This time won't you save me.

It's 15 minutes away from 2012 now. It's been a rocky road for me this year eh? Having met thrills and disappointments throughout my entire journey in my new class. Life in triple science and HCL is tough. But somehow, I managed to survive. I managed to find redemption in various subjects that I took. Maybe some really let me down, but they really showed me my flaws eh?

Resolutions for the New Year? I don't really believe in that. That is because they usually don't come true for me, even though I try my hardest to fulfil them. But this time, I'ma do it just for the tiny glimpse of hope that my heart has, as it attempts to embrace the new year with open arms.

Well, here is a brief summary of what I've experienced this year.

- SYF competition for Choir

- President and Student Conductor Appointment

- OBS Camp (:

- Batam Trip

- Phillipines Trip

- Zhonghua 100th anniversary Concert

- 11/11/11 concert.

- 3e6 Class Chalet

- Lots of Lunch dates with my friends

- Lots of movie dates with my friends

And of course, there have been disappointments too. I shan't list them, lest they might ruin my mood now. Sigh, I bet everyone's having the partying mood whereas for me, I'm trying to complete my Biology worksheet. Maybe that's the consequence for procastinating.. But who cares? I had fun during my December break. This year wasn't really meant for studying, even though I tried to put in some effort to do so.

I managed to bond closer with my friends. I managed to realize who are my true friends. They've been always around me, just that I'm usually oblivious to them. To those that managed to make me smile at least once this year, thanks for making my life slightly more pleasant than before. To those that made me despondant or disappointed this year, thank you for letting me have the chance to overcome the tides that you've given me, so that I would come back stronger than before.

Just before the ball in Times Square, New York drops to commemorate the New Year, I would like to share a speech that's made by Hilary Swank in the movie ' New Year's Eve '.

It's suspended there to remind us before we pop the champagne and celebrate the New Year, to stop and reflect on the year that has gone by. To remember both our triumphs and our missteps - our promises made, and broken. The times we opened ourselves up to great adventures - or closed ourselves down, for fear of getting hurt. Because that's what New Year's is all about: getting another chance. A chance to forgive, to do better, to do more, to give more, to love more. And stop worrying about 'what if' and start embracing what would be. So when that ball drops at midnight - and it will drop - let's remember to be nice to each other, kind to each other. And not just tonight but all year long.

Please remember all the promises that we've made to each other, and even though we may have slipped the chance to fulfil it, do take some time off and make it up for your loved ones. There's only gonna be one year that's known as 2012 in our lives. Regardless of whether the phenomenon of 2012 occurs or not, we should keep our spirits alive, and cherish what we presently have, as well as to move on from the past. Live everyday happily, so that we won't be in regret if the world really comes to an end.

Well, those are just my two-bits worth for the new year. I might post my new year resolutions in my next blog post next year (:. A big thank you to all my readers who have been faithfully reading my blog and tagging! I wish you all a great year ahead for all of us. Oh, and a special note to all graduating students, I wish you all the best for your results in Week 2 (:. No matter what you get on that day, be contented and move on with your lives (:. Don't forget to remember me though!

That's all for now. I promise that I'll be back later. Bye (:. HAPPY NEW YEAR'S EVE TO ALL OF US! *pops champagne*

Deep down inside we wanna believe we still do.

I still do, and I hope that you do too.

I still like you loads.

Please tell me something I wanna hear.
Hold onto me tight, even if I'm pushing you away .

Just close your eyes.
The sun's going down.
You'll be alright,
no one can hurt you now.
Come morning light,
you and I'll be safe and sound.


Just changed my blog song. I think this has to be one of the few songs which I'm really emotionally attached to. Not only does it shows the mature side of the singer (Taylor Swift), but it really fits the purpose of this song. It's the first single for the film adaptation of 'The Hunger Games' - that's one of the few books that made me tear halfway through reading it. Heard that this would be used on Rue's death.. I don't wanna be a spoiler here, but I still can't believe Rue died ):.

Can't believe it but, once I heard this song, I immediately went to the NLB's website and reserved 'Catching Fire' - the sequel of the trilogy of 'The Hunger Games'.

Sigh, back to this piece of music, if only Taylor Swift writes songs that are of a more mature theme, and I'll love the hell out of her. The other reason why I'm simply intoxicated to this song is because it really describes what I've been feeling for the past few days.. Been going through lots of stuff lately, and the series of events that kept occurring made me utterly confused right now. I really don't know what to say, or what to post anymore. Through the days, I've been thinking about one thing, and that's all. I can't believe that I've already forsaken my humongous workload just because of that thought, but I kinda like it though..

Anyway, I know it's been ages since I've last posted a decent post, but I guess I won't be having any inspiration for a while. I'm really sorry to my readers out there who have been anxiously checking my blog everyday but have been met with extreme disappointment.

But before I leave, I just wanna share a song with you guys. Christmas has just past, and we're soon reaching towards the end of the year. Like what Carrie Underwood says,

 ' Each happy ending's a brand new beginning. '


But for those who did not have their happy ending yet, keep a little bit of faith within yourself, and take everything around you with a pinch of salt (:. So, that's why I'm sharing a Mariah Carey's song once again to all of you, because her lyrics really sends out an important message to all of us. And of course, she had her bitter and sour moments in her career too right?



I can make it through the rain.
I can stand up once again on my own,
and I know that I'm strong enough to mend.
And every time I'm afraid,
I'll hold tighter to my faith.
And I'll live one more day,
and I'll make it through the rain.

And I won't give my love away.

I'm confused.

I don't know what to say.

No one knew that things would progress this far,

but I won't fall in love this year.

And that's a promise to myself.

I guess it's time to leave love behind this year,

and start preparing for the last lap.

If you read this post,

please just keep it between us.

A crowded room ; 
Friends with tired eyes. 


I'm hiding from you,
and your soul of ice.

I would like to use my 450th post to wish Britney Spears a HAPPY 30TH BIRTHDAY (:.

You've been a great artist that not only motivates the audience through the lyrics of your songs, but also play an essential role for the revival of teen pop. Without you, there wouldn't be artists such as Lady Gaga and perhaps Kesha too. You've been a great role model to the younger generation, and managed to overcome the tides of darkness that you had faced over the recent years.

PS . I love the new Femme Fetale in the world <3.

I hope that you would continue to inspire other artists, as well as to bring more music into the world today <3.