It was those three words that saved my life.
And now I'm forsaking them forever.
Spent my Sunday mostly on the computer, and Dad cooked lunch for us! The rice that is steamed with sausage is simply delectable. Anyway, my life's pretty boring for me nowadays. Glad that I have a job during the holidays, and there's a one week overseas trip planned for the entire family that's coming really very soon!
Hmm. There's choir tomorrow, and for the first time in a long while, I'm actually looking forward for it. Well, apart from the fact that I'll be able to abuse my power and torture them during the warmups, but I feel that the juniors have been improving recently, ESPECIALLY MY SOPRANOS :D, and they've managed to raise the standard of the choir little by little as each session passes by. Maybe it's because of my attitude, or that they've found their confidence and have decided to sing out loud, which is a good thing to celebrate about as since the first day I met them, I had a hard time asking them to open their mouths~.
Anyway, WZ's birthday is on Wednesday! Happy Birthday in Advance my beloved niece ^^. Your uncle still misses you even though you abandoned most of your family by going to TJC, but at least I was able to meet you in the train compartment once in a while! Really looking forward towards your celebration on Tuesday. Movie Marathon FTW, even though I'm planning to skip Breaking Dawn because Twillight movies are getting worse. BUT AT LEAST, there'll be buffet, and I'll be able to catch up with my friends like JY! It's been ages since I've last seen her and IF YOU READ THIS, WE SHOULD MEET UP FOR KOI SOMEDAY KK? ^^.
But the bad thing is, I DONT KNOW WHAT TO GET HER ):. Maybe I should just walk around Nex for inspiration.. Still, I can't wait for that day to come!
Alright, there's gonna be an abrupt ending to this post. It's like 1.39am now and I gotta sleep :X. Nights!
The award for the best liar goes to you.
Save your speech for someone else as I don't wanna hear it any longer.
Sunday, November 27, 2011
Because I know at the end of the day, I did nothing of what you said of me.
Credits to the http://runawaytrain.tumblr.com/ for the quotes and pictures.
I know that you'll never read this blog.
But at least have some sense to self-reflect and fuck yourself up for what you've done.
Sometimes you just can’t tell someone how you feel. Not because you don’t trust them, and not because you think they will judge you. But because you can never really find the right words to make them understand, and it makes you frustrated. People take things in so many different ways, and that is why it’s so hard. But if what you’re trying to say is meant to be said, it will find a way to be understood.
But as bad as it was, I learnt something about myself. That I could go through something like that and survive. I mean, I know that it could have been worse - a lot worse - but for me, it was all I could have handled at the time. And I learnt from it.
-Nicholas Sparks
Credits to the http://runawaytrain.tumblr.com/ for the quotes and pictures.
I know that you'll never read this blog.
But at least have some sense to self-reflect and fuck yourself up for what you've done.
Don't tell me you're sorry when you're not.
You're only sorry that you're caught.
This is stupid and I may be dumb,
but I'm not stupid.
Stop talking to me like that.
Curtains are closing now,
I guess that'll be your grand finale for your acts.
So go on and take a bow.
Just a note for you :
There's nothing I do better than revenge, bitch.
Where have you been all my life?
Went back for Choir on Monday and Wednesday. Learnt 2 new songs and revised the James Bond Theme. Pretty cool huh? And I guess I was pretty excited when I was conducting warmups, so the choir had to do a few silly things in their warm ups, but it really attracted their attention and got them all high and stuff. :D.
After that, I went to work! The things were slightly complicated for me as I didn't exactly know what I'm supposed to do, and that I couldn't recognize any of the products that I'm supposed to be checking.. So yeah.
Tried to refill the printer, but failed badly and had ink spilled onto my hands, leaving stains there for a day ):. And at last, I've managed to memorize some of the codes that they use there! Feel so accomplished ^^.
MRT-ed home and I'm loving the rain. Maybe it's just me and the weather, but walking in the rain makes me feel calm. Haha, a good way to de-stress? Wanted to start homework but failed terribly as I started to hog onto my computer and chatted myself away~.
Tuesday :
Woke up as someone text-ed me! It was like 7, i think? And my work starts at 12.. Well, that's not the point. Anyway, went back to sleep afterwards, and only woke up at 10.30am. Yeah, I'm a pig xD. Anyway, rushed all the way to the other side of the island and it was an hour's journey. In the end? I was late T.T.
As it was my first time, I had a pretty hard time trying to recognize the products and checking them. I guess the counting part was easier than expected, because it was the only thing that I was able to do right. Managed to get the job done eventually, and it was quite surprise to me that I've managed to complete it earlier than expected, despite the fact that it was my first time.. Hmm..
Afterwards, headed towards Ang Mo Kio to meet Elston! :D. Well, it was quite a last-minute event that we've organized for each other as we had only agreed to meet up in the morning. Anyway, as I was done earlier than expected, I arrived first (:. Walked around AMK Hub and had a pancake at Jollibean! Yummy~.
Soon, we've met each other, even though we've been waiting for each other at 2 different locations, until he decided to text and asked where was I. Haha. Moving on, we boarded 135 and there we were, Serangoon Nex (:. We initially wanted to watch 'In Time' again for the fun of it, but Elston changed his mind suddenly and called me a crazy person ._. Took quite a long time to decide what we wanna do there, because the other entertainment options were simply eliminated due to our various reasons..
So, we went to Rockery to grab a quick bite. Elston ordered Black Pepper Chicken Rice while I ordered Chicken Fillet Burger. Elston has a really big appetite. He ordered extra rice and he managed to finish them all, even though he had eaten lunch earlier.. Talked about some stuff, before heading back to the cinema to decide what to watch. And upon leaving, I thought that I had left my phone there. I still had the mood to stroll my way back until Elston hurried me up T.T. And guess what, it was never there because it was at the front compartment of my sling bag~ What a joke right?
So, we went to the cinema and decided that we should watch Tower Heist, even though the trailer wasn't really that exciting. Well, with a movie list that consisted mostly of NC16 movies, we kinda ran out of options eh? Anyway, we decided to take a look at the value shop and Elston was obsessed with the Oreo cookies. Haha :D. Soon, we began smuggling snacks and drinks into the theater..
The movie was quite interesting but the plot was kinda expected and I found it a little draggy. But the script was a little uncouth for me, yet hilarious at the same time! :D. Here's the trailer for it :
For those who wanna catch this movie, I suggest that you all do so quickly, because its run in the theaters is gonna end soon!
Moving on, I tried my luck at the Popular Bookstore to search for T.T.T. But I failed in the end because it wasn't in stores there yet.. Sigh. Was a little disappointed with it..
Walked around Nex for a while afterwards and wanted to try the Double Lime Sundae at Macs. What a joke right? I remembered clearly that I saw a poster of Macs selling that, but I guess it didn't come true, until I realized that I've dreamt about it. Sigh, I'm getting delusional :/.
