That was my greatest mistake.
I guess nobody's been reading my blog nowadays, and I suppose that's something good? It makes me feel even more comfortable posting personal stuff here even though its kinda privated already. Anyway, there's an Amaths test on Monday, and I did quite badly for it.. Sigh, I'm striving hard for that perfect score, but I'm failing terribly.. ):. Chemistry's been fun with all the presentations going on, and Kah Wai's group was the best!
E Maths lessons were kinda normal to me, and Miss Teo was kinda concerned about me because she says that I'm acting a bit emotional during Emaths lessons as compared to Term 1. Haha xD. Nothing's been going on recently, even though I feel weird not sitting beside Esmonde, Matthew or Edmund nowadays, but it's nice sitting in front, because the teacher will stare at me and force me not to sleep! Isn't that awesome?
A Maths was normal for me, and I completed the homework that Mr Lee assigned to us! :D. And I like the classrooms that we are assigned to. Some lessons share the same classroom back-to-back, and that means that I don't have to waste time going there and forth to get my notes for the lessons! Ahh. It's so convenient, and Mr Lee was cheerful throughout the entire week (:.
Physics was normal for me, even though I nearly fell asleep on Thursday as it was quite dry. Mr Tang noticed and told us at the end of the lesson that he appreciated the fact that the class tried to keep themselves awake throughout the entire lesson!
Biology is still scary as Mr Chong seems intimidating to me :X. Maybe that's because he's the ex-DM and now the Advisor, but I sat in front with Adeline because he sounds a tad muffled at the back.. But the good news is, the fan is finally working :D.
Higher Chinese was saddening, because I failed my Paper 2 assignment. Was kinda disappointed myself, but I didn't understand the entire paper. At least the summary pulled me up quite a bit..
Sigh. Out of 10 MCQ questions for the Cloze, I only had a single one correct.. Dang, 18 marks gone.
I think English is gonna be fun for me though, we're gonna start on exposition essays, and I love them to the max! Oh, and we had Fire Drill on Friday.. Wanted to do Chemistry homework under the blazing sun, but my file broke ):. So, I was trying to fix the file instead, but to no avail ):. And I saw the 4e5 monitors sitting under the umbrella. Tsk tsk.
SS lessons are interesting to me, and we had like 4 periods this week! Glad that we are ahead of time and we're already starting on Vernice. Ms Noraini never fails to crack a joke to us about the entire SS topic!
Geography was fine for me, as we were going through the TYS questions.. Mrs Wong is awesome xD.
Moving on, choir. I feel despondent because our farewell concert was cancelled and that means that I've wasted my time on the sectionals.. Anyway, gave a little prep talk to the juniors and asked them to write their name under the column that they want the choir to achieve for the next SYF..
Went for Shanti's workshop on Saturday and Dr. Benjamin was awesome! She never fails to brighten my day (:. After that, I went to watch 'The Hunger Games' with Matthew and Jue Ying! But before that, we had a quick lunch at Pastamania and then went to the Library. Met Xin Yi, Evania, Adeline and Esther as they were studying there. Wow, I kind of feel pressurized now, but oh well.. Anyway, the movie was awesome! It's a million times better than Harry Potter and they managed to squeeze almost every bit of the book into the movie! Gonna finish Mockingjay once Adeline is done (:.
Slept my entire Saturday away and did a bit of homework at night..
Woke up at like 12 noon and rushed to complete my work before heading down with my family to Lido for the movie, 'John Carter'! I wouldn't say that it's a must-watch, but the plot's commendable! Afterwards, we went to Toa Payoh for dinner at the new Italian restaurant there! ( For those who don't know where it is,, it's above KFC (:, beside Sizzler and Pizza Hut! )
Went home and played Warcraft with my brother :D. It seems like I haven't lost my touch with the standard gameplay! I love the Archmage to the max.
Alright, I got to go now. My apologies for the abrupt ending.. Bye!
Think you could walk on such a thin line.
Sunday, March 18, 2012
It's hard to look back..
Randy got me addicted to his favorite song ><. But here's my number, so call me maybe xD.
Anyway, it's gonna be a brand new beginning for me. It's time to go back to my old self. I should stop procrastinating and start my revising for my O levels tomorrow. That's the promise I'm going to make for myself this term. There's Amaths test tomorrow, and I hardly studied for it. Hope everything will turn out fine tomorrow...
Alright, I got to go! Bye (:. Sorry about the short post..
I need to move on.
Saturday, March 17, 2012
Stop trying to make it all okay.
