Hello Guys. I'll be going Australia later tonight. Sigh, really gonna miss you guys loads. But I guess I have to let go of somethings to get the better things life ?

Anyways, I have a new playlist :D. Really Hope that you'll listen to every song 'cause this time, the songs in here are really solemn. And every song I put in this playlist is really dedicated to each person. So it maybe you (:.

1 ) The Harold Song by Ke$ha
2 ) California King Bed by Rihanna
3 ) Look At Me by Carrie Underwood
4 ) Enchanted by Taylor Swift
5 ) Forgiveness and Love by Miley Cyrus
6 ) I Will Be by Leona Lewis
7 ) Unusual You by Britney Spears

Like what I said, every song is dedicated to that special someone. But I had the intentions of putting 'California King Bed' on the front of the playlist, but that song was really sentimental.

I Miss Your Soft Lips,
I Miss Your White Sheets.
I Miss The Scratch Of Your Shaved Face On My Cheek.
And this is so hard,
Cause I didn't see,
That you were the love of my life and it kills me.
I see your face in, strangers on the street.
I still say your name when I'm talking in sleep.
And in the long light, I play it all fine.
But I can't handle it when I turn off my night light.

But I can't handle it when I turn off my night light.

They say that true love hurts,
Well this could almost kill me. Young love murder,
That is what this must be.
I would give it all,
To not be sleeping alone.
The life is fading from me,
While you watch my heart bleed. Young love murder, that is what this this must be.
And I would give is all,
To not be sleeping alone.

Remember the time we, jumped the fence when the Stones were playing, and we were too broke to get in.
You held my hand and they made me crawl.
I swear to God that it was the best night of my life.
Or when you took me, across the world,
We promised this would last forever but now I see.
It was my past life.
A beautiful time.
Drunk off of nothing but each other till the sunlight.

Drunk off of nothing but each other till the sunlight.

They say that true love hurts,
Well this could almost kill me. Young love murder,
That is what this must be.
And I would give it all,
To not be sleeping alone.
The life is fading from me,
While you watch my heart bleed. Young love murder,
That is what this this must be.
And I would give is all,
To not be sleeping alone.

It was the past life.
A beautiful time.
Drunk off of nothing but each other till the sunlight.

They say that true love hurts,
Well this could almost kill me. Young love murder, that is what this must be.
And I would give it all, to not be sleeping alone. The life is fading from me, while you watch my heart bleed.
Young love murder, that is what this this must be. And I would give is all, to not be sleeping alone.

It totally describes me this year. Maybe I got too carried away? I didn't really knew my limits. Some incidents that can be avoided. Why didn't I do it then? Was I that ignorant then? Or just too modest over my small achievements?

And I got confided in darkness. Maybe that is the only reason I'll stay alive for. It's time to be the manipulator.

Love Kills

We can be the kings and queens of anything if we believe.
So Hold On.

Hey guys! I'ma have two sets of post for today, so here we go :D

To Choir People :

I have just suffered a terrible trauma from an illness. Sorry for not being there all these while, cause I wasnt physically strong enough to even get out of bed. Sorry for not really helping you guys if you needed help. But I'll be back on Thursday ( I think ? )

Oh yeah, don't read my next post okay? :D. Let's keep a good impression on me. Please, for my sake!

To the rest! :D :

Just came back from chalet! And I've like totally transformed myself from being a good kid into a bad one. But who knows, even Rihanna went bad too right? :D. Good Girl Gone Bad! And if you ask why, I've skipped choir at the tips of my fingers :D. And I'll cover my tracks. Guess how? By getting myself back :D. Anyway, chalet was extremely fun! Like really! Okay let's do a recap :D.


Picked Clare up at Potong Pasir MRT around 1215? Then talked a lot with her, like why some people cannot go? And I called my maid to tell her on Monday if anyone call me, just divert me with some reasons saying that I'm unavailable to talk or something, and that was totally cool! You know the wise words ^^. Avoid Sticky Situations, or in other words, COVER YOUR BLOODY FOOTSTEPS IF YOU WANNA ESCAPE THE PUNISHMENT! But still, the ultimate decision still lies in myself :D. Because no matter what reason they give, I'll provide evidence and they'll be speechless :D.

