Sunday, March 7, 2010
Name Prediction xD!
You Are Powerful and Determined
You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.
You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.
You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!
You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.
You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.
You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.
You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.
A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.
You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.
You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.
And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.
You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.
You look at those characteristics, i dont think i can be me anymore. I have changed. =(. Been forgetful and not happy. Not strong as I can break down any moment from now. Luck is also not in my way :X. My ideas sux. True that im a chameleon, but i want to stay at one spot, not at the other. Maybe i should change once again? That was then, this is now. I am no longer open, I cant communicate with people easily. True that im confident and etc, but im like Dally. My breaking point has been exposed. I cant do anything now.
~Breaking Down Now~
You Are Powerful and Determined
You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.
You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.
You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!
You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.
You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.
You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.
You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.
A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.
You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.
You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.
And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.
You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.
You look at those characteristics, i dont think i can be me anymore. I have changed. =(. Been forgetful and not happy. Not strong as I can break down any moment from now. Luck is also not in my way :X. My ideas sux. True that im a chameleon, but i want to stay at one spot, not at the other. Maybe i should change once again? That was then, this is now. I am no longer open, I cant communicate with people easily. True that im confident and etc, but im like Dally. My breaking point has been exposed. I cant do anything now.
~Breaking Down Now~
Saturday, March 6, 2010
It only slips when you realised that it has been gone.
Its time to face it everybody. Things always dont go your way.
Just because you can react fast, doesnt mean that everyone else can.
Just because you can cover up stuff with lies, doesnt mean that i cant.
Just because you have no guts to tell the truth, doesnt mean im a coward.
Shut up you bitch! Stop calling me that!
Ahh.. Been busy with sleeping that i forgot about lovely homework =(. Maybe its meant to be forgotten? Maybe i cant get on with it. People say be positive, but when bad things come, 2 times impact come to them. If im negative, if bad results come, i can at least anticipate the future. You care for me, but dont worry about me. Im here now because of me. Remember giving away me is not goodbye, i hope tears of joy are in your life. I cant sing many songs now, not because i cant sing the notes, but because i dont have the feeling of the songs in me anymore. Keep Holding On by Avril Lavigne has been gone away from me since this year, and i cant bear myself to sing this song. I cant do it.
You have your obstacles, and you take time to overcome it. But I can see that you are stuck with one, and it saddens me as I cannot do anything to help you. My world has changed, I hate it. But if your world changes, you will love it forever. Maybe you can just stick with them, dont worry about me. Its just a *****, nothing more. Maybe its fading away, or im losing grip with you. I dont know the answer.
The feel is not there, as I hoped that it would stay.
~Faded Happiness~
Its time to face it everybody. Things always dont go your way.
Just because you can react fast, doesnt mean that everyone else can.
Just because you can cover up stuff with lies, doesnt mean that i cant.
Just because you have no guts to tell the truth, doesnt mean im a coward.
Shut up you bitch! Stop calling me that!
Ahh.. Been busy with sleeping that i forgot about lovely homework =(. Maybe its meant to be forgotten? Maybe i cant get on with it. People say be positive, but when bad things come, 2 times impact come to them. If im negative, if bad results come, i can at least anticipate the future. You care for me, but dont worry about me. Im here now because of me. Remember giving away me is not goodbye, i hope tears of joy are in your life. I cant sing many songs now, not because i cant sing the notes, but because i dont have the feeling of the songs in me anymore. Keep Holding On by Avril Lavigne has been gone away from me since this year, and i cant bear myself to sing this song. I cant do it.
You have your obstacles, and you take time to overcome it. But I can see that you are stuck with one, and it saddens me as I cannot do anything to help you. My world has changed, I hate it. But if your world changes, you will love it forever. Maybe you can just stick with them, dont worry about me. Its just a *****, nothing more. Maybe its fading away, or im losing grip with you. I dont know the answer.
The feel is not there, as I hoped that it would stay.
~Faded Happiness~
Forgive, sounds good.
I changed this blogskin and a new playlist.
Just crumbling into pain, no time to figure it out.
I know you wouldnt meet me there, and this love would not last.
But why Im still thinking of you?
Its just something that is inevitable.
It turned my whole world around.
Just emotional, nothing else.
No Happy Endings, Just a Sad Story.
I changed this blogskin and a new playlist.
Just crumbling into pain, no time to figure it out.