The holidays are sadly coming to an end. I've practically wasted my first term away. Well, instead of holding on to the past, I'm gonna come out stronger and become more focused in whatever that I'll do this year. I have to promise myself that once I step down from Choir, I'll spare myself more time to sleep, so that I'll feel rejuvenated and refreshed the next day. Looks like playtime's over eh? I'll not switch on my computer that often anymore. Maybe I should ask my parents to cancel my data-plan for my phone. Yes, it was my reward for getting 14 points ( raw score ) for my L1R5, but I gotta aim higher if I wanna enter SAJC with Louis and Clare (:. I can't imagine going to school with them everyday for the next two days, and have recess/lunch together too! It's going to be tough on me, but it'll be alright for me.
8 points. I need a little bit of faith. I shouldn't let others influence my thinking in any way. Maybe it's a little late to start my seriousness, considering the fact that most of my class have been already in the appropriate mode since the December Holidays.. But Miss Ong says that there's still hope in me, and it's never too late if I start now, as it's only Term 2! So I'm gonna work hard for my teachers, my parents and most importantly, myself.
Moving on, I guess I'm falling in love with Ballads all over again after listening to Kelly Clarkson's EP on Youtube. I can't get them though, as they are only available in Itunes ):. By the way, the Blog song is in her iTunes Session EP, and it was originally a break-up/get-back song. I'm also getting intoxicated by guitars and pianos too! Oh, and the harmonica as well! It's a pity that I've never learnt how to play any of them properly. Maybe next time when I have the time to do so? :)
Anyway, I'm gonna end my post now. Gotta go to Yishun to have lunch with my brother ^^. But before that, I'ma post Carrie Underwood's potential album covers for her upcoming 'Blown Away' <3!
I'm amazed by the shots! It's much better than her album covers in her previous 3 albums! Ahh. Can't wait for the album to be released! I'll be waiting patiently for 1st May 2012 to arrive (:
Does it hurt to know I'll never be there?
That it sucks to see my face everywhere?
It was you,
you chose to end it like you did.
The holidays are sadly coming to an end. I've practically wasted my first term away. Well, instead of holding on to the past, I'm gonna come out stronger and become more focused in whatever that I'll do this year. I have to promise myself that once I step down from Choir, I'll spare myself more time to sleep, so that I'll feel rejuvenated and refreshed the next day. Looks like playtime's over eh? I'll not switch on my computer that often anymore. Maybe I should ask my parents to cancel my data-plan for my phone. Yes, it was my reward for getting 14 points ( raw score ) for my L1R5, but I gotta aim higher if I wanna enter SAJC with Louis and Clare (:. I can't imagine going to school with them everyday for the next two days, and have recess/lunch together too! It's going to be tough on me, but it'll be alright for me.
8 points. I need a little bit of faith. I shouldn't let others influence my thinking in any way. Maybe it's a little late to start my seriousness, considering the fact that most of my class have been already in the appropriate mode since the December Holidays.. But Miss Ong says that there's still hope in me, and it's never too late if I start now, as it's only Term 2! So I'm gonna work hard for my teachers, my parents and most importantly, myself.
Moving on, I guess I'm falling in love with Ballads all over again after listening to Kelly Clarkson's EP on Youtube. I can't get them though, as they are only available in Itunes ):. By the way, the Blog song is in her iTunes Session EP, and it was originally a break-up/get-back song. I'm also getting intoxicated by guitars and pianos too! Oh, and the harmonica as well! It's a pity that I've never learnt how to play any of them properly. Maybe next time when I have the time to do so? :)
Anyway, I'm gonna end my post now. Gotta go to Yishun to have lunch with my brother ^^. But before that, I'ma post Carrie Underwood's potential album covers for her upcoming 'Blown Away' <3!
I'm amazed by the shots! It's much better than her album covers in her previous 3 albums! Ahh. Can't wait for the album to be released! I'll be waiting patiently for 1st May 2012 to arrive (:
Does it hurt to know I'll never be there?
That it sucks to see my face everywhere?
It was you,
you chose to end it like you did.
Friday, March 16, 2012
I never read your letter,
cause I knew what you would say.
The past month was quite exhausting for me, with all the homework and work that I gotta do. I did pretty badly with a few tests and I'm trying my best to catch up, especially physics. Choir was really disappointing for me, and I've already said my piece about it. I guess whether I step down or not, no longer makes any difference eh?
Anyway, Motivational Camp was fun for me at least. All the study skills, the humanities forum and Andrea. She's awesome. I love the wild side of her. I don't know why, but I didn't really feel inspired or even motivated from it.. Maybe it's just me, and not them. Maybe of my friends cried that day, but I didn't. Perhaps that's the reason why the impact wasn't that great on me.