So, we've decided that we should buy Milk Tea at Rockery instead. ^^. Missed their Mango Milk Tea with Sago ):. After that, we took a stroll around Nex for the last time before taking the overhead bridge to our respective bus stops and headed home! :D
Anyway, text-ed Elston all the way into the still of the night, and I wanna post my apologies to him for being too emotional that night, as there were countless things going in and out of my mind.. ><.
Wednesday :
Had choir that day, and decided that I should spice things up for our usual warm ups! Went through the new songs that we've learnt on Monday and revised James Bond :).
Afterwards, Yi Jie, Joyce and I went to Nex to have lunch! All of us had Tonpenyaki ( Idk if I spelt it correctly.. ) :D, and it was OISHI~. I loved the omelette :D. And they were quite shocked that my eating speed, as I was rushing for work because I was already late. Had to leave before they had finished their food, and rushed all the way ><.
They recognized me, but who cares? I managed to get my job done in the end, and was quite pleased with myself! Decided to head out to Marina Square to get a copy of T.T.T :D. Alighted at Promenade, and that was a dreadful mistake, as I had to walk for like 10 minutes around Suntec City just to find the Convention Centre and then the bridge towards Marina Square.
In the end, I still managed to find it and I BOUGHT T.T.T :D. I'm a happy kid :D. Also, I've managed to find an album that I've been searching for like forever. NICKI MINAJ'S PINK FRIDAY! Yeah, most CD stores do not offer it anymore T.T. Considered buying Good Girl Gone Bad : Reloaded, but the price was devastating.. And so, I changed my mind ):. But looking at the bright side, at least I got myself 2 albums! :D.
Went home afterwards and hogged my computer once more. :D. I guess my life during the holidays is kinda screwed up, as my computer uses about 35% of it? Haha, but at least it improves friendships between other people and me :D.
Thursday :
Woke up at 11am T.T. AND I HAD TO RUSH ALL THE WAY TO WORK AS I WAS EXTREMELY LATE. Had to settle the warehouse that day, and I took 6 hours to complete my work. Sigh.. I had a hard time recognizing products as there were some that weren't displayed at the other locations and that most of them were in boxes, and I didn't know what to begin with. So after the long 6 hours, I finally managed to get my work done!
Decided to eat with my parents afterwards, but Mum had to leave for a dinner appointment ):. Dad and I had a hard time choosing where to eat, so we headed to Toa Payoh's Crystal Jade for dinner! And guess what? We had steamboat buffet as it was already 8pm, and that's the time when the promotion begins.. It was quite sumptuous! Wanted to drink Koi afterwards, but changed my mind because I was tired and wanted to get some rest..
Went back home and wanted to sleep, but I just couldn't. I hate that feeling when you're full and tired at the same time, but unable to sleep. Sigh.. So, I decided to switch on my computer and started to play with my friends ^^. Slept quite late at night though.
Friday :
Woke up super early just for choir! :D. Managed to recall one of the warmups used in my Primary School's choir and thought of teaching them that. I hope that made them refreshed because it was quite early in the morning.
Sigh, Joyce wasn't there T.T. So there were only 2 Sop 1s, and Mr Ong decided to do 'Ezekial Saw the Wheel'. Was slightly elated initially, because it was within our range, but I started to become nervous towards the end of the song, as there were only two of us singing the solo line, but we managed to hear ourselves loud and clear though :D.
SOPRANO ONES FTW <3.
Moving on, I was pretty beat upon arriving home and decided to take an afternoon nap! Woke up for dinner, and wanted to sleep again, but couldn't. Elston entertained me through the night once again :D. He's awesome! I wonder what my life would be this year if I didn't met him..
Saturday :
WOKE UP LATE ONCE AGAIN. I guess I do not possess a natural alarm in my body.. But still, managed to report for work on time! Guess what? My work today was to give out brochures :D. Was quite tiring for me as I had to wear boards at the same time.. But I felt encouraged doing the job because the people that took my brochures were gleaming at me, and I felt appreciated (:.
Maybe it's true. A simple smile a day brightens someone else's life.
Went back home and had dinner at the food court near my house :D. Went back home and started to hog my computer once again ... Sigh.
But I was quite angry while playing the computer because of various reasons ><.
I hope I wouldn't feel the same again.
I know that it'll be sadder if you didn't hit the road.
So farewell, somebody's gonna miss you.
And someone's gonna wish that you were here.
After that, I went to work! The things were slightly complicated for me as I didn't exactly know what I'm supposed to do, and that I couldn't recognize any of the products that I'm supposed to be checking.. So yeah.
Tried to refill the printer, but failed badly and had ink spilled onto my hands, leaving stains there for a day ):. And at last, I've managed to memorize some of the codes that they use there! Feel so accomplished ^^.
MRT-ed home and I'm loving the rain. Maybe it's just me and the weather, but walking in the rain makes me feel calm. Haha, a good way to de-stress? Wanted to start homework but failed terribly as I started to hog onto my computer and chatted myself away~.
Tuesday :
Woke up as someone text-ed me! It was like 7, i think? And my work starts at 12.. Well, that's not the point. Anyway, went back to sleep afterwards, and only woke up at 10.30am. Yeah, I'm a pig xD. Anyway, rushed all the way to the other side of the island and it was an hour's journey. In the end? I was late T.T.
As it was my first time, I had a pretty hard time trying to recognize the products and checking them. I guess the counting part was easier than expected, because it was the only thing that I was able to do right. Managed to get the job done eventually, and it was quite surprise to me that I've managed to complete it earlier than expected, despite the fact that it was my first time.. Hmm..
Afterwards, headed towards Ang Mo Kio to meet Elston! :D. Well, it was quite a last-minute event that we've organized for each other as we had only agreed to meet up in the morning. Anyway, as I was done earlier than expected, I arrived first (:. Walked around AMK Hub and had a pancake at Jollibean! Yummy~.
Soon, we've met each other, even though we've been waiting for each other at 2 different locations, until he decided to text and asked where was I. Haha. Moving on, we boarded 135 and there we were, Serangoon Nex (:. We initially wanted to watch 'In Time' again for the fun of it, but Elston changed his mind suddenly and called me a crazy person ._. Took quite a long time to decide what we wanna do there, because the other entertainment options were simply eliminated due to our various reasons..
So, we went to Rockery to grab a quick bite. Elston ordered Black Pepper Chicken Rice while I ordered Chicken Fillet Burger. Elston has a really big appetite. He ordered extra rice and he managed to finish them all, even though he had eaten lunch earlier.. Talked about some stuff, before heading back to the cinema to decide what to watch. And upon leaving, I thought that I had left my phone there. I still had the mood to stroll my way back until Elston hurried me up T.T. And guess what, it was never there because it was at the front compartment of my sling bag~ What a joke right?