I know you wouldnt meet me there, and this love would not last.
But why Im still thinking of you?
Its just something that is inevitable.
It turned my whole world around.
Just emotional, nothing else.
No Happy Endings, Just a Sad Story.
Thursday, March 4, 2010
Just be good to me.. Be good to me.
Firstly, i would like to start this post with a song :
Barriers by David Archuleta.
Well , that song is very meaningful for me this year. Too many tears, too many lies. This year, everything just keep falling down. And that incident has just happened, i dont think i could trust this class anymore, i cant even trust what am i hearing. Just me, and nothing else. People say that I needed to help him, but is it even possible?
So what if it hurts me? So what if i breakdown?
Just realised that i shouldnt be doing that. Maybe i should be respecting her. But who knows? Its our final goodbye. Its just 1 year. I would be able to survive. Just hoping that the class would have some bonding, the school seperated us all. Now people talk to their classes from last year more often. And with the given situation, i cant even concentrate in class. I need her. I need her to guide me through my life. Even though it may seem so stupid or is that i am mentally strong, nobody in this school saw me breakdown before. Tried to control myself, and now im losing it. Nothing is left in me. Just plain sorrow. If it wouldnt be the teachers, i would already fall to my knees this year. Just couldnt stand it.
Learning purposes, but the truth is, what is the purpose in life? I doubt that she would meet me there. This is already starting to become a detour. I have no mood to care for others, or even participate in singing. Just me, stuck at home and doing nothing. So what if i had sailed the seven seas? It still doesnt make a difference. The school had just want to spoil the fun, spoil almost everything. And for that incident, i am speechless. I got you no more.
No place to crash ;
Cant get on as before.
Btw, maybe i should change my blogskin. Maybe something nicer. I dont bother linking the class blog anymore. I would do the other links later.
Not only that, you called me a loser. Of all people, why would you call me that? Just because you won me in history test for just a couple of marks, doesnt mean that you are able to call me those words. Youre now nothing to me. Just a presence in the air. Dont bother calling me, as i wont reply a single word.
You can say all your blah blah blah, but i just dont care who you are.
Firstly, i would like to start this post with a song :
Barriers by David Archuleta.
Well , that song is very meaningful for me this year. Too many tears, too many lies. This year, everything just keep falling down. And that incident has just happened, i dont think i could trust this class anymore, i cant even trust what am i hearing. Just me, and nothing else. People say that I needed to help him, but is it even possible?
So what if it hurts me? So what if i breakdown?
Just realised that i shouldnt be doing that. Maybe i should be respecting her. But who knows? Its our final goodbye. Its just 1 year. I would be able to survive. Just hoping that the class would have some bonding, the school seperated us all. Now people talk to their classes from last year more often. And with the given situation, i cant even concentrate in class. I need her. I need her to guide me through my life. Even though it may seem so stupid or is that i am mentally strong, nobody in this school saw me breakdown before. Tried to control myself, and now im losing it. Nothing is left in me. Just plain sorrow. If it wouldnt be the teachers, i would already fall to my knees this year. Just couldnt stand it.
Learning purposes, but the truth is, what is the purpose in life? I doubt that she would meet me there. This is already starting to become a detour. I have no mood to care for others, or even participate in singing. Just me, stuck at home and doing nothing. So what if i had sailed the seven seas? It still doesnt make a difference. The school had just want to spoil the fun, spoil almost everything. And for that incident, i am speechless. I got you no more.
No place to crash ;
Cant get on as before.
Btw, maybe i should change my blogskin. Maybe something nicer. I dont bother linking the class blog anymore. I would do the other links later.
Not only that, you called me a loser. Of all people, why would you call me that? Just because you won me in history test for just a couple of marks, doesnt mean that you are able to call me those words. Youre now nothing to me. Just a presence in the air. Dont bother calling me, as i wont reply a single word.
You can say all your blah blah blah, but i just dont care who you are.
Tuesday, March 2, 2010
Just be good to me.. Be good to me.
I remember last year, when something bad happened to Charlotte. And now the song i recommended to her to cheer her up just keeps stirring up in my mind. Just keep holding on. But i doubt i would be able to make it through. I cant stay strong. 4 days, no replies. Common Test results for Maths are out. Flunk it again. It all just disappears. When the doors close, it feels like the end. I made myself a promise, the starting of march = more concentration. Its time to talk less, and do more work.