Back to my story, we went to Ehub soon enough as the journey was quite short ( because dad fetched us xD ), and we met with the girls! OMG. HELLO MORTAL, XY, FAITHFUL NEIGHBOUR, AND CHERMAINE! :D. We ate at Popeyes (?) and i ordered a Ice Lemon Tea and shared with the rest by getting different straws! More hygienic mah :D Then Mortal ordered Mashed Potato and then the rest went to do their own stuff. Soon after that, they ordered their meals as they didnt have much lunch, and Louis came! Yay, he's the same class as me next year! I WANT HIM TO SIT BESIDE ME! :d. We'll be the bestest of friends. Haha. We talked quite a bit :D. And then his clique came too :D. OH AND THE GIRLS TOOK PHOTO OF THEM AND THE CAREBEARS :D

Then we waited outside the chalet entrance until 2.30pm as Javier was late, despite the harsh weather because of its heat, we managed to fool around and talk a lot :D. And when Javier came along, everyone was already like scolding him. But his mom is like damn chio! Honestly speaking! Then we got our chalet room (:. Quite decent. About the same size as last year. Then we started to do our own stuff. Like playing cards, PS 2 and other stuffs. And then we went to NTUC to buy our necessities for the BBQ and the chalet :D. Quite cool though, 2E1 SHOPPING MAMAS :D. ( PS. A bit hyper already xD ). Bought loads of buns, chickens, DRINKS :D. And the girls went to purchase their milk tea :D.

Then went back and play again. You know bonding? YEAH! It's the last few days of 2010 and we should do the old school style :D. It's extremely important okay? Played for a couple of hours, and Clare is really good at playing Big 2. But me and her are equally strong in it. You know I hate people like Hirotaka, I'm sorry even if you consider this as cyber abuse. But its just that, just because I'm a person who is quite good in academics, doesn't really bring me to a position that don't know any games okay? I have my own life. And PS. I hate studying. Ask anyone else, even if they're good. We all hate studying. Played Burnout in the PS 2 and Louis decided to race with me. I won~ :D

Soon it was dinner time and Javier wanted people to go to Bugis to eat steamboat but there were problems like it was extremely far away considering that we are having the chalet in Pasir Ris? Then the boys suggested to go Geylang and eat, but the problem is the girls. It wasnt early enough to go there, they might be endangered due to the conditions in Geylang if they eat there. Leaving with no choice, Javier said that we can split up. But surprisingly, it was not only me that thought this way. Others also agreed with my decision, and Javier was left with his clique to eat with. Sighh. Anyways, we also had a hard time deciding. But when no one wanted to eat steamboat, we decided to stay a E!Hub to grab a bite. But as Javier wanted us to eat together, he recommended Seoul Gardens. And it was a weekend dinner. We looked at the price, $24.99 ++? Most of us were already stumbled by the price. And Javier kept asking us to go there to eat. We decided to check out Sakura first because it was a buffet too, but Sakura was more expensive. Javier then wanted us to stick with Seoul Gardens, but everyone declined that offer except for his clique and Rebekah. We then splitted up and me, Louis and Jolene went to eat at JustAcia, despite how many rebuttals Javier conjured just to discourage us from eating there. But because of the free flow of drinks and Ice-cream, we just went there.

We then talked a lot and took loads of pictures :D, I ordered beef rice (?) It was quite nice la :D. And I kept on drinking lots of Mountain Dew. It's nice okay! And I added this chocolate iceblend thingy as the float for the drink! Quite delectable :D. Once we were done, we ate the ice-cream and Louis got scammed. Haha, he thought there was durian, when it was vanilla. He thought that there was corn, when it was mango. Funny right? All those colors that will literally blind your thinking. Then found out that the girls went to eat at Pastamania and the rest of the boys ate at Kopitiam. Haha, its quite funny. Go chalet eat Kopititam, but I respect their decision :D.