So, we went to the cinema and decided that we should watch Tower Heist, even though the trailer wasn't really that exciting. Well, with a movie list that consisted mostly of NC16 movies, we kinda ran out of options eh? Anyway, we decided to take a look at the value shop and Elston was obsessed with the Oreo cookies. Haha :D. Soon, we began smuggling snacks and drinks into the theater..
The movie was quite interesting but the plot was kinda expected and I found it a little draggy. But the script was a little uncouth for me, yet hilarious at the same time! :D. Here's the trailer for it :
For those who wanna catch this movie, I suggest that you all do so quickly, because its run in the theaters is gonna end soon!
Moving on, I tried my luck at the Popular Bookstore to search for T.T.T. But I failed in the end because it wasn't in stores there yet.. Sigh. Was a little disappointed with it..
Walked around Nex for a while afterwards and wanted to try the Double Lime Sundae at Macs. What a joke right? I remembered clearly that I saw a poster of Macs selling that, but I guess it didn't come true, until I realized that I've dreamt about it. Sigh, I'm getting delusional :/.
So, we've decided that we should buy Milk Tea at Rockery instead. ^^. Missed their Mango Milk Tea with Sago ):. After that, we took a stroll around Nex for the last time before taking the overhead bridge to our respective bus stops and headed home! :D
Anyway, text-ed Elston all the way into the still of the night, and I wanna post my apologies to him for being too emotional that night, as there were countless things going in and out of my mind.. ><.
Wednesday :
Had choir that day, and decided that I should spice things up for our usual warm ups! Went through the new songs that we've learnt on Monday and revised James Bond :).
Afterwards, Yi Jie, Joyce and I went to Nex to have lunch! All of us had Tonpenyaki ( Idk if I spelt it correctly.. ) :D, and it was OISHI~. I loved the omelette :D. And they were quite shocked that my eating speed, as I was rushing for work because I was already late. Had to leave before they had finished their food, and rushed all the way ><.
They recognized me, but who cares? I managed to get my job done in the end, and was quite pleased with myself! Decided to head out to Marina Square to get a copy of T.T.T :D. Alighted at Promenade, and that was a dreadful mistake, as I had to walk for like 10 minutes around Suntec City just to find the Convention Centre and then the bridge towards Marina Square.
In the end, I still managed to find it and I BOUGHT T.T.T :D. I'm a happy kid :D. Also, I've managed to find an album that I've been searching for like forever. NICKI MINAJ'S PINK FRIDAY! Yeah, most CD stores do not offer it anymore T.T. Considered buying Good Girl Gone Bad : Reloaded, but the price was devastating.. And so, I changed my mind ):. But looking at the bright side, at least I got myself 2 albums! :D.
Went home afterwards and hogged my computer once more. :D. I guess my life during the holidays is kinda screwed up, as my computer uses about 35% of it? Haha, but at least it improves friendships between other people and me :D.
Thursday :
Woke up at 11am T.T. AND I HAD TO RUSH ALL THE WAY TO WORK AS I WAS EXTREMELY LATE. Had to settle the warehouse that day, and I took 6 hours to complete my work. Sigh.. I had a hard time recognizing products as there were some that weren't displayed at the other locations and that most of them were in boxes, and I didn't know what to begin with. So after the long 6 hours, I finally managed to get my work done!
Decided to eat with my parents afterwards, but Mum had to leave for a dinner appointment ):. Dad and I had a hard time choosing where to eat, so we headed to Toa Payoh's Crystal Jade for dinner! And guess what? We had steamboat buffet as it was already 8pm, and that's the time when the promotion begins.. It was quite sumptuous! Wanted to drink Koi afterwards, but changed my mind because I was tired and wanted to get some rest..
Went back home and wanted to sleep, but I just couldn't. I hate that feeling when you're full and tired at the same time, but unable to sleep. Sigh.. So, I decided to switch on my computer and started to play with my friends ^^. Slept quite late at night though.
Friday :
Woke up super early just for choir! :D. Managed to recall one of the warmups used in my Primary School's choir and thought of teaching them that. I hope that made them refreshed because it was quite early in the morning.
Sigh, Joyce wasn't there T.T. So there were only 2 Sop 1s, and Mr Ong decided to do 'Ezekial Saw the Wheel'. Was slightly elated initially, because it was within our range, but I started to become nervous towards the end of the song, as there were only two of us singing the solo line, but we managed to hear ourselves loud and clear though :D.
SOPRANO ONES FTW <3.
Moving on, I was pretty beat upon arriving home and decided to take an afternoon nap! Woke up for dinner, and wanted to sleep again, but couldn't. Elston entertained me through the night once again :D. He's awesome! I wonder what my life would be this year if I didn't met him..
Saturday :
WOKE UP LATE ONCE AGAIN. I guess I do not possess a natural alarm in my body.. But still, managed to report for work on time! Guess what? My work today was to give out brochures :D. Was quite tiring for me as I had to wear boards at the same time.. But I felt encouraged doing the job because the people that took my brochures were gleaming at me, and I felt appreciated (:.
Maybe it's true. A simple smile a day brightens someone else's life.
Went back home and had dinner at the food court near my house :D. Went back home and started to hog my computer once again ... Sigh.
But I was quite angry while playing the computer because of various reasons ><.
I hope I wouldn't feel the same again.
I know that it'll be sadder if you didn't hit the road.
So farewell, somebody's gonna miss you.
And someone's gonna wish that you were here.
Sunday, November 20, 2011
Saturday, November 19, 2011
'Cause you know me inside out.
My apologies for not blogging for about a week now, I've been busy settling my CCA and class chalet details. So to repay all of my readers out there, I'm gonna do a decent post now.
Let's start from where I had left off.
Wednesday :
It was pretty alright for me with the usual lessons going on due to the Booster sessions. The good thing about it? Lessons officially ended at 10.30am, but the HCL students had to do one last timed practice before their facing their dreaded exam paper the next day ):. Sigh, I really don't know what to say because I flunked it terribly once again. But it wasn't as bad as the Paper 1 the other day.
After that, I headed home to prepare myself for a 4 hour tuition. That sounded crazy, but it happened. Looking at the bright side, at least I managed to skip choir :D. ( What kind of President am I? ) But still, it was pretty intense for me because there're like loads of phrases and sentences to memorize so as to polish my essay with them.
Ate fishballs from Old Chang Kee, and talked to Elston via SMS on the way home. I wanted to study for the exam the next day, but I guess I was a little distracted at the sight of my computer sitting right on my study table. Oh well, but the good thing is that I've managed to read through all the model essays for inspiration and successfully memorized the vocabulary that I'm supposed to memorize :D.
Went to sleep after that, but I was a little down upon realizing that at that moment in time, it was the last few hours of me being a HCL student because I personally know that I won't be able to clinch my A1/A2 for the exam paper. Oh well.