Hmm.. I had a sleepover at Clarissa's house though. Matthew and Kah Wai were supposed to be there with me, but they backed out in the end. But Matthew's reason was quite pathetic. Anyway, I was the only guy there, but it was fun! Watched Insideous and finally learnt how to play Monopoly Deal! Eavesdropped at some gossip that the girls had and then went to sleep. And I feel really bad to Sarah as I kinda snored a little while I was asleep, and I was the first to be knocked out :X. Moving on, I think Sarah's quite cute when she's asleep! Seriously! And she woke up with me when my alarm sounded ( cause I was the only one who was bathing in the morning ) and then went back to sleep. No hidden intentions though! She's really like a sister to me! Feel like spilling out what's been going on with me to her. Girls are so much more trustworthy than guys.
Ahh, and I had donuts for breakfast! My first breakfast since I don't know when. Went back to school at around 7 am, and that's way past the time I go to school usually. But I'm not late, thankfully xD. Managed to sneak into choir for a short 15 minutes during breaktime and was really met with disappointment. Oh well, what can I say? However, I still have faith that they'll be able to cope when we're gone. And it'll happen in like 3 weeks now? I guess that'll be the last time I'll be wearing the full choir suit, even though I own the pants, belt, blazier and shoes xD. But I'll miss the silver tie ):. The sun will rise eventually.
Worked with Matthew and Esmonde for the mindmap project for Globalization! They're awesome people to the max! They even had some cute shots on the table, sad that they weren't posted on facebook ):. And I want to thank Matthew for being there to accompany me even though he wants to wander somewhere else in the school whenever I'm in solitude. It's so sad. It's already the last year in my Secondary school. They'll vanish from my life once we get back our 'O' level results, unless we coincidentally get posted into the same institution. I hope that my good memories in Zhonghua will never fade away..
Well, it's the holidays now. Have been going to school for like 3 times because of choir and ss ssp. Oh well, it's alright! At least I've managed to rest well after a hectic school term.
It's already 2am now, but before I end my post, I would like to share Carrie Underwood's new single here! She's awesome! And I can't wait to get her new album. Also, I will share some of the other new songs that are released this year!
Good Girl - Carrie Underwood
Climax - Usher
Part of Me - Katy Perry
Starships - Nicki Minaj
Girls Gone Wild - Madonna
Stronger ( What Doesn't Kill You ) - Kelly Clarkson
Over You - Miranda Lambert
Turn Up the Music - Chris Brown feat. Rihanna
And of course, a good cover of Adele's next single, Rumor Has It!
For the Studio version,
Alright then, Goodnight (:.
Daddy make a wish,
Put this cake in your face.
And it's not even my birthday.
cause I knew what you would say.
The past month was quite exhausting for me, with all the homework and work that I gotta do. I did pretty badly with a few tests and I'm trying my best to catch up, especially physics. Choir was really disappointing for me, and I've already said my piece about it. I guess whether I step down or not, no longer makes any difference eh?
Anyway, Motivational Camp was fun for me at least. All the study skills, the humanities forum and Andrea. She's awesome. I love the wild side of her. I don't know why, but I didn't really feel inspired or even motivated from it.. Maybe it's just me, and not them. Maybe of my friends cried that day, but I didn't. Perhaps that's the reason why the impact wasn't that great on me.
Hmm.. I had a sleepover at Clarissa's house though. Matthew and Kah Wai were supposed to be there with me, but they backed out in the end. But Matthew's reason was quite pathetic. Anyway, I was the only guy there, but it was fun! Watched Insideous and finally learnt how to play Monopoly Deal! Eavesdropped at some gossip that the girls had and then went to sleep. And I feel really bad to Sarah as I kinda snored a little while I was asleep, and I was the first to be knocked out :X. Moving on, I think Sarah's quite cute when she's asleep! Seriously! And she woke up with me when my alarm sounded ( cause I was the only one who was bathing in the morning ) and then went back to sleep. No hidden intentions though! She's really like a sister to me! Feel like spilling out what's been going on with me to her. Girls are so much more trustworthy than guys.
Ahh, and I had donuts for breakfast! My first breakfast since I don't know when. Went back to school at around 7 am, and that's way past the time I go to school usually. But I'm not late, thankfully xD. Managed to sneak into choir for a short 15 minutes during breaktime and was really met with disappointment. Oh well, what can I say? However, I still have faith that they'll be able to cope when we're gone. And it'll happen in like 3 weeks now? I guess that'll be the last time I'll be wearing the full choir suit, even though I own the pants, belt, blazier and shoes xD. But I'll miss the silver tie ):. The sun will rise eventually.