Went back and continued playing cards. Oh, and we watched this DVD called 'The House of Wax', it was a scary movie! Shucks! I hate it. But me and Louis have like loads in common, just that I didn't realise it at all! Sighh. Well, a lot of people went home after a quarter into the movie! Then Javier asked us to help make water balloons for the day after :D. Hirotaka then made a lot of noise, and after the first round, he and Javier was just sitting on the bed playing his PS2 while the rest of us did the work. And he still had the mood to say, WE DID THE WORK. WTF.

But alas! We finished two packets! :D. As it was very late already, I brushed my teeth and went to bed after settling some personal stuffs. =]. I have one whole bed to myself. Woohoo. As only 5 people stayed overnight. It was totally comfortable :D. But i told them that I was extremely sensitive to touch, and that no matter how much noise you make, it won't wake me up. When I was sleeping, Hirotaka kept making his blanket rubbing on my forehead. I tried to tolerate, but to no avail. I took the pillow and whacked him hard on the face at least 4 times. Don't get me pissed esp when I'm sleepy. Because I will show my true colors. :D

Woke up at 630 in the morning and refreshed myself by taking a bath and brushed my teeth. The boys woke up instantly to play PS2. And I just realised that CK YS and SR Wasn't back yet, so i assumed that they were still having an enjoyable time in the LAN. Sigh, handled some morning issues and decided to go out to E!Hub and eat some breakfast :D. Me and Brandon went to Subway. Ohh the egg mayo is so nice :D. STOP TEMPTING ME BRANDON D:. But Hirotaka keep saying that Macs is expensive, and bought some kaya toast from Kopitiam. But the point is, he's not even full. -.-.

Met Clare and Edmund in Subway :d. Then headed back to the chalet. Continued playing cards, and Xinyi came in! Then the rest all came along! Me and Louis' clique then went to Wild Wild Wet to play~ It was extremely fun with the rest :D. Although I cant sit on the float D:, and keep capsizing! But it was great because it bonded me with some of my future classmates :D. Went back during lunch time and ate the same place for dinner. But just that there were more people. AND JAVIER'S CLIQUE WENT BACK TO SEOUL GARDENS AGAIN ._. Wth. Anyways, handled the bill and chased money due to some people who tried to run away. And.. As I gave Adeline the key, and Adeline gave DY. DY left it inside the hotel room. And there were 2 people sleeping inside. That was extremely irresponsible of him. Like really, blaming on other people when he was the one in charge of it ._.. He could at least return the key back to Adeline, instead of making us wait and for them, do nothing for the key. Thankfully Yong Lin and Breandon went to look for the masterkey, but when we opened the door, the manual lock was up. Sighh. We screamed and shouted for them to wake up. And the woman suggested calling the engineering forces for $10. It was really a tight situation, but thank goodness they woke up in time to open the door. Then Adeline and the girls and me went to buy charcoal and ice which was supposed to be Javier who was supposed to do it. Damn, they are really irresponsible. But still, I get to drink milk tea :D.

After the NTUC trip, Adeline, XY and Chermaine went to the biking trip, while me and the others were playing Big 2 once again :D. And a bit of Cheat :D. OMG. This chalet is bringing back loads of old memories~ haha. Played for a couple of hours, when suddenly Adeline screamed open the door and asking anyone for tissue and water. And I volunteered to give her my 1.5L of water :D. Then I realised she fell down D:. Quite a minor scratch though, but she had quite a number of them. A few moments later, received information that Chermaine fell down too, and she's like more serious compared to Adeline. Then Gracia and Clare went to Watsons to buy the necessary stuffs like plaster and cream to treat both of their injuries. And I received a call from Gracia telling me to call some guys to go to the taxi stand drop off point to pick up Chermaine just in case she can't walk. But she's alright :D. But HECK THAT TAXI DRIVER! People injured still want to cheat their money by giving the wrong change.

Went back to the Hotel Room. The girls went to treat Chermaine's injury. And many people crowded at that area, including me too D:. But I was like just a bystander. I couldn't really do anything. Just wanted to help instead of looking at them trying their best to mend the wound and being a lost puppy. Then Adeline and XY came back. And they both broke down. Adeline broke down even more seriously. She was like blaming herself for both of their wounds. I wanted to help, but I just didn't have the courage to do so. To think of it honestly, I felt like __________ her just trying to comfort her and let her cool down, but ANGEL :D came along and did the job, by talking to her and made a lot of jokes to enlighten her spirits.