Thursday :
Woke up earlier than expected to prepare myself mentally for the exam paper~. I found Paper 1 relatively easy, but Paper 2 was quite challenging for me, particularly the MCQs ):. The options are like so similar with one another and it's hard to decide which is the absolute answer.
But before each paper, I shared with JY about the secret tips that my tuition teacher had shared with me :). See Jue Ying, if you're reading this blog, I'm such a good friend right? :D
After that, I went to the canteen to decorate the monitor's booth for the Open House. There were like only three people, including me, doing so. Was quite disappointed with the other 4 EXCOs because that was their duty and they didn't really turn up for it :/. But still, Marcus was spending most of his time in the Art Room trying to print the photos while Jazy (? ) and I were working on trying to decorate the boards first.
We managed to get the job done right in the end, even though we crapped a lot and talked a couple of things behind people's backs. It was quite hilarious at some point because Marcus was like cleaning up our mess while we were trying to make life difficult for him.
Moving on, Elston was waiting for me to watch a movie (:. So, we went to purchase our tickets before settling ourselves down at Pastamania. I had Penne with Meatballs while Elston had Baked Rice! Anyway, he's so mean ):. He was adding loads of cheese powder onto his dish right in front of me. Still, we talked a lot of certain stuff and played coin-dozer. Yeah, we were that bored.
Then, we went to watch In Time! <3 Bought twisties and Root beer before heading down to the cinema! Won't reveal much about the movie to prevent myself from being a spoiler, but Amanda Seyfried is really PRETTY <3.
Unfortunately, halfway through the movie, I accidentally spilled my entire cup of rootbeer ):. Wanted to clean the mess up, but didn't really do anything about it! Hugged my bag throughout the entire movie :D.
After the show, we went around nex and spent about 1 hour deciding what to buy for Randy! I almost wanted to use my last resort of buying chocolates until Elston came up with a good idea :D.
Home-d afterwards and started to prepare myself for the concert the next day~.
Friday :
It's 11/11/11 and I managed to successfully make a wish exactly at 11 : 11 am! Anyway, I woke up at about 10.30am as I slept late the night before talking to someone~. Oh yeah, I went down to buy my lunch and complete the present for Randy! Then, I checked my concert attire and slacked all the way before heading towards school for choir.
Reached there right on the dot, and half the choir was missing due to some administrative stuff. Conducted warmups and threw a mini-tantrum at Sean because he was telling me what to do and I was being rebellious to him at that point in time. :X.
Moving on, we managed to sing through the concert pieces before having one last combined practice with the other schools! Did I mention that the children from Casuarina Primary were extremely adorable in their outfits? Afterwards, we had a full dress rehearsal but Rowena needed the toilet at the beginning, so I said her lines as well. Guess what? This was what I said :
" I am Rowena Ng and this is Chan Man Chun. "
Was humiliated by the choir after that. *smacks hand on forehead*. Then, we were told to memorize the script before the concert and I kinda felt that Miss Tan was being unreasonable, but we've managed to get cue cards to aid us :D.
Skipped dinner and went to change to my concert attire~. Talked with Ryan after that. Then, Gretel and Kelvin came (:. It's been ages since I've last seen them and I missed them TTM.
Anyway, we then had to go to our respective areas to carry out our duties. But fortunately for Rowena and I, we had no duty because we were the emcees! So, we just went around the school to hang out and interacted with some of our friends!
And soon, the concert started! I guess it went pretty well for emcee parts, but I stumbled on some of the words that I'm supposed to say ):. Anyway, the songs were quite badly done as they were completely different compared to what we had practiced in the past. But on the bright side, we were better than the guest choirs!
Then, went to take photos with Adeline's clique! They're awesome people! They've always been there supporting me no matter what and that we've been really close friends since Sec 1 :D.
Moving on, went to settle some choir stuff before changing into my own attire and hanged out with my friends for dinner~. They remembered my birthday and I was quite touched :D. Went to the food court opposite school and ordered loads of food :D. I LOVE THEIR CEREAL PRAWN AND THE EGG WITH TOFU <3. Anyway, we chatted and crapped about loads of stuff! What a way to spend the day especially with my awesome friends right?
Went home with Xinyi after that! Talked about horror movies and the situation that she was about to face then. Kinda pitied her, but she managed to survive through it anyway~. It was like 11.30pm when I reached home. So, I took a bath and started counting down for my birthday!
And guess what? When it was exactly 12 midnight, the first person that sms-ed me was Elston :D. Then, my inbox was flooded with loads of long texts! I kinda teared upon reading those messages because I didn't really expect them to remember my birthday at all, let alone them wishing me.
I took about an hour to reply those messages before opening my presents! I liked all of them, and I found Joyce's one really meaningful to me thanks to the message inside the card that she've given me! (:. Afterwards, I talked to Elston in msn until it was about 2am, and headed off to my dear bed to sleep <3
Saturday :
Didnt go for open house because I wanted to have a peace of mind. Woke up at 12am or 1pm and I ate takeaways for lunch, before proceeding to watch 3 rented DVDs at home :D. Then, I went out for dinner with my family at Secret Recipe. Their lamb stew is just simply mouth watering! Enjoyed it ttm!
Oh yeah, I'll do my birthday dedications soon (:.
Can't believe that I've turned fifteen. I guess it's time for me to mature a lil' more and make the right decisions for myself! Anyway, my birthday wish for this year had been fulfilled already, and I hope that it would remain the same before my next birthday~.
Sunday :
Stayed at home the entire day and played loads of comp ..
Monday :
It was Sunday's sequel, just that I had to settle some chalet details and I was quite disappointed that day because there was quite a handful that turned down my invitation right at the last moment. Sigh, it stirred a lot of problems for the chalet.. Oh yeah, did I mention that I was quite angry at somebody because of his childish attitude? Wow, what on earth am I talking about..? Anyway, I'd managed to sleep early to keep myself refreshed for the chalet~
Tuesday :
DAY ONE OF CHALET! :D. Woke up and started to pack my bag! Then, Dad came to fetch me there and checked in! The room was appropriately big for us as there were two levels :D. Anyway, I fetched Ikhmah's group from the Downtown east chalet afterwards as they didn't know where was the chalet and that they just finished their class chalet too..
Then, we started to play card games and spammed lots of songs! Introduced Ikhmah to the new Katy Perry's single, and then we started to catch up with one another~. Soon, Adeline's group arrived!
We managed to settle all our administrative stuff, before deciding that we should play more card games and stuff like that. Managed to learn Kah Leng's game! It was so fun, but my mind was quite exhausted at the end.