Worked with Matthew and Esmonde for the mindmap project for Globalization! They're awesome people to the max! They even had some cute shots on the table, sad that they weren't posted on facebook ):. And I want to thank Matthew for being there to accompany me even though he wants to wander somewhere else in the school whenever I'm in solitude. It's so sad. It's already the last year in my Secondary school. They'll vanish from my life once we get back our 'O' level results, unless we coincidentally get posted into the same institution. I hope that my good memories in Zhonghua will never fade away..
Well, it's the holidays now. Have been going to school for like 3 times because of choir and ss ssp. Oh well, it's alright! At least I've managed to rest well after a hectic school term.
It's already 2am now, but before I end my post, I would like to share Carrie Underwood's new single here! She's awesome! And I can't wait to get her new album. Also, I will share some of the other new songs that are released this year!
Good Girl - Carrie Underwood
Climax - Usher
Part of Me - Katy Perry
Starships - Nicki Minaj
Girls Gone Wild - Madonna
Stronger ( What Doesn't Kill You ) - Kelly Clarkson
Over You - Miranda Lambert
Turn Up the Music - Chris Brown feat. Rihanna
And of course, a good cover of Adele's next single, Rumor Has It!
For the Studio version,
Alright then, Goodnight (:.
Daddy make a wish,
Put this cake in your face.
And it's not even my birthday.
It's too late to apologize.
And you should be the one supposed to say that.
I'm really sorry for not blogging for the entire month. I think my mind was drained for the past month. Not because of homework, but because of some personal problems. How I wished I could go back in time and make everything alright, but I know I can't.
It's the holidays now, but you're the one that I think about all day. Maybe that's the reason why I can't seem to focus and do my own thing. I've granted your wish. I've blocked you in every possible way that I could think of. It was really then or never. Well, I guess none of my readers will be able to guess who, except for Jue Ying. But still, things seemed to be alright for her. I doubt that she'll be able to sense anything wrong with me, knowing that she hardly visits my blog nowadays.
Will I let hatred or misery get the better of me? No. What doesn't kill you makes you stronger. But looking back at all the things that we did, and all the things that you said, perhaps not. You were an expert at sorry and making lines blurry, but why couldn't you do that when that occurred just now?
It seems that I was right in the end, even though I was really hoping that you'll prove me and my thoughts wrong. But what can I say? It was my fault to begin with, and yet you kept apologizing to me. I don't know whether it's considered as crying, but I kinda teared just now, with all the things that you dished out at me. I deserved it. I deserved every single thing that you've talked about me.
I feel numb- completely emotionless. I know that you'll be able to live your life without me, as you've been doing that for the past 3 months. I guess no one would ever find out what exactly happened. And no, it isn't a breakup from a relationship if some of you are reading this.
I haven't seen the best that love has to offer.
They say perfection's always round the corner, it could be true.
That's a lie.
Never thought we ever last kiss.
And you should be the one supposed to say that.
I'm really sorry for not blogging for the entire month. I think my mind was drained for the past month. Not because of homework, but because of some personal problems. How I wished I could go back in time and make everything alright, but I know I can't.
It's the holidays now, but you're the one that I think about all day. Maybe that's the reason why I can't seem to focus and do my own thing. I've granted your wish. I've blocked you in every possible way that I could think of. It was really then or never. Well, I guess none of my readers will be able to guess who, except for Jue Ying. But still, things seemed to be alright for her. I doubt that she'll be able to sense anything wrong with me, knowing that she hardly visits my blog nowadays.
Will I let hatred or misery get the better of me? No. What doesn't kill you makes you stronger. But looking back at all the things that we did, and all the things that you said, perhaps not. You were an expert at sorry and making lines blurry, but why couldn't you do that when that occurred just now?
It seems that I was right in the end, even though I was really hoping that you'll prove me and my thoughts wrong. But what can I say? It was my fault to begin with, and yet you kept apologizing to me. I don't know whether it's considered as crying, but I kinda teared just now, with all the things that you dished out at me. I deserved it. I deserved every single thing that you've talked about me.
I feel numb- completely emotionless. I know that you'll be able to live your life without me, as you've been doing that for the past 3 months. I guess no one would ever find out what exactly happened. And no, it isn't a breakup from a relationship if some of you are reading this.
I haven't seen the best that love has to offer.
They say perfection's always round the corner, it could be true.
That's a lie.
Never thought we ever last kiss.
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