XY was crying throughout that period, she even went down to buy all the needs that they needed to mend the wounds, despite the fact that it was her money and she didnt' have much left. After everything was settled, we went to prepare the BBQ party :D. Helped Adeline with loads of stuff like carrying this and that, following her to buy the tissues and etc.

The BBQ cooking had started :D. And the satays/otahs were nice from the first round cooking :D. And then since they didnt need any more help in the preparation and the cutting of the sausages, I went to help the girls in the makings of MORE water bombs :D. Muahaha, but the girls are totally hyper. And CHARLOTTE BETRAYED ME FIRST D:. I never throw at her, and she got one that landed straight at me! She's evil ):. Haha, but I was very good okay, I just kept on making the bombs and tying them, though I felt restless at times and I just couldn't resist the urge to throw some at their faces! OH YEAH AT WEIJIE TOO! Totally smacked the water bomb on his face after he hit Rebekah, cuz he backstabbed me ):. And suddenly, everybody started to target me. I WAS DAMN WET OKAY! My shoes and socks went super soggy, and MY PANTS! So wet and heavy till it wanted to drop ):. But still, I had loads of fun there! And sometimes people threw it at the BBQ pit and the fire went out, and it took quite a bit of time to get it on again :D.

Then had to leave because I had to go Escape Theme Park the next day! Just hoped that they love the movie they've watched although I have extremely bad reviews for it! :D.

2E1 may not be the perfect class,
But it has the perfect bonding and friends :D

Went to Escape Theme Park the next day, after collecting my MC! It was quite boring, but Elston was there to accompany me :D. But he felt nauseous after a while and we went to Ehub and played the arcade! OMG, its been so long since I last played in there! You know I feel like visiting the NEX after school like everyday next year? Heh, I'm a bad boy :D.

Well, I guess that's all! Bye :D.

If Only This Bit Of Memory
Could Make Time Stop
And That It Would Last Forever.
It Would've Been Just Perfect.

I don't know whether I should feel sad or angry.

Just when you think that you trust the person whole-heartedly, it hits you hard in the head. Being curious or poking your nose around might help to shed some light in the truth. But is it really all worth it? Worth destroying the friendship you had with the person for 2 years. And now you know that he treats you like that. I don't really know what to say. I've treated you well over the last few years. Yes, I admit I was way intolerable sometimes. But I always regarded you as a good friend - one to seek advice from, one to give and take encouragements, one to vent our angers and to comfort each other. But now then I realised, as the truth started to dawn to me. I was that in your eyes. Just that. The truth always hurt. Now I really don't know how to face you anymore. Treat you as a good friend, and live with a lie? Treat you as an arch enemy, and know that it might be a wrong decision? Or to treat like you and I never met each other, BECAUSE THAT'S IMPOSSIBLE.

And YOU! To have thought by letting you in for my project after you 'kicked' me out fashionably from the chinese group just because of letting someone else in. I will not refer names here. To have thought that you've always hated him in your life. And now what, you hug him and take a profile picture in facebook? It's downright obscene. You've made use of me. And I hate it. I hate it you filthy bitches. And alright, let's not talk about it. Writing behind my back, oh please. I THOUGHT YOU HAD THE FREAKING GUTS TO EVEN SAY IT IN FRONT OF ME. DOWN RIGHT YEAH, I'm not irreplaceable, or indispensable. Just because you can switch people faster than me switching handphones ( I'm getting a fifth one soon this year ), doesn't mean you can toy with people like me right? I thought you regretted, but guess I was wrong. And it's now in my position, to REGRET, AND TO HAVE DISAPPOINTMENT OVER SUCH ABOMINATIONS LIKE YOU.

I'm not even finished yet. YOU! Another one. Thought you were the kind and passionate one. Well, guess I was terribly wrong again! HOW MANY PEOPLE DO YOU WANT TO FOOL? You are a councillor, a good role model. And even if you have stripped your own tie, you still think that you're better than me. You worthless piece of scumbag!