Some of them went for cycling, while WZ, Clarissa and I went to take a stroll at the park~ It's been ages since I've last talked to WZ F2F and that she has really changed since the last day that I've met her! And then, she started to talk about her OBS experience and I was pretty jealous because I missed the times I had in June ):. After that, we talked about our personal stuff before heading to Ehub! to fetch Clare's clique as they were lost halfway.. ):
Upon reaching the chalet, the pizzas arrived :D. I was so glad that most of the 2e1 people I've invited managed to turn up for it, and we managed to solve the problem that the inconsiderate and last minute brats gave me on the day before the chalet. Anyway, Jia Wei, Jue Ying, Jia Min, Adeline and I then went to Ehub! to catch 23 : 59. It was extremely creepy for me, and I had to thank Jia Wei for sitting beside me because I couldn't stand the tunes of the children... Then, we went back to the chalet and started to mess around with Jason's computer by playing the different games that were in it. JIA WEI'S A PROFESSIONAL AT L4D2. Anyway, I tried to play one stage of it and I managed to survive through it! Pistols with unlimited ammo FTW <3.. Then, we all gathered inside the room to watch Paranormal activity!
After that, we played games like Truth or Dare! We used phone apps to determine our truths and dares and they were hilarious! It ranged from 'Shoot,Shack and Marry' to kissing some people and crapping about protection by using a plastic bag. This activity really strengthened our bonds between one another. Then, we had heart to heart talks with the people in the room. That was when I discovered something that was really saddening to hear, but oh well..
Went to sleep after that, but I was freaking out all night long! Texted someone to fulfil my promise when he was away, and only slept for two hours! ):
Wednesday:
Woke up at 8am and went to wash myself up but failed terribly as I dragged myself back onto the bed to sleep beside Jia Wei for another hour while Jue Ying, Jia Min and Benjamin was playing games on Jason's computer. Jue Ying then woke both of us up for breakfast! :D. We initially intended to have breakfast at the cafeteria but upon reaching there, we changed our mind and headed to Macs instead! Ahh. It's been a while since I last ate Hotcakes! :).
Then, we wanted to watch Sector 7 but the earliest timeslot was at 1pm.. Wanted to find alternatives to entertain ourselves before the movie, but most of them were either too pricey or not appealing to us. In the end, we decided to meet up with the rest of the 3e6 people outside Fairprice and stayed at one corner to decide the other events of the day. Then, as time passed by, we headed to the cinema and watched the movie. It was quite thrilling for me as it was really emotional for me, even though I had to rely on the subtitles for the plot as it was a korean movie. But still, I was really impressed by it!
Afterwards, we headed back to Fairprice to purchase some drinks for the BBQ later and it started to rain cats and dogs. Took a taxi back to the chalet and continued playing our card games! JW then had to go back to prepare himself for his NCC camp. AND GUESS WHAT? When Esmonde came and joined us, my winning streak was destroyed and started to lose badly );. AND JY kept having all the good cards on her hand ):.
The rain subsided eventually and we started to set up our barbecue! It took quite a while for us to do so as there was still a trace amount of rain but we managed to succeed eventually! And guess what, Edmund managed to create a mini flamethrower to allow the rainwater on the BBQ pit to evaporate~. Awesome right? I shall post the video in Facebook soon!
Anyway, off we went and there it was, the BBQ of 3e6'11 (:. Really appreciate the fact that most of the e6 people took turns to help out in the cooking, unlike some people! Sigh, shan't mention about them now.. The satays were alright, as well as the hotdogs! But the chicken wings were slightly underdone.. Oh well, we are amateur cooks, so we shouldn't expect too much from one another..
Then, I went upstairs to play card games with Jue Ying, Esmonde, Ben, Jason and Candy for a short while. We initially intended to go night cycling, but the rental store closed at dawn ):. So, we pushed our horror movie timeslot forward (:. And guess what? We're watching The Nightmare on Elm's Street. It was creepy, scary, horrifying and last but not least, filled with gore. ._. I hated the last scene as it was one of the scariest cliffhangers that I've ever experienced in my entire life. To amplify the effect, Jue Ying was screaming most of the time, hence stiffening the tension among us when watching the movie~.
Soon, we then went back downstairs to play Truth or Dare, before joining the rest of the classmates for an enhanced version of that! It wasn't as exciting as compared to the previous day, because most of us were already worn out by then. Nevertheless, some of us stayed awake throughout the night as we owned it <3. Played Kah Wai's rendition of Truth or Dare, before having loads of Heart-To-Heart talks with them and eventually, I discovered the Ugly Truth ._.
Sigh, I don't get the reason why people are saying stuff like that. To make matters worse, I didn't commit anything of what she had said in that post. I felt ashamed, not of myself, but of her. It's like she's hallucinating, and trying to exaggerate things way beyond its limits. I feel like giving her a serious lesson, but as what my mortal says, I should just leave things the way it is because many know the true events of that accusation already. Sigh.
Anyway, I had to do stuff like the Wheelbarrow with Nicholas, and Adeline had to do kisses to other people's cheeks. I think this rendition is more fun than the actual version (:, as it really kept us awake throughout the entire night!
Then, it was time for us to watch the sunrise (:. Most of us went out of our chalet and strolled into Pasir Ris Park. Grandma was blasting songs in the air with her phone, and I HEAR BRITNEY SPEARS <3. Anyway, managed to snap a few pictures with them, and continued my conversation with her. :D
And soon, it came! The view of it was memorizing, and it seemed so clear, as if everything dawned to me all at once. Then, we took a group photo before returning to the chalet to pack our stuffs and leave, but before that, I managed to take an hour's rest and YA HSIN WAS SO SWEET, she took off my spectacles for me when I was asleep :).
All good things come to an end. Eventually, it was time for us to brace ourselves for that goodbye, as we would not see each other again until next semester unless I organize an event for them once again during the holidays.. To me, I felt that the chalet was a major success, because it really strengthened the friendship bond between me and every single individual that attended the chalet. Really got to know them way better..
AND OF COURSE, THANK YOU GUYS AND GIRLS FOR ALL THE WONDERFUL GIFTS AND CARDS THAT YOU'VE GIVEN ME. I REALLY APPRECIATE THE THOUGHT OF YOU ALL REMEMBERING MY BIRTHDAY! I LOVE YOU ALL LOADS FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART <3.
Anyway, I went to sleep for like 7 hours when I reached home. And I returned to my dull life once again. But looking at the bright side, my work officially commences next Monday! At least there's something for me to do rather than to just sit at home and rot myself away with this computer..
Just being random, but 'Talk That Talk' is gonna be released in HMV on Tuesday! Can't wait to get one copy for myself <3. I've found love with Rihanna's new song..
Moving on, I've finally done with this post! It took me 3 days to complete it..
To my readers : I hope you're satisfied ^^.
Why does it feel like you're there when I know you're already gone.
Why does it feel like you cared when I know that you don't.
Don't say a word if you know that it hurts.
Unfortunately, halfway through the movie, I accidentally spilled my entire cup of rootbeer ):. Wanted to clean the mess up, but didn't really do anything about it! Hugged my bag throughout the entire movie :D.