Many stuff have been occuring around the school lately. Maybe things had changed the way they used to be. No other way when it comes to the truth. Change, for the good or for the worse? That is the most common question that i ask myself now. For this class, the spirit is actually very low. Why did the principal had to seperate us? What good will we have? Nothing right. Too many things in my mind that i cant concentrate on my work. Especially chinese. I will say that the Chinese teacher sucks, but its all our responsibility. Look at the Letter Writing I did today. It was such a failure. I need to look back on these stuff. If i cant do informal, maybe i would be able to do formal. But who knows? The truth is inevitable. I cant hide from it.
I dont think that i would be saved. Maybe i would just crumble and fall one day. Mentally breakdown totally. Its like, Im alone. Maybe i should be more quiet, less social. Yes, i think that is the way. No point sociallizing when it gets worse.
For the new councillors :
- Congrats.
- Dont bother me befriending or respecting you.
Bye.
I remember last year, when something bad happened to Charlotte. And now the song i recommended to her to cheer her up just keeps stirring up in my mind. Just keep holding on. But i doubt i would be able to make it through. I cant stay strong. 4 days, no replies. Common Test results for Maths are out. Flunk it again. It all just disappears. When the doors close, it feels like the end. I made myself a promise, the starting of march = more concentration. Its time to talk less, and do more work.
Many stuff have been occuring around the school lately. Maybe things had changed the way they used to be. No other way when it comes to the truth. Change, for the good or for the worse? That is the most common question that i ask myself now. For this class, the spirit is actually very low. Why did the principal had to seperate us? What good will we have? Nothing right. Too many things in my mind that i cant concentrate on my work. Especially chinese. I will say that the Chinese teacher sucks, but its all our responsibility. Look at the Letter Writing I did today. It was such a failure. I need to look back on these stuff. If i cant do informal, maybe i would be able to do formal. But who knows? The truth is inevitable. I cant hide from it.
I dont think that i would be saved. Maybe i would just crumble and fall one day. Mentally breakdown totally. Its like, Im alone. Maybe i should be more quiet, less social. Yes, i think that is the way. No point sociallizing when it gets worse.
For the new councillors :
- Congrats.
- Dont bother me befriending or respecting you.
Bye.
Monday, March 1, 2010
Just be good to me.. Be good to me.
Ahh. 150 posts. But today is just not the day. Received back my common test results. Literally flunk it. Not only that, shes starting to ignore me :(. Thats the worst part. Thought that I could confide, but only land up with failure. Left with 1/2 of the CE script.
Shared secrets with friends. Mutual trusts. Thats all. People who joined council, I think I would trust them no more. People change. Attitudes change. They become more strict. Just mere playcards by the teacher. The Element of Freedom. Without it, will leave you stronger with each tear, but yet still falling.
Ahh, think i am a bitch in my class. Cant think right. Im such a hypocrite. Thought things would go right. Im starting to feel delusional. But what can i do? Sitting there and waiting for things to happen. What if i just dont care? What if i care? I still get affected.
Tomorrow is gonna be a mass seating shuffle. Dont know who I would land up with, dont know if they could be trusted. If not, im just all alone. Just stuck up in my room and feeling so lonely. No feelings to confide, no gossips to hear. What life of teenagers would get any worse?
Sorry, Im going to die soon.
Bye.
Ahh. 150 posts. But today is just not the day. Received back my common test results. Literally flunk it. Not only that, shes starting to ignore me :(. Thats the worst part. Thought that I could confide, but only land up with failure. Left with 1/2 of the CE script.
Shared secrets with friends. Mutual trusts. Thats all. People who joined council, I think I would trust them no more. People change. Attitudes change. They become more strict. Just mere playcards by the teacher. The Element of Freedom. Without it, will leave you stronger with each tear, but yet still falling.
Ahh, think i am a bitch in my class. Cant think right. Im such a hypocrite. Thought things would go right. Im starting to feel delusional. But what can i do? Sitting there and waiting for things to happen. What if i just dont care? What if i care? I still get affected.
Tomorrow is gonna be a mass seating shuffle. Dont know who I would land up with, dont know if they could be trusted. If not, im just all alone. Just stuck up in my room and feeling so lonely. No feelings to confide, no gossips to hear. What life of teenagers would get any worse?
Sorry, Im going to die soon.
Bye.
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