To have thought of spending my great Sec 2 life with you three. But I guess it was just lies eh?

FAITHFUL NEIGHBOURS. LIES. SISTERS. LIES. COUSINS. LIES.

And to the last one. Thought we finally patched up at the end. NO WAY. I have found this piece of news, that you were trying to dispose me. All of you eh? FINE SO BE IT! I'm not going to end up in the same class as you guys anyway. YOU CAN CHOOSE WHATEVER YOU WANT TO DO. You're just an arrogant bastard without no sense of integrity, or even dignity. Dating her, then calling her EX. Then what, SLUT? More like you, who manipulates others!

Hatred.
Regret.
Disappointment.
Sorrow.
Even if I'd to pick two,
I'll pick all of the above.
I rather have all four than to meet you guys,
Who just entered into my life,
And just hit-and-run me like that.
Just you wait people,
I'm no longer Miss Little Pretty Please.
I'll settle it when I get back.
And I'll guarantee you,
Things are gonna be evil now.

No more debating.
I'm trying to make you understand.

Looks like people just don't ever understand. Trying to fight their way out of their mess. Sigh, I guess that is the harsh,bitter reality of life isn't it? All those misunderstandings should be cleared right now. Sigh. But glad there is music :D. A song that takes me into my imagination, a harsh escape from reality :D. But whenever I return, I would face a deep consequence. Which is that I would turn real sophisticated. It's like whatever people tell me would be = Perspective. Mortal knows it the best! :D. Oh yeah, GWS :D.

Anyways, I have nothing much personal to post today, just because I haven't been that emo nowadays. But still, maybe it's because of the friends around me I guess? Gonna watch Red with Hawttie and Rebecca later =D. I don't know who else would tagg along. And then another trip to Escape Theme Park right after Class Chalet! I have so many things to do today :D.

That's all =D.

Bye!

As im waving you goodbye,
I want you to smile.
Save the picture in your frame,
File it right next to my name.
I'm willing to die,
But love willing to try.
But not willing to let love,
I know that this cakes already baked,
Now its burning.

There's A Place For Us


That sentence really means a lot :D. It's by Carrie <3. And you guys should really listen my playlist! It has many good songs inside! Anyways, I changed it recently. So here's the order :


1) There's A Place For Us - Carrie Underwood

2) Radar - Britney Spears

3) Time's Up - Ashley Tisdale

4) Skin - Rihanna

5) Who Owns My Heart - Miley Cyrus

6) Pearl - Katy Perry

7) I See You - Leona Lewis

8) Don't You Wanna Stay - Jason Aldrean feat Kelly Clarkson.


All these songs are new in my blog! So yeah =]. It's been hard picking out songs cause apparently mixpod has copyright issues =C.


Updating later or tomorrow. Promise :D.

Bye!


I wanna have that mingie tingle feeling.

Living in Sin is the Newest Thing.

Today was the open house for ZHSS! Hope everyone did their best in their respective booths :D, although I wasn't there. =C.


Anyways, went to Cousin's house, but before that, I played a small game of Fable :D. It's pretty cool! Hahaha! But a bit more balanced this time! And how to I switch between spells? Argh! Someone help me please >.<.


Going back to Cousin's house, watched loads of movies! Before heading towards another party :D. And I went down with Aunt to feed the cats <3. Aww. My first time though, although I hate animals! But cats are really CUTE! :D. Hahaha, then had a game of Wii with Danny! I didn't have the hang of it already, since I stopped playing for ages, but once I'm in top form, I can even defeat Sze Man who was currently holding on to the top fencing champion for Wii :D. No one cat fights better than me :D.


Then dinner! Aunt had this really cool noodles that are made of sweet potato! And its like low calories but filling. Yeah, their family is really diet control! :D. And sat on their message chair! I liked every single part of it, except for the squeezing the head part. It felt like making my head shrink like the red blood cells put in salt solution, just that my head would explode :D. Anyways, the food there was great! And drank glasses of Iced Apple Tea! I just love that brand (:!.