After the show, we went around nex and spent about 1 hour deciding what to buy for Randy! I almost wanted to use my last resort of buying chocolates until Elston came up with a good idea :D.
Home-d afterwards and started to prepare myself for the concert the next day~.
Friday :
It's 11/11/11 and I managed to successfully make a wish exactly at 11 : 11 am! Anyway, I woke up at about 10.30am as I slept late the night before talking to someone~. Oh yeah, I went down to buy my lunch and complete the present for Randy! Then, I checked my concert attire and slacked all the way before heading towards school for choir.
Reached there right on the dot, and half the choir was missing due to some administrative stuff. Conducted warmups and threw a mini-tantrum at Sean because he was telling me what to do and I was being rebellious to him at that point in time. :X.
Moving on, we managed to sing through the concert pieces before having one last combined practice with the other schools! Did I mention that the children from Casuarina Primary were extremely adorable in their outfits? Afterwards, we had a full dress rehearsal but Rowena needed the toilet at the beginning, so I said her lines as well. Guess what? This was what I said :
" I am Rowena Ng and this is Chan Man Chun. "
Was humiliated by the choir after that. *smacks hand on forehead*. Then, we were told to memorize the script before the concert and I kinda felt that Miss Tan was being unreasonable, but we've managed to get cue cards to aid us :D.
Skipped dinner and went to change to my concert attire~. Talked with Ryan after that. Then, Gretel and Kelvin came (:. It's been ages since I've last seen them and I missed them TTM.
Anyway, we then had to go to our respective areas to carry out our duties. But fortunately for Rowena and I, we had no duty because we were the emcees! So, we just went around the school to hang out and interacted with some of our friends!
And soon, the concert started! I guess it went pretty well for emcee parts, but I stumbled on some of the words that I'm supposed to say ):. Anyway, the songs were quite badly done as they were completely different compared to what we had practiced in the past. But on the bright side, we were better than the guest choirs!
Then, went to take photos with Adeline's clique! They're awesome people! They've always been there supporting me no matter what and that we've been really close friends since Sec 1 :D.
Moving on, went to settle some choir stuff before changing into my own attire and hanged out with my friends for dinner~. They remembered my birthday and I was quite touched :D. Went to the food court opposite school and ordered loads of food :D. I LOVE THEIR CEREAL PRAWN AND THE EGG WITH TOFU <3. Anyway, we chatted and crapped about loads of stuff! What a way to spend the day especially with my awesome friends right?
Went home with Xinyi after that! Talked about horror movies and the situation that she was about to face then. Kinda pitied her, but she managed to survive through it anyway~. It was like 11.30pm when I reached home. So, I took a bath and started counting down for my birthday!
And guess what? When it was exactly 12 midnight, the first person that sms-ed me was Elston :D. Then, my inbox was flooded with loads of long texts! I kinda teared upon reading those messages because I didn't really expect them to remember my birthday at all, let alone them wishing me.
I took about an hour to reply those messages before opening my presents! I liked all of them, and I found Joyce's one really meaningful to me thanks to the message inside the card that she've given me! (:. Afterwards, I talked to Elston in msn until it was about 2am, and headed off to my dear bed to sleep <3
Saturday :
Didnt go for open house because I wanted to have a peace of mind. Woke up at 12am or 1pm and I ate takeaways for lunch, before proceeding to watch 3 rented DVDs at home :D. Then, I went out for dinner with my family at Secret Recipe. Their lamb stew is just simply mouth watering! Enjoyed it ttm!
Oh yeah, I'll do my birthday dedications soon (:.
Can't believe that I've turned fifteen. I guess it's time for me to mature a lil' more and make the right decisions for myself! Anyway, my birthday wish for this year had been fulfilled already, and I hope that it would remain the same before my next birthday~.
Sunday :
Stayed at home the entire day and played loads of comp ..
Monday :
It was Sunday's sequel, just that I had to settle some chalet details and I was quite disappointed that day because there was quite a handful that turned down my invitation right at the last moment. Sigh, it stirred a lot of problems for the chalet.. Oh yeah, did I mention that I was quite angry at somebody because of his childish attitude? Wow, what on earth am I talking about..? Anyway, I'd managed to sleep early to keep myself refreshed for the chalet~
Tuesday :
DAY ONE OF CHALET! :D. Woke up and started to pack my bag! Then, Dad came to fetch me there and checked in! The room was appropriately big for us as there were two levels :D. Anyway, I fetched Ikhmah's group from the Downtown east chalet afterwards as they didn't know where was the chalet and that they just finished their class chalet too..
Then, we started to play card games and spammed lots of songs! Introduced Ikhmah to the new Katy Perry's single, and then we started to catch up with one another~. Soon, Adeline's group arrived!
We managed to settle all our administrative stuff, before deciding that we should play more card games and stuff like that. Managed to learn Kah Leng's game! It was so fun, but my mind was quite exhausted at the end.
Some of them went for cycling, while WZ, Clarissa and I went to take a stroll at the park~ It's been ages since I've last talked to WZ F2F and that she has really changed since the last day that I've met her! And then, she started to talk about her OBS experience and I was pretty jealous because I missed the times I had in June ):. After that, we talked about our personal stuff before heading to Ehub! to fetch Clare's clique as they were lost halfway.. ):
Upon reaching the chalet, the pizzas arrived :D. I was so glad that most of the 2e1 people I've invited managed to turn up for it, and we managed to solve the problem that the inconsiderate and last minute brats gave me on the day before the chalet. Anyway, Jia Wei, Jue Ying, Jia Min, Adeline and I then went to Ehub! to catch 23 : 59. It was extremely creepy for me, and I had to thank Jia Wei for sitting beside me because I couldn't stand the tunes of the children... Then, we went back to the chalet and started to mess around with Jason's computer by playing the different games that were in it. JIA WEI'S A PROFESSIONAL AT L4D2. Anyway, I tried to play one stage of it and I managed to survive through it! Pistols with unlimited ammo FTW <3.. Then, we all gathered inside the room to watch Paranormal activity!
After that, we played games like Truth or Dare! We used phone apps to determine our truths and dares and they were hilarious! It ranged from 'Shoot,Shack and Marry' to kissing some people and crapping about protection by using a plastic bag. This activity really strengthened our bonds between one another. Then, we had heart to heart talks with the people in the room. That was when I discovered something that was really saddening to hear, but oh well..
Went to sleep after that, but I was freaking out all night long! Texted someone to fulfil my promise when he was away, and only slept for two hours! ):
Wednesday:
Woke up at 8am and went to wash myself up but failed terribly as I dragged myself back onto the bed to sleep beside Jia Wei for another hour while Jue Ying, Jia Min and Benjamin was playing games on Jason's computer. Jue Ying then woke both of us up for breakfast! :D. We initially intended to have breakfast at the cafeteria but upon reaching there, we changed our mind and headed to Macs instead! Ahh. It's been a while since I last ate Hotcakes! :).
