I never told you.

Gosh, a terrible day today indeed! Nearly slept in 2 classes and that's unacceptable! Anyway, didn't really do much today, except studying with Jue Ying, Chang Jie, Mun Pin and Adeline. Hmm. And I bought 4! :D. Really excited!

Oh yeah, I shall make a confession. I REALLY HATE TRIGONOMETRY. It's like the most brain-consuming topic for me so far in Maths! I have to keep thinking about the formulas and stuff. I prefer Pythagoras :D.

Moving on, Youth Day is coming! And it means project work ._. But good news is, I'm gonna hang out with my project mates and do the projects together! :D. And maybe they'll be coming over to my house??

Sigh, sleeping at midnight isnt good for me. I think my brain is fried :X.

I think I was wrong about you.
I never told you anything,
what I should've told you.
I think it's time to rebuilt the trust that I had in you last year.

There are times that you've put tears on my face.

It's only like the 3rd day in school and I've been piled with homework! Gosh, I can't really handle the pressure anymore.

Inter-band debate is coming right up! Can't wait for it, but I'm not wanting to be the speaker at the same time! Gosh, last year was fun, but it really made me CRAZY.

Anyway, the good news is that Youth Day is arriving ^^. And I'm trying to complete all my homework on time! And I still have to take the IC photo. Oh well!

4 is out already! I hope I have enough time to buy it tomorrow! Along with Sasha Fierce (:.

In class, there's this person called Matthew that sits beside me almost every lesson in class. Well, I keep telling him stuff, SO THANKS LOADS! Gosh, it seems like we two are brothers as we can 'read each other minds' and are facing almost the same situation right now.

Gosh, there are like many things I wanna say. But it's like super late at night right now! So I can't really blog much. Bye (:.

Even though I don't hate you,
I'll try to create a distance between us.
Maybe you've realized the truth right now already.
But I haven't.
Let's go back to the beginning when I didn't met you in the first place.
I'm not even supposed to meet you.

I hate Trigonometry nowadays.
It reminds me of a love triangle.
Although I'm making progress,
I'm not really sure what to do right now.

All I know is that I should create a barrier between people,
and start to show the other side of me soon.
I have to really buck up,
and stop thinking about friendships when it comes to authority.

Someday we'll find a place here in this world.

Hey, it's the first day of the new semester (:. New chapters, new hopes, new expectations! Really hope that all goes well this time (:.

If this is permanent,
It means that this is just temporary.
Things won't last forever.
We have to learn how to let go of things that are important to us in whatever aspect.

Just like the child who looks up with a smile on his face.
Just like an adult with dreams to have a place in this world.
Just like an elderly who bids farewell, and says that he had the wheel of the world of his life.

Confusion.
Jealousy.
Rage.

I want to make believe.
And I wanna hold you close.
Remind me of the way it felt.
It was so close but I can't believe.
So remind me of how it was supposed to be like.

You said its too late to apologize.
But this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you,
Saying I'm sorry for that night..

You see right through me.

Hey guys! I have only one homework left! :D. Something to celebrate right? Anyway, went around Singapore with my Aunt and ate loads of stuff! Hmm. Schools gonna start in 30 hours. I seriously want time to stop now :/. Oh well, at least I'll be able to see my friends once again right? Hope that they're doing fine!

That also means that choir is starting soon :/. Oh well. Anyway, I need to make some commitments for the new semester right? Been trying to come up with a list! And there're some things like not to talk so much in EL class since my results are like so tragic! D:. Anyway, its a brand new term = a brand new beginning right? Hope that I can reveal more of my good friends and solve my problems that I had/ may encounter!

It's like 1am now? Gotta sleep! T.T. Nights everyone!

It is when people shut you out, you must get yourself back into their lives.
I don't really wanna see you again.
It really hurts me alot.
It's time to have some courage.
To be stronger.
It's time to prioritize my stuff better.

Anyway, I'm no longer expecting you to forgive me.
Just hoping that I'll forget having a friend like you.
Realised that I have better dreams of mine.

You do not need my help.
I feel like you're just isolating me into one corner.
I knew this would happen,
But I just couldn't do anything.

Never imagined we'll end like this.
I need to concentrate more.
I got to tell myself its alright and move on.
I've gotta be that sailing ship that doesn't need its moon.
I'll be the desert that floods, and where the grass there is blue.
I guess I never told you,
That I really liked you as a friend?
But all you said was a one word answer.
I should've known.

'Fuck you. Fuck you. Fuck you. You're Cool. Fuck you. I'm Out.' - Britney Spears

I totally love that dress as a guy ^^. And 'I Wanna Go' video's out now! (:. It was EXTREMELY NICE (:. Anyway, nothing much to post today! Hmm. AUNTIE CAME TO SG :D. And I managed to prepare myself for the next semester by buying LOADS of stickies :D. PHYSICS FTW!

Anyway, trying to rush out my homework ISN'T Cool! And I'm like doing random stuff now. Okay, Bye :D

Tell me if you seek her,
So that I will come prepared.
I just like being a hypocrite.

Sometimes we just have to let go.
I know that's the right decision.
But I just can't do it.

Whoever said that beauty's on the inside is a liar.


Hey, I know its been like ages since I last blogged! Was busy catching up with my hwk! :D.

The concert on Sunday was okay.. Just that my spectacles slipped right down my face and i nearly cried while wearing contacts! But I was like super touched when I heard cheers from the audiences ESP those screaming my name! Thanks a lot people :D. I <3 you all too ! :D. Sigh, will I be able to finish my hwk on time? D:. I wanna go KBOX! I'm like desperate for it! It's been ages since I last went to one! Oh well! D:. Nothing much to post these few days D:. I shall make a promise to myself! I will NOT buy 'I Am... Sasha Fierce', 'Pink Friday' or '4' UNTIL I finish my homework! :D.

I kinda broke down on Monday.
Reflecting everything that I went through.
This game's a torture,
but I'm liking it too.
I feel masochistic.
Sometimes I just feel like giving up.
But I know I can't.
I don't wanna be the reason why Ke$ha wrote 'The Harold Song'.
And once again,
I thought about pain.
I miss everything about you.
I glanced at you during the rehearsal.
I have to say,
You look pretty in that costume.
Can you just stop whatever you're doing to me?
I'm already bleeding and crying my heart out to you.

And I remembered something.
I apologized when giving you that present.
Can I unapologize?
I meant every word I said.
I can't possibly take them back now.
I hope you heard me right.
Should I try to build up this friendship once again?

Some people told me to give up,
but I just couldn't let myself to do so.

Thanks to those who comforted me.
And Thanks to those who listened.
I appreciate it.