Heading towards Universal Studios tomorrow! I can't wait! But I gotta get myself some sovenirs! The last time I went there, I only had enough $$ to spend on people's present, alongside for my AWESOME SISTER'S LOLLIPOP :D. But glad that it really paid off, because she was really cheered up upon seeing it :D.

It's already 12 midnight. The clock is ticking away! Gosh, gotta wake up early to play fable :D.


Bye people!


The square root of 69 is 8 something.
I want myself back.
I want to drag myself out from this nightmare I'm plunging myself inside.

Ahhh. It's been so long since I last posted! Happy Birthday to ME :D.

Tuesday :

Fetched Grandparents at the airport! Then to their hotel! :DDD. It was late at night, but who cares, they brought some sweets for us!! :D. Like Wife's Cake, Marshmellows and loads of chocolates :D. I LOVE YOU MY GRANDPARENTS :D.

Wednesday :

Moved in with them to like take care of them. :D. Got the day off from choir and work . Cool right? :D. Went to Chinatown and walked around, got some water and a deck of playing cards before heading ourselves into a chinese restaurant :D. The food there is nice, but very EX T.T. I think like one dian xin is about $4+?

Then played cards with them! My playing skills never deteoriate hor dear :D. Then talked to mortal about loads of stuff :D. Talked and talked! AND XY BREAKS THE PIANO WHENEVER SHE TOUCHES IT OKAY? :D. Okay, then had a steamboat dinner. I don't know what was completely wrong of me to ask for a spicy soup. And it was supremely spicy okay? Luckily I studied Science and managed to " dilute " the concentration by pouring and adding non-spicy soup inside the wok. And ate chicken while others had beef :D. Chicken is still the healthiest~ . And then Dad didn't know where he parked his car. Oh well..

Thursday :

Woke up early in the morning, about 8+? Yeah, it was really tiring as I haven't been able to sleep well over this holidays. Too much to think about I guess? Haha. Then went to Velocity and ate breakfast :D. Yum Yum. Then went back and continued to play cards! My grandparents can't walk that much, so yeah =). It's alright! :D. Then had lunch at Velocity's restaurant. It completely rocks, the food quality is okay. But a bit bland, and EX too =C. Aiiya who cares =).

Then walked around, before WALKING back to the hotel. And played cards with the whole family, and guess who won? MEE :D. It was actually quite a close shave, just that luckily my last card managed to beat the strongest card of my cousin by a TEENIE WEENIE BIT! :D. But munmun wasn't feeling well, so they went home first. GET WELL SOON (:.

Then had dinner at Square 2's Food Republic! Quite okay la. Met Christina there (:. And then we walked a lot and talked a lot. And she had this Oolong Tea which was 0% sugar. Woah, oolong tea so bitter already, somemore 0% sugar. Really envy her manz.

Friday:

Its my birthday today! YESH! So...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME :D

Woke up in the hotel! Then packed our luggages because we gotta check out by noon! Then headed to velocity for breakfast! Guess what I ate for my first meal of the year :D. SUBWAY! Yesh, super veggies. So I packed and went to accompany my grandparents. It wasn't that bad, it was AWESOME (:. Then went back to the hotel to wait for my dad to fetch us home (:. It was really great! Home Sweet Home :D.

Went to Toa Payoh to settle some bank issues and had lunch there. And guess what, my grandparents gave me a birthday cake as a birthday gift! Isn't that cool! I totally love it (:. Blackforest cake, with grapes, cherries and strawberries on top, and a layer of strawberry whipped cream :D

Home-ed and rested for a while :DD. Facebook-ed and was like so happy to see that many people wished me Happy Birthday :D. Special thanks to these people :

Gracia A.K.A Mortal! - I love you loads <3. Thanks for being the first to wish me in FB, and the second to wish me in sms! but still, thanks a lot in entertaining me and talking to me loads this entire year!


Joy Tham A.K.A Daughter! - Hey Daughter, thanks for being the first to message me just as the clock struck twelve! Was really touched by your sincerity. It was really nice to meet you :D. Stay happy and cheerful always! Good luck :D


Clarissa A.K.A Corny Spheal - Hey Spheal! Try to shoot an ice shard at me :D. Anyways, thanks for being there to try and cheer me up and stuff. And thanks for that sms too :D.