Then, we wanted to watch Sector 7 but the earliest timeslot was at 1pm.. Wanted to find alternatives to entertain ourselves before the movie, but most of them were either too pricey or not appealing to us. In the end, we decided to meet up with the rest of the 3e6 people outside Fairprice and stayed at one corner to decide the other events of the day. Then, as time passed by, we headed to the cinema and watched the movie. It was quite thrilling for me as it was really emotional for me, even though I had to rely on the subtitles for the plot as it was a korean movie. But still, I was really impressed by it!
Afterwards, we headed back to Fairprice to purchase some drinks for the BBQ later and it started to rain cats and dogs. Took a taxi back to the chalet and continued playing our card games! JW then had to go back to prepare himself for his NCC camp. AND GUESS WHAT? When Esmonde came and joined us, my winning streak was destroyed and started to lose badly );. AND JY kept having all the good cards on her hand ):.
The rain subsided eventually and we started to set up our barbecue! It took quite a while for us to do so as there was still a trace amount of rain but we managed to succeed eventually! And guess what, Edmund managed to create a mini flamethrower to allow the rainwater on the BBQ pit to evaporate~. Awesome right? I shall post the video in Facebook soon!
Anyway, off we went and there it was, the BBQ of 3e6'11 (:. Really appreciate the fact that most of the e6 people took turns to help out in the cooking, unlike some people! Sigh, shan't mention about them now.. The satays were alright, as well as the hotdogs! But the chicken wings were slightly underdone.. Oh well, we are amateur cooks, so we shouldn't expect too much from one another..
Then, I went upstairs to play card games with Jue Ying, Esmonde, Ben, Jason and Candy for a short while. We initially intended to go night cycling, but the rental store closed at dawn ):. So, we pushed our horror movie timeslot forward (:. And guess what? We're watching The Nightmare on Elm's Street. It was creepy, scary, horrifying and last but not least, filled with gore. ._. I hated the last scene as it was one of the scariest cliffhangers that I've ever experienced in my entire life. To amplify the effect, Jue Ying was screaming most of the time, hence stiffening the tension among us when watching the movie~.
Soon, we then went back downstairs to play Truth or Dare, before joining the rest of the classmates for an enhanced version of that! It wasn't as exciting as compared to the previous day, because most of us were already worn out by then. Nevertheless, some of us stayed awake throughout the night as we owned it <3. Played Kah Wai's rendition of Truth or Dare, before having loads of Heart-To-Heart talks with them and eventually, I discovered the Ugly Truth ._.
Sigh, I don't get the reason why people are saying stuff like that. To make matters worse, I didn't commit anything of what she had said in that post. I felt ashamed, not of myself, but of her. It's like she's hallucinating, and trying to exaggerate things way beyond its limits. I feel like giving her a serious lesson, but as what my mortal says, I should just leave things the way it is because many know the true events of that accusation already. Sigh.
Anyway, I had to do stuff like the Wheelbarrow with Nicholas, and Adeline had to do kisses to other people's cheeks. I think this rendition is more fun than the actual version (:, as it really kept us awake throughout the entire night!
Then, it was time for us to watch the sunrise (:. Most of us went out of our chalet and strolled into Pasir Ris Park. Grandma was blasting songs in the air with her phone, and I HEAR BRITNEY SPEARS <3. Anyway, managed to snap a few pictures with them, and continued my conversation with her. :D
And soon, it came! The view of it was memorizing, and it seemed so clear, as if everything dawned to me all at once. Then, we took a group photo before returning to the chalet to pack our stuffs and leave, but before that, I managed to take an hour's rest and YA HSIN WAS SO SWEET, she took off my spectacles for me when I was asleep :).
All good things come to an end. Eventually, it was time for us to brace ourselves for that goodbye, as we would not see each other again until next semester unless I organize an event for them once again during the holidays.. To me, I felt that the chalet was a major success, because it really strengthened the friendship bond between me and every single individual that attended the chalet. Really got to know them way better..
AND OF COURSE, THANK YOU GUYS AND GIRLS FOR ALL THE WONDERFUL GIFTS AND CARDS THAT YOU'VE GIVEN ME. I REALLY APPRECIATE THE THOUGHT OF YOU ALL REMEMBERING MY BIRTHDAY! I LOVE YOU ALL LOADS FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART <3.
Anyway, I went to sleep for like 7 hours when I reached home. And I returned to my dull life once again. But looking at the bright side, my work officially commences next Monday! At least there's something for me to do rather than to just sit at home and rot myself away with this computer..
Just being random, but 'Talk That Talk' is gonna be released in HMV on Tuesday! Can't wait to get one copy for myself <3. I've found love with Rihanna's new song..
Moving on, I've finally done with this post! It took me 3 days to complete it..
To my readers : I hope you're satisfied ^^.
Why does it feel like you're there when I know you're already gone.
Why does it feel like you cared when I know that you don't.
Don't say a word if you know that it hurts.
Tuesday, November 15, 2011
Braced myself for the goodbye.
Hey guys! I'm sorry that I didn't fulfil my promise of blogging recently, but at least I changed the blog song! It's one of my favorite ballad remixes from one of my favorite artists (:.
I shall promise you all that I'll blog a decent post when I get back from my class chalet! :D. And that'll be by friday!
Bye :D
I'm ready.
Saturday, November 12, 2011
Fifteen.
I'll do my usual posting tomorrow. But right now, I would like to thank everyone who had texted and/or had given me presents. You all made my day special! I guess that it will be quite unforgettable eh?
Anyway, I would like to take this opportunity to wish Randy and Qiqing a HAPPY BIRTHDAY too (:. I feel so lucky to have friends like them!
I'll do the usual birthday-text dedications soon! :D.
I'm officially fifteen now.
I guess it's time to move on eh?
No point waiting for a text that'll never arrive.
I'll do my usual posting tomorrow. But right now, I would like to thank everyone who had texted and/or had given me presents. You all made my day special! I guess that it will be quite unforgettable eh?
Anyway, I would like to take this opportunity to wish Randy and Qiqing a HAPPY BIRTHDAY too (:. I feel so lucky to have friends like them!
I'll do the usual birthday-text dedications soon! :D.
I'm officially fifteen now.
I guess it's time to move on eh?
No point waiting for a text that'll never arrive.
Tuesday, November 8, 2011
I don't need you anymore.
I'm not supposed to be blogging now, but there're some things that I have to let out somewhere.
I know that I may not be the perfect person that you'll ever meet,
regardless of whether I'm your student or friend.
But I just wanted you to know that I've tried my best in every way to salvage the situation.
Trying to get an A1 for Chinese 'O' levels,
Who am I trying to kid here?
