating.
- The arcade was damn cool! Seeing how considerally well YS and Bryan play the Shooting game!
- Quite funny though. Play until no money ><. Then YS had to call his sponsor. Talked like 30 min.
- Then he said he will come in like 4?
- Then we went to Watsons to buy tidbits to smuggle inside =D
- KFC ;D. Lunch =D
- Met up with the rest. As it was 2 already.
- KBOX! WOOHOO!
- Sang loads of songs, though unacceptably SHARP!
- Sang for 3 HOURS! And YS friend never come!
- So I had to support him once.
- And then we went talk talk talk, then GROUP PHOTO!
- Circle-lined to Dhoby Ghaut, and then to Toa Payoh with Ron!
- Went to Macs to get a quick bite and then homed!
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Wasnt that fascinating?! Gah, my parents are asking me to sleep! Even though its like... 2010? LOLS! Its time, not year. Dont get the wrong idea! IT RHYMES!

Okay, bye!

Sunday, July 4, 2010

I'm an ass. I know. Whatever~. Finally uninstalled garena from my comp! I shall not play dota anymore ;D.

Bye.

Friday, July 2, 2010

I always knew you were a bad boy
I used to think that it was cool
You took me down just like a Rob Roy
But now Im coming next to you

Run,Devil,Run Run Devil,Run Run
Run Devil Devil Run Run

I never knew about your red horns
I never saw your evil start
You used to be what I would live for
But then you went and slapped my heart

The promises that you promised
are about as real as an air guitar
So watch your back cuz imma steal your car

Chorus:
You better run
Cause there's gonna be some hell today
You better run
And that's the only thing I'm gonna say,hey
I wish I know the right from the start
that I was dancing with the dark
You better run
Devil,Run,Run,Devil,Run Run
Run Devil Devil Run Run


Now that your living with a vampires
You better get yourself a gun
I'll make ya sing just like a boy's chior
I'll string you up to have some fun


Run,Devil,Run Run,Devil,Run Run
Run Devil Devil Run Run

Repeat Chorus

Run Devil,Run Run,Devil,Run Run
Run Devil,Devil,Run Run

Im throwing the trash,clearing the junk
Go find the can is gonna get sunk
You better sail off to the seven seas
There's not enough room for you and for me
(once again if you would please,
"There's not enough room for you and for me")

Repeat Chorus

Run Devil,Run Run,Devil Run Run
Run Devil Devil Run Run'


Haha, thats a song thats stuck in my mind! >:(.
Well, today's the last school day of the week (Y)!
Finally, A time for me to rest C=.
Today's highlight was CHOIR.

What should I say? Its horrible! We need the Sec 2s!! And the Baritones! Im sorry to say this, But next year's SYF, you have 60% to drag us down to COP.
And my dear SLs, Please do something about it! Sectionals wont work if we havent touch the song for ages!
But, the good thing is that I tried to teach the choir how to sing!! =D. Beats, notes and stuff. And Diana was asking me Qns. Gosh. Actually quite cool =).
But still,
I hate.
I DREAMED A DREAM =C.

~ If I Can't Have You.~

Thursday, July 1, 2010

Oh gosh. Gotta thank Syron by telling me the song was something wrong!
Anyways, changing playlist latest by Sat! ;D

Now lets recap yesterday's concert!
- Talked with my dear daughters, accompanied them to provision store.
- Upon going down, saw Syron and Shaz.
- Then it was time... And Diana could not conduct Simple Gifts well.
- Its not really disappointing, everyone has their first try right?
- Its a hard song to conduct anyway!
- Then did other songs, had mistakes here and there. And I had no pitching! AHHH.

- Reached there :). Put our bags down and then changed.
- Rushed for thankful, and praticed coming in and out.
- Then did simple gifts =D. We were fine all right =D.
- Dinner!!! Quite plain but acceptable xD.
- ALAS! The concert started. Jie Yi was like, Wheres the boy? There you are! Speak of the devil xD.
- THen performed. MY OOOH part was okay! ALAS!
- Then clap clap, went offstage. Rested, SMs-ed Shaz. Haha.
- Then practiced Splendid Silent Sun and Itsumo.
- Our turn to perform.. In 1h.
- We were fine, except that the altos were soft!
- And sang thankful!

Through this experience, I had made many friends like Jie Yi, and Celia. I cant wait for another exchange programme =). Speaking of it, I already started to MISS THEM!

Okay, short post today. Gotta jot down my debate notes, then tidy my bag and sleep.

Nights everyone.