Jia Wei A.K.A Hawttie - Hey Hawttie :DDD. Thanks for listening to me even though I crapped loads at you. It was really fun hanging out with you/ singing with you and even going for the movies with you and Rebecca! Thanks for the sms! And good luck in your class next year :D.


Luo Ting - Hey Senior! Thanks for remembering my bday and sms-ing me! Really Love you Loads! :D. You've been always there to like smile at me during practices and stuff, and we really talked a lot these few days eh? I hope time can rewind back to the days when I keep forgetting your name and you keep reminding me :D. Good luck for your Os next year! :D


To the rest of the people, thanks for the wishes, gifts and presents that you given me :D. Love you guy loads!

Then had dinner at a seafood restaurant and celebrated my birthday :D. And I got Fable 3! YEAH! I wanna play that soon :D. The food there was delicious! And we had this Alaska crab which had big and long legs that cost about $200+ per crab? But still, Delectable! :D.

Home-ed once again playing Angry Birds ( This game is seriously addictive xD ) and played cards once more :D. Now blogging, and I'm gonna off soon :D. Nights everyone!

Really Grateful for all the support that you guys have given me.
It helped me to spread my wings and to make me fly.
Just hoping that I would leave the old memories behind,
And start new chapters of my life (:.
Each ending leads to a brand new beginning.
And this is the last page of my 13th year,
And the first page of my 14th year.

Love you my sweetest 13th!
You shall be remembered ^^.

If You Seek Amy.

YAY! My dear made me so touched :DDD. Her blog post is soo sweet of her :DDD. *wriggles fingers back* !!!

Gosh, the starting line totally describes me. I don't know whether you know the exact meaning. But yeah, DEAR KNOWS IT :DDD. Had this flu bug. When i like blew my nose, I just cried. And many sad memories just gushed into my small brain. Sigh, hoping all this would end right now. I guess not yet, as there's still a climax to whatever I'm facing now.. Had work today. Quite cool though. I like it!! Earn $$. And LOUD, Here I come =).

I <3 You.

What We Do Is Innocent.

Just for Fun and Nothing Meant.

If you don't like the company,

Let's just do it you and me.

I just want my own silence now.

Went back to school to find out my streaming results. Triple Science. Yeah, that was kinda expected. Still, was being cheerful until I saw S10. According to the legend, it meant HCL. Suddenly thinking about it, I thought I wasn't good enough to be able to even enter that stream. But it was really scary. Scary cause I will be taking my O levels next year. I'm afraid. Afraid of what the stress will lead me to. I just can't do it.

Guess I lost my glimpse of reality eh?

When You Are In Love,
You Can't Fall Asleep.
Because Reality is Better Than Your Dreams.

Apparently it's the opposite for me.
The Walls of Insincerity are coming up soon.
Gotta find somewhere to run.
Somewhere to escape this bitter reality.
And have that hope to wake up in my dreamland.
But that is impossible already.
Someone played with my imagination.
Toyed With It,
'Till I had nothing left.
But Myself.
Struggling to find a Will To Live,
Yet A Hope to Die.

Someone save me from this Insanity.

Even Simplicity brings Complexity.

I always underestimated this sentence. In this entire year, I have exactly made a few misunderstandings, although they were just that straightforward, that simple. But I just can't make myself turn around and solve them now. It was already too late. No point crying over what is spilled and would never be resolved. I wanted to speak up, make a stand for myself. I guess I was too cowardice, or maybe too vulnerable, too weak? I had to make things so complex that even nowadays people don't even recognize me anymore. My emotions, are like randomized. I guess it would be the song that pops out inside my mind that really influences me on my day. Or maybe just that I was lovesick, didn't know how to react. Things were that simple, that easy. But it really turned out to have many complications. If I didn't take that step that day, perhaps we might be better friends? And I shall be hiding at one corner just admiring you? I'm in a puzzled state now. People always say,

" They lived Happily Ever After. "

That was the ending of a simple storyline. Eg. A Fairytale. But what if things get real complicated until there would be absolutely no way out. Do I count on my instincts now, or just follow what the facts tell me. Reason VS. Emotion. I guess I had none at all. Just stuck at my spot, don't even know what to do next. Should I complicate things further, trying to catch that glimpse of hope that I may have the Happy Ending? Or just conclude it right now. Simple Ending, yet sophisticated meaning?