I've lost all hope in myself for that paper already.
The results would be inevitable anyway.
Thanks to those who were there for me these days. Really appreciate it :).
But I guess I would be isolating myself from most of my friends these days until I settle the issues that are on my mind right now.
It's not that you did something wrong etc,
but I just need the peace and loneliness in my mind to sort things out.
I'm not supposed to be blogging now, but there're some things that I have to let out somewhere.
I know that I may not be the perfect person that you'll ever meet,
regardless of whether I'm your student or friend.
But I just wanted you to know that I've tried my best in every way to salvage the situation.
Trying to get an A1 for Chinese 'O' levels,
Who am I trying to kid here?
I've lost all hope in myself for that paper already.
The results would be inevitable anyway.
Thanks to those who were there for me these days. Really appreciate it :).
But I guess I would be isolating myself from most of my friends these days until I settle the issues that are on my mind right now.
It's not that you did something wrong etc,
but I just need the peace and loneliness in my mind to sort things out.
Monday, November 7, 2011
I kept waiting on a reason, and a call that never came.
It was terrible and awful when someone left you. You could move on, do the best you could, but an ending was an ending. No matter how many pages of sentences and paragraphs of great stories led up to it, it would always have the last word.
-Sarah Dessen, Along for the Ride
All the words unspoken, promises broken.
I cried for so long.
Wasted too much time, should've seen the signs.
Now I know just what went wrong.
I guess I'm the one fooled at the end of the day.
I cried for so long.
Wasted too much time, should've seen the signs.
Now I know just what went wrong.
I guess I'm the one fooled at the end of the day.
I guess I wanted you more.
Put the bottle down for the love of a daughter.
Anyway, it's one past midnight now. I guess I'ma have to end this post and catch some sleep! Nights!
The past is like a handful of dust.
It fills us through our fingers, disappearing little by little.
I wish for one day, I would go back.
And in another life, I could do things differently
I wanna go down like shooting stars in the night time while the world is ours.
We won't cry when the ending starts.
Sorry for neglecting this blog for a while recently. I was too busy playing comp and coping with my SPAs as well as my O levels. Anyway, I know that my blog has already lost all of its readers.. But I guess I'ma continue blogging just to put some stuff off my mind.
I think I've been working hard for my 'O's, as that is my main priority for the rest of this week. I'm afraid for physics, but I gotta do some damage control right now. I guess I'ma just memorize some experimental errors and start to focus on improving my vocabulary range for Chinese by memorizing all the phrases and idioms.. I'm hoping frantically that I won't overdo it..
Had my Biology SPA on Wednesday. I guess I panicked, as I inserted the thermometer into the boiling tube the wrong way. Luckily, I noticed my mistake and corrected it. I think Miss Rozi was really kind as she kept checking on our results.. I remembered that I forgot to record the initial temperature for the Crucible method and Miss Rozi was staring at what I was doing because I had totally forgotten to put back the thermometer inside the boiling tube..
My results were fine, but the forceps were scorching hot as the temperature of the water shot all the way up to about 98 degree Celsius and I had to continue holding the burning peanut with the same pair of forceps ):. Anyway, glad that I had one Science SPA down and two more to handle.
Up next, it was Chemistry SPA on Friday. But before that, I was still recovering from the burn that I had obtained from holding the hot tripod stand during the cleaning process from the previous SPA practices.. Anyway, I guess my results were practically fine, and I redid the experiment 3 times! I wanted to attempt it twice but my eyes couldn't concentrate on the mercury level of the thermometer, so I had to redo it one last time to confirm my results..
Anyway, the most interesting subject for me would be Biology for this Booster session as we completed the chapter on Hormones. I think it was pretty interesting on the first day for the theory lesson, because we started the topic by discussing about stress, and then Kah Wai mentioned something about menstruation. And the next thing you knew would be Mr Goh asking our class,
' Why do girls don't have their periods or have irregular periods whenever they are overly-stressed? '
And guess what? That led to an 'active' participation for the class. The guys seem to be more interested to answer this question as compared to the girls.. Moving on, for our second theory lesson, Miss Rozi continued the lesson by telling us about the ovaries ( sex hormones ), and once again, there was another 'active' interaction going on between Miss Rozi and the students. This leads me to the SS lessons.
During SS, we wanted to go through the answer scheme for our EOY paper, and halfway through, Kah Wai asked Miss Noraini,
' Did you know that a female has 400,000 undeveloped eggs in their ovaries? '
AND GUESS WHAT MISS NORAINI ANSWERED. She said,
'At least they're better than the sperms. There would be millions of them in the female body and they will have a difficult time finding the ONE developed egg inside the female body. Unlike the eggs, sperms are blind. '
The entire class burst out in laughter upon hearing those words.. Who would believe that Miss Noraini would mention something like that in class? Anyway, she was quite upset and disappointed throughout the entire lesson, because she was talking about students being hypocrites and teachers giving out hints for the exam papers..
And there were Maths Lessons! Mrs Ng managed to cover what she wanted to teach in class, and I've just realised that she shared the same birthday as me! :D. That totally blew me away~. And for Amaths, I didn't really understand the lessons, but I guess I'ma catch up during this holidays eh?
That's just a brief summary about what happened during the Booster sessions. Anyway, I despise the holidays this year. They're like so packed with lessons and CCAs, I can't even find myself time to breathe properly and to rest well. Speaking of CCAs, I fell sick this week, and I could not even sing properly. And I'm deciding to step down from some of my posts soon.. I don't think I'm even suited for it, and that my standards had dropped terribly despite trying to raise them higher.
I don't think my choir is ready for the concert, but I guess we'll do our best.. I can't really turn up for anymore of the practices because of my hectic tuition schedules.. I'm not really sure what to do now. All that I'm hoping for would be that my efforts pay me off for the various obstacles that I have to overcome for this entire week..
I feel like leaving a quote behind for this post, so I'ma do so right now! :D
There’s a reason I said I’d be happy alone. It wasn’t ‘cause I thought I’d be happy alone. It was because I thought if I loved someone and then it fell apart, I might not make it. It’s easier to be alone. Because what if you learn that you need love and then you don’t have it? What if you like it and lean on it? What if you shape your life around it and then it falls apart? Can you even survive that kind of pain? Losing love is like organ damage. It’s like dying. The only difference is death ends. This? It could go on forever.- Grey's Anatomy
Put the bottle down for the love of a daughter.
Anyway, it's one past midnight now. I guess I'ma have to end this post and catch some sleep! Nights!
The past is like a handful of dust.
It fills us through our fingers, disappearing little by little.
I wish for one day, I would go back.
And in another life, I could do things differently
I wanna go down like shooting stars in the night time while the world is ours.
We won't cry when the ending starts.
And I don't want to say that it's already over,
and experience the exchange of farewells between one another.
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