Sunday, May 29, 2011

Oh god, i totally forgot to blog O;. I promise to blog about both the bintan camp and the obs camp alrights? :D

Thursday, May 26, 2011

Hey,
I just wanted to be honest with you.
You're beautiful.
Maybe that was why I was hooked with your love controller.
Remind me the times we spent together,
Even if those days were short.
Maybe I'll keep hoping for love,
and wait for you to show me the way.
But I'm fine with both ways.
Just stop ignoring me alright?
My heart is bleeding.

Thursday, May 19, 2011

Exam results are out! Okay, maybe part 1. Some were satisfying, some were of course (heartening) and some were disappointing. Anyway, results.

A Maths : 98/100
E Maths : 99/100
Chemistry : 65/100
SS : 42/100
HCL : 56.5/100
EL : 51.5/100

Yup, flunked 2 papers so far. There's many more to count! Anyway, SS was a total disappointment to me. I thought I could get higher ( at least a pass ) ?? But anyway, its alright. There were lessons learned anyway, shan't revert back to the same old ways.

EL too! Maybe my choice of writing an argumentative essay isn't wise.. That caused me to drop a lot and esp my comprehension. Gosh, I gotta spend more time on it!

You may ask, HCL was like a C5, but why didn't I highlight it? The answer is, I was quite satisfied with it. Honestly, I thought I would fail this paper. Anyway, I've been studying HCL for about 0.5 year and the ability to get that mark was already a miracle (:. Me and XY were like totally excited and we keep cheering each other up!

You don't need to strive for the best. So as long you did your best, you'll be content.

Choir Meeting tomorrow! I mean all the CCA heads. Wonder what they will talk about. And CHOIR! Haven't really started preparing for it! And I can skip choir next monday (:. BINTAN CAMP :D. Huifang, its with the person on the phone that I wrote those symbols. LOL. Don't think too much.

Now that the exams are like over, I can finally de-stress. And I feel like proposing something to choir, but I think it will be rejected even though it benefits it. Oh well, maybe I should just raise it up?

Gosh, talking about choir. I just realised what happened to me in choir this year. It will be like a cold war between people, and people will just be avoiding one another. And especially that thing happened, I don't know how can I make up to you. And I'm also spreading myself further away from the other two. Guess I don't really have a good life in choir even I'm like the president eh?

Maybe what Felicia said was right.

Anyway, American Idol! Love it :D. I hope a female takes the crown this year! :D. And I like Lauren's version of 'If I Die Young', although Haley's performance was quite disappointing. ):.

I went out with Clare, Louis, Brandon, Yong Lin, Gracia, Cherie, Chermaine, Zong You to nex and watched movies!! Awesome trip! :D. Wished I can go for another one, even though all these monitor and CCA stuff comes crashing down on me. Which reminds me, STOP ASKING ME TO GIVE OUT FORMS DURING EXAM TIMES. ITS IRRITATING WHENEVER YOU CALL US AND WANT SOMETHING TO BE DONE. HELLO? I DONT SEE MY ENTIRE CLASS! AND ITS THE EXAM PERIOD.

Had a little heart-to-heart conversation with Ikhmah!! :D. Talked about studies, then the arcade! :D.

Watched how the boys played Arcade. I don't find the interesting part about them. Honestly, I feel bored. :/

It's late at night now! Bye! And best of luck to me for part 2 tomorrow! ^^

It's nice to see how you and her developed so fast.
Sometimes, I just feel jealous.
And whenever I talk to her, I think of you.
But we'll still be good friends after all,
Even if a tinge of jealousy hits me hard sometimes.
Wish you all the best (:

Sigh, life sucks for me.
Although you finally started to reply me,
After like 3 months?
There's no building up.
I'll just wait quietly at the corner then.
It was nice having the only lesson with you,
Even though I'm not sure whether I will be kicked out from that class!
Same for all the rest in that class EG. Yuan Zhen, Xin Yi, Keandra, Jin Yi, Kah Wai, Elaine and Nicholas! Thanks for all the support you've given me and I'll never forget all the fun and torture we had in the lesson!

When we face misery, we would want it to end immediately
But when we say goodbye, we would want the moment we spent together last forever.

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

Hey guys, Its been like a month since I last posted? OMG. I'm sorry to all my readers ( if you're still out there ).

Anyway, my exams are like screwed.

Chemistry : Killer paper. Guess I'm gonna die for it.
Physics : Very time-consuming. I don't feel as assured for it as before.
Biology : Fairly easy for me. But I'm afraid for my careless mistakes!
HCL : GG.COM.
EL : Quite okay.
E Maths : Some questions were tricky, but I think it can be done (:
A Maths : I think this is like the easiest paper? Quite easy.
Combined Humanities : I RAN OUT OF TIME ):.

So, that's all for my exams. And I hate teachers who keep walking around in the hall, making distracting and unnecessary noises with their shoes ESP. high heels! Gosh, sitting at the front row was distracting for me as the female teachers like to walk around.

There goes my concentration skills!~

Anyway, We shan't talk about the exams now, because the results will be out soon. And I will reflect on them.

Been playing computer all day long, and going out with loads of people tomorrow! Gosh, I still need to prepare stuff for choir since I'm like... and I've not even started with them yet! I'm so gonna embarrass myself in front of them. ):.

Sports Carnival was boring I guess! It was just talk and talk! But there was a KOI outing :D. Quite cool indeed! :D

Anyway, that's all for today! Sorry for short post. Mental Block.

I'll move on just like you,
Where the desert floods and the cloud turns blue.
Where the sailing ship don't meet her moon.
It will break my heart but I'll get through.
Someday when I stop ....

It's been a tough week eh?
I can tell that your using her to like communicate with me.
But at least your listening now (:.

And holy crap, I can totally anticipate the troubles I will face in choir when it starts again. AND YOU. Stop talking behind my back! I know you kinda hate me now, I'm fine with it. I tried to mend, but you just ignored my attempts. Oh well.