But the main question still lies on : Do I have the Control of the Situation Now?

My Answer is No.

One Great Wish
Can Change Your Entire Life.
Just Hoping It Comes From You.

Hey guys, it's been almost forever since I last posted, so I shall promise that I'll give you a long one okay?


Let's start with Flashback!!

Sunday : Woke up and did some friend's dedications ( it will be out next week ), then had some breakfast with my dad. And.. at 4pm, there was this halloween party! Woohoo! Went for it, and entered the American Village somewhere in Woodlands :D. As my friend is staying inside, so we just camped at her house, getting ready for the Trick or Treats Party :D. Guess who I was in that party? Hehehe. Fallen Angel xD. Yeah, totally love my wings and Pitch Fork :D. Then we had this small party where we ate and when the children got in, we started this game that asks them to roll the dice, and the number is the number of sweets they'll get :D. After getting bored of all the food, I decided to go around Trick-Or-Treating :D. Little Did I Know that I got my pumpkin box was halfway full within 30min :D. And there was this lady who gave out Juicy Fruit~ Anyways, went past many house. There was one which was really cool. They used dried ice and created a mist with it, and I think the girls were the Three Witches and murmured something. And there were disco lights too! To make it haunted! :D. Then there was this guy who sat at one corner near the person who distributed sweets. He was wearing everything black, except with glowing eyes! And once in a while, he would jump on people :DDD. Really cool!!!


And there was this family who brought out the biggest pumpkin for us to take photographs with! But anyways, all I know there was a really good Fashion show. When I was managing the booth, I saw many kids with their cool costumes :DD. Too bad I'm too old to wear those already . Well, at least I know my mistake.. The party finished at 11, then home-ed and slept :D.


Monday :

Second day at work :D. Quite fun . Then had choir.. Nothing much.


Tuesday :

Third day at work. It was a full day job :D. Quite cool. And those $$ are rolling inside my pocket :D


Wednesday and Thursday :

Choir and Work.

Thursday :

Went to Universal Studios with my Cousin, as her company invited them for some Family Day, free tickets. Went around, but missed the lucky draw D:. But it's alright! I went to watch the 4D Shrek, and Mom was busy sms-ing. >.<. Anyways, then played roller coaster and many other stuffs :D. And got some sovenirs for people too :D. Sorry mortal, I never buy for you :D. I'll get something else okay ? :D



Friday : Went out with JW and Rebecca :DD. You Again was so funny :DD. But before that, when I was buying the tickets, guess who I saw?? CLARE YIP! Yup, she was buying tickets for another movie too! Apparently her family was there too :D. And her siblings was bothering me, but her sis is so much nicer than her :D. Anyways, then went out with her to shop around and look for the Speak Now album :DD. But sad, couldnt find it! But it's alright ! I got it later at night though, AND CHAN XIN YI! If you read this, you're so gonna be jealous :DD. Listening the whole album now .. :D.



Saturday : Nothing much, just swimming and work.



Now for my personal stuffs. Firstly regarding this blog. I post personal matters okay, and I find privating my blog is so much easier for me to write some things that I really wanna write, like deep emotions and stuff. And the other reason was that I didn't want you to exactly read it.. Anyways, I had a lot of things inside my mind for these past few days. And those people who know, you should know why too (:.


Now that I've privatised my blog, I wanna write something to you.


Thanks for being there for me these few years, I was really enchanted to meet you. Whenever you're happy or sad, I'll be always there for you :D. But I guess it;s time to spread my wings and fly. We won't be in the same class next year, but at least I'll remember you. :D


I didn't want the storyline to end,
But we were running out of time and pages.
My thoughts would be echo-ing your name,
Until I see you again next year.
These are the words I held back,
As I had to leave too soon.
Please don't be in love with someone else.
Please don't have somebody waiting on you.